LYRICS:

Hmmmm

I thought I'd finally changed
But life threw me out
Like dice in a spin
Maybe I wasn't to blame
But the memory
Of a dream
Lives in me
Hard to leave

They try to place mountains of shame
But I'm back un-phased
And I'm poised for the chase
No, they won't get under my skin
Cuz I still believe
The memory
Of you and me
Was meant to be

Go and throw the scarlet letter and hurt
Maybe next time I'll do better and learn
It's my life I have decided, not yours
I'm not gonna change my ways for you

The seasons they come and they go
And I'm roped back in
By the words that they say
They hoped that they'd finally win
That I'd stop the chance
Not relapse
Fall right back
In that dance

Go and throw the scarlet letter and hurt
Maybe next time I'll do better and learn
It's my life I have decided, not yours
I'm not gonna change my ways

Go and throw the scarlet letter and hurt
Maybe next time I'll do better and learn
It's my life I have decided, not yours
I'm not gonna change my ways for you
I'm not gonna change my ways
I'm not gonna change
Oooh

I'm not gonna change

Scarlet Letter

LYRICS:

I’ve been highly irresponsible
Walked the edge of every hidden hole
Taken part in every festive choice
Do I learn anything?

I’m up with you all night
With the multicolor lights
Is it dizzy that I’m feeling?
But this high is too appealing

Should be getting home
Feeling tired in my bones
But the gleaming in your eyes
Holds a promise of surprise

My heart wide open 
I step into your world 
(And with) 
Words unspoken
I dance in your arms until

I’ve been highly irresponsible
Walked the edge of every hidden hole
Taken part of every festive choice
Do I learn anything?

Moon turns into sun
God, I’m having so much fun!
There’s dancing left and right
Moving closer, gettin’ tight

Here you are speaking to me
And I find you so amusing
As the music starts to move
Find I have nothing left to lose

My heart wide open 
I step into your world 
(And with)
Words unspoken
I dance in your arms until

I’ve left off from being sensible
Been fulfilling every silly goal
Joined the sunrise with my hoarse voice
Do I say anything?

Such a filthy mind
Careful what you ask for because you might find
That there ain’t no better crime
Than mine

(And with) 
Words unspoken
I dance in your arms until

I’ve been highly irresponsible
Walked the edge of every hidden hole
Taken part of every festive choice
Do I learn anything?

Irresponsible

fiffi is one of Bangkok's most exciting emerging artists, sporting a dynamic contemporary pop sound delivered via fantastic vocal quality and quirky lyrics. 

Growing up in a musical family in Thailand, fiffi's early experiences with music included being a member of her family band in 2011, "Smooth Barrage", which performed as a cover band around Bangkok and in Sweden. 

That ended when Safir settled in Europe to continue her education, putting her musical goals on hold. Since returning to Bangkok, Safir has been ready to pursue the dream yet again, working towards creating original music and organizing regular performances around town.

From 2018 until 2021, fiffi was part of the highly energetic alternative electronic group Rock Shreller, where she released 2 albums, an EP, and a handful of music videos with the group. The band ended when the pandemic brought the world to a halt.

As the city opened up again for shows and collaborations, fiffi kicked off her self-titled solo project in 2022 and released her first single, 'Irresponsible', in April this year. With her storytelling and vibrant voice, she hopes to relate to the many who make and own their mistakes but choose to become better and stronger from them.

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