fifty you are such a great artist... the word producer doesnt do you justice... keep on keeping on man much love

ANNUAL S.A.D. PLAYLIST

Bones - WhereTheSidewalkEnds

Bones - Moshpits (Feat. X. Wulf)

Bones - Worthless

surrenderdorothy - behindenemylines

SCUMBAG

Sanctuary

Bones - ArtesianWater (FIFTY GRAND'S DEATHBED REMIX)

A Dog and His Boy
Don starts talking without looking at anyone in particular.
 Just words filling the shop air 
like dust caught in a shaft of light.
“I don’t even know anymore, Tiger.
 I’ve been writing for two years 
 world-building, diagrams, 
 spreadsheets of imaginary wars.
 And now I can’t even start.
 
Everyone online says read more.
 So I do.
 I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream — brilliant,
 but it’s like being waterboarded with adjectives.
 Then Game of Thrones — 
 dense, functional, slightly medieval spreadsheet.
 Then The Hunger Games — 
 which felt right, rhythm-wise, but it still drags.

Tiger lifts his head from the floor.
 “Maybe you’re just buffering,” he says.
Don keeps going, oblivious.
 “I feel like if I can’t even follow the narration,
 I’ll never create one.
 Maybe I only started writing to survive the bad weeks.”

Tiger stretches, it sounds like velcro.
 “You’re over-complicating it.
 You ever notice how I fetch the ball?
 You throw it, I chase it, 
 sometimes it bounces off the lawnmower, 
 sometimes I forget what I’m doing halfway there.
 I always come back with something.
 Maybe it’s the ball. Maybe it’s a stick.
 Once it was the neighbor’s bra.
 It's not a linear process."

Don blinks.
 “Are we really doing metaphors right now? You’re a dog.”
Tiger takes a second to lick his crotch before continuing.
“Dogs are systems too.
 Input, output, reward feedback.
 You’re the one trying to write 
 the human equivalent of firmware version 1.0.
 Just push the update, sort it later”

Don laughs despite himself.
 “You mean keep writing even if it’s garbage?”
 “I mean, don’t mistake the garbage for the goal.
 Compost it.
 Something’ll grow out of it later.
 And diversify your data set,
 you’ve been reading in too narrow a frequency band.

There’s weird out there you haven’t even dreamed of.
 Azimov’s precision engineering.
 Hunter Thompson’s chemical chaos engine.
 You think you’ve seen strange 
 because you've mixed dragons and trauma?
 I’ve licked stranger things under the couch.”

Don shutters,
That last statement being the only one to sink in. 

Tiger sighs, 
rolling over to a slightly cooler spot on the concrete floor.
“Bipeds confuse noise with failure.
 Static isn’t silence,
 it’s a signal waiting for context.
 Half of philosophy is just 
 convincing your self that your bark
 somehow effects the thunder.”

Outside, the rain shifts gears —
 a softer sound now, more drizzle than percussion.

Tiger sniffs toward the open door.
“You stand there, looking at the sky 
 like maybe the button that opens the garage
 could stop the rain as well.
 Sorry, kid. The system’s not wired that way.
 Sometimes the rain just rains.”

Don kneels down, scratches behind Tiger’s ear.
 “So what now?”
“Now you write.
 Even if it’s messy, even if it leaks.
 Rain does that too.
 And maybe later, when you’ve got it all sorted,
 you’ll remember that dogs don’t talk —"
 





Tiger Speaks 11 6 25

Prod. by Hnrk ( soundcloud.com/hnrk93 )
Frayed (4/7)

even if theres not a problem i would probably overthink it till there is
alright when it gets night 
but when its bright i see this life for just what it is
feeling like my body light enough to lift up 
sightings heighten
then i turn back into mist
tectonics under pressure
hands holding onto weapons
yelling "do away with the men"

skeletons dropping like geronimo
"see we just animals"
but dialect cant justify what is critical 
it goes beyond words
im out and onwards
above the young heards
their screams i overheard


even if theres not a problem i would probably overthink it till there is
alright when it gets night 
but when its bright i see this life for just what it is
feeling like my body light enough to lift up 
sightings heighten
then i turn back into mist
tectonics under pressure
hands holding onto weapons
yelling "do away with the men"

they be wondering where i be at
boy im somewhere that youll never get



Bones - InsufficientSpace (4/7) (Prod. by Hnrk)

ep2 soon

produced by døves (dovescry.bandcamp.com)
featuring @horsehead1990
art by reyn yeager (reynyeager.com)
sample from a @bellarubyy cover of horse head's "i'm used to that"

horse head:
how could i ever get used to missing that
and if you give it up, you can't take it back
drugs have been keeping me up at night
under club lights, i'm such a mess tonight
i couldn't wait to be back home
one more show then i can be alone
i feel so bad when she sings my songs
she sounds so alone, like she's used to that
she feels so bad, the way i sing my songs
i feel so alone and i'm used to that
i'm used to that, i want it back
i'm true to it, go through with this
i'm moving back to where i'm from
i had you in nothing but black then
now i only speak of you in past tense
thought i had it, i couldn't grasp it
now it's slipping away into blackness

døves:
i'm used to that, i'm using that
i want you bad, i want the black
and you want to see me in past tense
i had you in nothing but black then
and i was in the party, you were at the gate
and i could call you in and we could slip away
and maybe we could talk if i could stay awake
but i just took a clip and i'm fading away
you can't help, you're too late
(time spent painted in white)
recalling all the words you said
like i could ever fall for that
(eyes mint, amber and blind)
i was just a fuck you had
like you would ever love me back
visions keep me up at night, poison warms the cold inside
like my life through your eyes

used ft. horse head

BAD SIDE (PROD. HORSE HEAD)

all songs by coward.

layout by ricky cribb

purchase: itunes.apple.com/us/album/coward/1326281206

Blue (Prod. The Virus and Antidote)

Fantasy Camp & Lil Zubin collab EP 'Another Heart 2 Break.'

Mixed by Nick Colletti. 
Cover photo by Matt Wren.
Cover text by @vesthetiic.

Another Heart 2 Break

promises w/ zubin

Bones & Drip - 133 - HowFarAwayAreYou

CARCASS

StormDamage (ПоследствияУрагана)

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Bones - ArtesianWater (FIFTY GRAND'S DEATHBED REMIX)

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