Lyrics-

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me 

 I just  can’t escape 
All of the calamity thrown in my face 
Shit I got enough on my plate 
But i eat it up and dont leave non to waste 
And honestly id rather rot in this hell
Than ever step foot inch’s out of my shell
Im comfortable here as if you couldn’t tell 
Now I’m getting tired of repeating myself 

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me

calamity p. wraithontheporch

Stop changin, what love is
I feel it, I’m missin
These pieces
can’t tell me what I needed
can’t tell me If you feel it
What I’m feeling, is it a secret?
My love then, I’ll keep it secret
I don’t really mean it
I swear, I’ll never mean it
I can’t keep a secret
I can’t keep a secret

My love, gave it up for
Some drugs, what a fucking bore
I swore, I swore I loved you more
I swore I loved you more, I thought I loved you more

Gave it up for her
I feel like I’m losing myself
And I’m an addict all again
I don’t feel the same even with my friends
I don’t feel the same watch me do it all again
Fall in love again
And then lose some friends
Make a bad mistake and do it all again
History repeats every single fucking time
I wonder why I’m losing my mind this time

Stop changin, what love is
I feel it, I’m missin
These pieces
can’t tell me what I needed
can’t tell me If you feel it
What I’m feeling, is it a secret?
My love then, I’ll keep it secret
I don’t really mean it
I swear, I’ll never mean it

I’ll skip 1000 steps just to be with you
Too early to tell if this loves true
Too early to tell if this loves true
But I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I know I know
I just hope it’s true
Just hope it’s true
Hope it’s true,believe in you
Hope it’s true, that’s what I do
Hope it’s true, believe in you
I just wanna see it through

secret (prod. babieyummo x cl6udy)

just a throwaway
Recorded on July 9th at 9:00pm

Was It Space, Was It Time ft Keisen (prod trxgon)

ALL Production and Vocals recorded on June 26th @ 2:43 am

Hold Me Now ft Loveswitch

baby im right behind u 
tryna flip u on ur spinal 
n fuck u right
n im a diver
im tryna dive in ur lake tn 
im tryna dive in 
you got me fantasizing 
like im living in mirages 
baby i can see thru all ur disguises
tryna put you inside a private 
take us both down on an island 
n idc if you got mileage 
you think of me when beside him

tryna get up close 
skin to bone 
and im tryna float 
deep inside your ocean
just let it go 
put it all in motion 
take off all ur clothes 
and leave me soaking

deep deep inside you 
felt like nirvana
felt like water 
dripping from the faucet 
swear that shit so exotic
every way bent she spineless
told her grab her head
and put her legs right behind it
c

cuz imma go deeper 
imma go deeper mmm
make u a believer 
a believer mmm
speak like a preacher 
like a preacher mm 
screaming 
turn this bitch into a leaker 

baby im right behind u 
tryna flip u on ur spinal 
n fuck u right
n im a diver
im tryna dive in ur lake tn 
im tryna dive in 
you got me fantasizing 
like im living in mirages

Diver (prod februxry)

little secret early drop for next friday!
mv later this month!

baby i was faking 
with mirages
did you hear me shaking?
when I was talking
i was scared to face it 
thought made me nauseous
sing me all your graces 
so i can nod to them 

hate inside of me 
im gonna spill out my pores
dont lie to me 
double k kiss my corpse
too blind to see 
with my vision fully torn
im tryna breathe 
baby dont shut the door
with kerosene 
could you burn me to my core?
just bury me 
just take it all and make it yours 


do you feel that weight?
do you feel it pressing in?
do you feel it babe
crawling under your skin 
need you to take me in the wind 
another kiss
do as you will 
and as you wish 

I know it sounds surreal 
i cant resist 
how you make me feel 
like i only exist 
i cant forget 
but for you 
I will

Blossom n Bliss 
like the summer and spring 
heart beats for you 
i would give everything 
inside your arms 
it just felt like a dream
Satin, Ivory dress
pressed you against my cheek

You Wished (It Was Yours) (prod neverforever)

lyrics

fall in love with me again
wait in my coat while i smoke cigarettes
and plan to watch the sunrise, but fall asleep instead
i want to hold you like i used to
i want to tell you that i love you
we killed the tree and ripped the roots

and for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
now im no one
now im no one
(x2)

i miss those nights 
cuddled up during the winter we're soul tied
my brains succumb to the wither on both sides
like fuck tryna forget her
cuz now im packing my bags
im building the bags under my eyelids
and you're too attatched
and im way too sad for it to be august
and yesterday holds memories that im losing
i dont remember much nowadays
i dont remember much nowadays

fall in love with me again
wait in my coat while i smoke cigarettes
and plan to watch the sunrise, but fall asleep instead
i want to hold you like i used to
i want to tell you that i love you
we killed the tree and ripped the roots

and for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
now im no one
now im no one
(x2)

for now, im no one (p. muzcean)

Some of the songs i made last month, all produced by my friend @VegardVeslelia.

10tusentimer

Prod. Johnnyfriend
go support my homie breck!
https://soundcloud.com/breckenford

Lyrics -

(Swamp)

Yeah it’s painfully obvious that I’m not in control 
Feel like a vessel for the negatives that I find in my lows
It’s eerie you see me then say it’s like you’re seeing a ghost 
But how long has it been since I’ve been this cold 

(Brecken)

this shi getting old
feels like you stompin on my face
i lose all control
one lil push gon make me fold fold fold
i dont wanna do this no more
its the soul soul purpose why i hit the floor

and what i thought was all wrong
ate dirt when i thought that id been strong all along
lost worth when you saw me layed out heart stopped on the lawn
i put you first even though i shoulda put my health on top
and it still hurts when i think of you grippin on your purse

(Swamp)

Yeah but you know me best, there’s no need to hide
You’ve seen through the cracks of my faulty disguise 
What do you see when you look in my eyes do you look past the dead inside 
I’m 20 something that’s barley alive 
But I’m wastein away for the rest of my life 
Haven’t gained only lost time 
Just a ghost in a shell that is not mine 
Like what do I do when I run out of vices 
Walk in that room finding me laying lifeless 
wake up and don’t do this to me 
But I’m caught in the cycle and can’t hear a thing 
I’ll Shake it off, this must be a dream 
The sensation of me finally free 
I’ll sober up and be back in a week 
But just as bad or prolly worse than you think 

(Brecken)


swear i had the worst week
ill fix it up with sum tape
it aint as good as it seems
nothing im needing is outta the cage
thought you were on my team
everything seem to fade
cold cries telling everybody how i feel
whole time i aint even realize this was real

sideways car im whippin a beetle
think u a star u is not one them people
export the product get it for retail
im makin bank it make feel well

(Swamp)

Yeah it’s painfully obvious that I’m not in control 
Feel like a vessel for the negatives that I find in my lows
It’s eerie you see me then say it’s like you’re seeing a ghost 
But how long has it been since I’ve been this cold 

(Brecken)

this shi getting old
feels like you stompin on my face
i lose all control
one lil push gon make me fold fold fold
i dont wanna do this no more
its the soul soul purpose why i hit the floor

and what i thought was all wrong
ate dirt when i thought that id been strong all along
lost worth when you saw me layed out heart stopped on the lawn
i put you first even though i shoulda put my health on top
and it still hurts when i think of you grippin on your purse

Painfully Obvious

Catch a flight I’m OT
YVR to LA
Tell u everything I wanna fuckin say
Take her on date
In presi plane
She ain’t no plane Jane
I’m still the same
With a lil fame
Bullets hit yo brain

She jus scared of love
Promise I am too
Jus me n u

I jus poured some wok
Up inside my cup
I’m running out luck
Why you wanna fuck

She wanna do drugs n geek
She my drug to me
I’ll buy you louis v
And take ecstasy

what u got to lose 
I have my love to prove
Promise, tell me the truth
Think I’m falling 4 u

Too many drugs in my system
Can’t do sober cause I’ll you know ya I’ll miss them

Catch a flight I’m OT
YVR to LA
Tell u everything I wanna fuckin say
Take her on date
In presi plane
She ain’t no plane Jane
I’m still the same
With a lil fame
Bullets hit yo brain

She jus scared of love
Promise I am too
Jus me n u

mixed by me
prod - whyconor+

You Wished (It Was Yours) (prod neverforever)

fiftystory

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