Who kicked a hole in the sky 
so the heavens could cry
I wonder why 
what is wrong with my mind
why do i try 
why???

Well Only Heaven knows i’m miserable now
and i’m wondering and i’m wondering how
you got me running, got me running around
i can tell by the sound 
you’re falling out.

And I came so far 
Legs covered in scars 
You tore me apart 
But i’d still give you my heart 

You’re 
still my pretty girl
and you still mean the world 
Listen to every word 
i’m wishing you well 
i watched our bridges burn 

Who kicked a hole in the sky?
so the heavens could cry
and they probably won’t shine
atleast not in this life

Heaven Cries / U still mean the world (prod rai4real)

In her father's Benz
Nod off on Klonopins
Am I tryna binge?
That shit gives me fucking icks

Baby goddamn
I'm too fucking locked in
So Imma dive in
I fuck with her five friends
Want drugs? I'm buying
Let it touch my eyelids
I love 5 tens
Hide my eyes like shy kids
A pretty little white bitch
That I had to cut my ties with
And Id be lying
If I said I wasn't reminded

Ice dropping
Red bottom sky
It's not my problem
That you want to die
Dry ashes
All over my thighs
When i think of the past
I'm a fiend for a high

Scared of us crashing
took one on the flight
Already passed Aspen
when I came back to life
This bitch wont stop asking
I told her twenty times
Its about to get tragic
Her best friend is a dime

Imma hit her up
when I'm in the A
And I'm down to fuck
But I cannot stay
You cant judge
Hell has no space
What I've become
is what it aint

Baby I like you
Have the same problems as I do
Lovers turned Rivals
We all eat from the same vined fruit
Hit her up on Arrival
We can link up on my queue
Tell that bitch to slide through
Bring your friend if you'd like to

I fucked around and fucked her face
Lie to that bitch tell her "I need space"
Hit her back up when i need sex
So much shit I have to say
Honey, I think its for the best
Leave me alone and stay out the way
Got another bitch up up in the west
Hit her up I'm there in three days

Your walls made of glass
Clear view
Your stuck in the past
But I am too
Your scars on your back
From your dads abuse
He treats you like trash
But I refuse
Everything it crashed
I don't have an excuse
Just carry my casket
All I ask of you

[11:38 PM October 29th 2024]
I wonder what it'll be like in a year, I appreciate everyone that I have met through music thus far. This is a new chapter starting after this release.

Walls Of Glass (Prod Hurtclub)

If you ever need me 
Just call
If you’re ever bleeding 
I got the bandage for you
I been on my knees 
Fucking praying to god
I can barely sleep 
I’m just praying it’d stop

In sport mode 
I won’t flip that bitch 
Ill grip the key 
But I adore you 
Baby, You’re so flawless to me
And I need more of you 
It’s Never enough for me 
And I’m floor him 
And my soul forever the key

I would give every piece of me 
Baby I won’t lie 
It ain’t what it seem to be 
Even to the naked fucking eye 
I gotta a jesus piece 
But he never prayed up to god
If you believe in me 
It goes along way in my thoughts 

Can’t fucking slow down
I’m inside the roadster tryna flip it 
I’m going ghost now 
Good luck even tryna get a mention 
Drunk on the floor yea 
I cant seem to manage all this pressure 
Let’s take it slow now 
She know what she doing, get undressed 

She moves so gracious 
Most days I just pray that I’m okay 
3.5, amazing!
I’m just hoping you’ll be the one to save me
This shit get messy 
If I swing his block he getting dumped
There’s no question 
I’ll be there until the day I die 

Why the fuck am I tripping 
bout what happened yesterday
There’s this bitch I’m missing 
Fuck up my headspace 
I need intermission 
Cuz I’m going fucking crazy 
Better not slide with yo podna
Better weigh yo fucking options

I hope ur proud of me mama
One day I wish just to be great 
And I think about it often 
I just need another day 
You Make me sick make me nauseous  
I know you won’t change your ways 
The fucking bullets be flying 
They gon shred his fucking face

If you ever need me 
Just call
If you’re ever bleeding 
I got the bandage for you
I been on my knees 
Fucking praying to god
I can barely sleep 
I’m just praying it’d stop (x2)

Never Enough *throwaway*

beat - @wraithontheporch
feat - @wraithwilldie
master - @iamaneerdowell

lyrics:

watch it all fall to dust
the reality has crumbled of somebody that i used to love
looking at the time
its 2 in the night
look up at the sky damn
i just wanna die brain thinking suicide
imma dodge responsibilities cuz i dont wanna try
i dont really ever think that you could see shit from my eyes
cuz we live 2 different lives
on some real shit i think yours is just way easier than mine
i dont wanna say my feelings i'll just tell u that im fine

baby I don’t wanna try
i don’t wanna know what I’ll find when time spent
turns to my whole life went by
i don’t wanna close these eyes
every second chance I let slip by
every fucking moment I let die
how can I forgive myself tonight?

watch it all fall to dust
the reality has crumbled of somebody that i used to love
looking at the time
its 2 in the night
look up at the sky damn
i just wanna die brain thinking suicide
imma dodge responsibilities cuz i dont wanna try
i dont really ever think that you could see shit from my eyes
cuz we live 2 different lives
on some real shit i think yours is just way easier than mine
i dont wanna say my feelings i'll just tell u that im fine

could never put urself in my shoes cuz u cant afford them ft. wraithwilldie (prod. wraithontheporch)

flood thru Ur skin 
like a waterfall
do you feel as if
what you've done is wrong
starting to give
i can't carry on 
like i don't exist 
like our memories gone 

but I didn't go blank 
i just need to be saved
think of you all of the time 

on every page 
on every page 
name on every line 

you said Noah don't wait 
you'd be wasting Ur time 
but i mean when I say
 your soul is mine 
oh it burns inside 
oh it doesn't feel right 
because no one knows 
this is my last night alive
 

Flood thru Ur skin like a waterfall
i just wonder if I'm the cause 
and i wonder if you heard me call 
but i burn inside 
till my flesh exposed 
till my flesh exposed 
did you hear me call?
did you hear me call?
Till I'm flesh and bone

no one knows this is my last night alive (demo)

Prod. michael harrison
go support me homie breck!
https://soundcloud.com/breckenford

Lyrics -

(Swamp)
I’ve seen him bare his fangs but it was all to much to take 
As he leached to everyone and everything that he could drain
Just a shell of one who once had all to give and never break 
I watch him cower at the slightest inconvenience every day 
Oh what a shame 
The man inside the mirrors who I speak of here today 
A monster in disguise who’s only purpose is to
Rob you of your o’ so precious life and dispose of anyone along the way
With us it’s never safe 

(Brecken)

they say i cannot behave i i push em out the way
theyre so used to yelling my name
when they don’t understand my pain
shame ,they can see it in my face
(why do i do this to myself ;( 
i know all i do been vague
just know its all for your sake

yea please dont mind my cane when im 75 yrs lame
look in the mirror and still feel the same
part of me happy but somehow im drained
yea wish i had strength not to feel like this 
(exhale, inhale)
take a deep breath and i still feel sick

(Swamp)

I’ve seen him bare his fangs but it was all to much to take 
As he leached to everyone and everything that he could drain
Just a shell of one who once had all to give and never break 
I watch him cower at the slightest inconvenience every day

(Brecken)

Everyday 
i look to the sky when ima pray
its okay
ima wait for better days
 theyre on their way
so they say

but i been feelin like this way since may, 2022 i knew that i had too much pain
but i stayed
cuz i knew that id make it out this stupid hole
ill drown myself in alcohol when i feel like i did wrong

see a crane in the swamp
Let the drain fill the rain when it fall
(let it fall)
its unlikely that ill make it out of this spot that i been in for way too long but i can hope that this this worth the while
It’d be horrible if i drowned out in the pond
in my socks 
in the swamp

(Swamp) 

Yuh 
Who would’ve thought 
You’d be the one to come in and try and to start playing a god 
I think not 
If I die it’s by my own hand quit trying to tempt me and all of my flaws 
I feel like crashing out, baring fang then returning to my calm 
Burn it all been the time that I’m on 
I’ll relapse and give Brecken a call 

What the fuck is wrong with me 
Like bro it’s good just feed me all this honestly 
And I won’t fight back
Just keep it real if it’s like that 
Am I the iissue like real talk 
I’m so stressed out I scratch at my flesh and pull at my skin till it peels off 
Does isolation really heal all?

(Swamp & Brecken)

Cause I’ve seen him bare his fangs but it was all to much to take 
As he leached to everyone and everything that he could drain
Just a shell of one who once had all to give and never break 
I watch him cower at the slightest inconvenience every day

I imagined worse

death surrounds us (eric godlow)

lyrics below

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems
so oblivious to everything you do i have receipts
you wont look at them youd rather act like youre asleep

colder than ive ever been but i sweat in my sheets
but its not what you think
every part of my body push myself to the brink
you only do some things and i do a whole lot
make me feel like nothing
i wish that i could stop

baby baby quit the bluffing i know you dont wanna talk
and it feels like you’re steady runnin from everything i want
you could walk walk walk
ill be there until the end
push me out way farther than you ever thought id get
i cant admit that it was all up n my head
cuz i got eyes and i know what i see is dead

gimme time and gimme effort then youll know know
wasted lies because i saw right thru your skull skull skull
maybe try as if you’re cutting with a knife and it was dull
cuz right now how youre doing it, ur not cutting anything but my soul

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems

hate you remind me of my ex
wish that you never told me that
wish that you told me i was better than they was
when i was alone that night

cuz i was on my own had no more strength to fight
no more length in life
tortured tained eyes
and you don’t realize anything that you’ve done

Never Enough throwaway

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