FIJIMAR - find me (feat. @capoxxo ) [johnnyfriend]

my ig - https://www.instagram.com/fukfiji/
capoxxo ig - https://www.instagram.com/capoxxo/

spotify

find me w/ capoxxo [johnnyfriend]

https://youtu.be/jLVbEYUUFBU

stream the song everywhere - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/fijimar/i-know

lyrics: 
We were so in love but in the end it didn’t matter
Pull my heart straight out my chest Nothing is left together

Ya
So Why you gatta treat me like that
Nothing is left for us baby leave me at the tarmac
Ya
You know I hate but u love that
It doesn’t matter I’m only good at getting laughed at
Ya
I know
I’m a fucking piece of shit but it don’t matter that I’m like that
Let
Me know
Is it funny that I’m dying because you looking like a mole-rat

I be feeling sick i be feeling really icky
Fell in love with drugs at 15 because I’m empty
They ever help but make me think that you were with me
Maybe if I didn’t feel that I’d be happy
I know
I know
I know it’s hard to feel
The pain
It grows
And nothings ever real
I know
I know
I know it’s hard to feel
The pain
It grows
And nothings ever real

Ya
So Why you gatta treat me like that
Nothing is left for us baby leave me at the tarmac
Ya
You know I hate but u love that
It doesn’t matter I’m only good at getting laughed at
Ya
I know
I’m a fucking piece of shit but it don’t matter that I’m like that
Let
Me know
Is it funny that I’m dying because you looking like a mole-rat

i know

all plats

i know [dercept] *mv in desc*

art by @cassidydied
We were the kids in the backseat
Funny now how our lives have changed 
You posting pics to get at me
So this what I got to say

Maybe you should roll me up smoke me like a cigarette
Life gets tough with living on the Internet
I need drugs but I’m not getting into it
Yeah life sucks with living on the Internet

Lately I’ve been trying to find a way to get out
I’m stuck with living with anxiety
I’m stuck in the house
I thought I found the one I love I thought that she’d be my spouse
But she just ripped me into pieces like a cobra and mouse

Over it
Never try
Broke me down
Left to die
I need help
Not all right
Oh my God

Maybe you should roll me up smoke me like a cigarette
Life gets tough with living on the Internet
I need drugs but I’m not getting into it
Yeah life sucks with living on the Internet

internet [drma x ayoley]

mv https://youtu.be/vxrjwrof4fU

I wish I could tell her that I was just fine
But no that could never happen because I hate my life
If you wanted you would find me but you got no time

Yeah you got no time to come back
I hate the way you act
treat me like a burden yet you’re dirty like a rat
Keep my shit don’t need it back
Said I’m the best you ever had
So keep it as a memory of I’m not coming back
Back
Hate the way u act
Treat me like a burden
You’re dirty like a rat
Keep my shit don’t need it back
Said I’m the best you ever had
So keep it as a memory of I’m not coming back

No I said girl you’re on a real fine line
Give me peace of mind
Come and tell me that you love me it could all be fine
OK yeah I lied
Kinda hope you die
Cause you tried to fucking kill me and I got no signs
You just wanted to make me frown
Now I’m glad that you’re not around
Thanking God you’re not from my town
If you were I would burn it down

I wish I could tell her that I was just fine
But no that could never happen because I hate my life
If you wanted you would find me but you got no time

Yeah you got no time to come back
I hate the way you act
treat me like a burden yet you’re dirty like a rat
Keep my shit don’t need it back
Said I’m the best you ever had
So keep it as a memory of I’m not coming back
Back
Hate the way u act
Treat me like a burden
You’re dirty like a rat
Keep my shit don’t need it back
Said I’m the best you ever had
So keep it as a memory of I’m not coming back

im not coming back

im not coming back [siemspark x ripwarheart] *music vid in description*

ran away w/fridvy [benjithemachine]

follow my ig - https://www.instagram.com/fukfiji/

lyrics
Still got your picture on my nightstand
Said that we would be forever but you got up to go
I miss when we had matching black vans
Told that girl I really love her and never did that before

And you don’t wanna go fix the broken heart you left to die
You said you love me but I guess you didn’t mean it
I don’t wanna live this life like a lie
I cut my wrist yeah you’re the reason that I’m bleeding
Living so fast that I don’t even know it’s next up
Live for the past cuz as of recently I’m fucked up
I’m not my best I’m off of Oxys till the sun is up
Live for the past cuz as of recently I’m fucked up

Are we living like this are we living like that
You said that you didn’t know I said can you come back
Life is going so quick life is going so fast
I said why are you playing games when you see me like that
I don’t want to have to tell you that I hate my life
I wish I could go and tell you that I was just fine
But like I told you I can never live my life with lies
Just like I told you I can never live my life with a lie

fix the broken heart you left to die
You said you love me but I guess you didn’t mean it
I don’t wanna live this life like a lie
I cut my wrist yeah you’re the reason that I’m bleeding
Living so fast that I don’t even know it’s next up
Live for the past cuz as of recently I’m fucked up
I’m not my best I’m off of Oxys till the sun is up
Live for the past cuz as of recently I’m fucked up

fijimar - past

past

past [siemspark x 1heyrick]

feat @9s0uls
prod @benjithemachine

lyrics
[me]
Yesterday I met a girl
Hoping I can be her man
Not thought up in the world
Baby let me hold your hand

Yesterday I met a girl
She be saying she likes me
Maybe let me in your word
I know it can be frightening
Eyes be pretty like a pearl when we touch its like lightening
Not a thought up in the world when I got you beside me
And I cant lie i really thought I was stupid
Thought I was useless
Thought that if i told you how I feel you would lose it
Love me then prove it
Cuz I wanna do this
Cuz I wanna do this
[9]
You you make this love easy
Baby please don't leave me
On the phone like fiji
Baby please don't leave me

Call me on the phone hmu like whenever
You tell me don't go and I tell u I could never
Said you want tonight well ill give u forever
And if you ever left baby I would do this over again
[me]
Yesterday I met a girl
She be saying she likes me
Maybe let me in your word
I know it can be frightening
Eyes be pretty like a pearl when we touch its like lightening
Not a thought up in the world when I got you beside me
And I cant lie i really thought I was stupid
Thought I was useless
Thought that if i told you how I feel you would lose it
Love me then prove it
Cuz I wanna do this
Cuz I wanna do this

i wanna do this w/9souls [benjithemachine]

prod. @johnnyfriend
Lyrics :D

I keep a glock up on my waste in case my baby needs protection
And mix the oxys with the ketamine to help with the depression
Every day is getting harder fucking up to learn a lesson
I know you hate tough love but I promise it’s a blessing

I keep a glock up on my waste in case my baby needs protection
And mix the oxys with the ketamine to help with the depression
Every day is getting harder fucking up to learn a lesson
I know you hate tough love but I promise it’s a blessing

And baby I don’t gotta tell you how to love yourself
I know you struggle with addiction so I’ll help you out
Whenever life is getting shaky I’ll keep you on route
But know it’s getting really hard because I can’t love myself
I don’t wanna go back
I don’t wanna waste time
I just wanna stay with you and tell you everything is fine
I don’t want you getting hurt
Let me look into your eyes
Promise we can be forever and you’ll stay here by my side

I keep a glock up on my waste in case my baby needs protection
And mix the oxys with the ketamine to help with the depressionn
Every day is getting harder fucking up to learn a lesson
I know you hate tough love but I promise it’s a blessing

I keep a glock up on my waste in case my baby needs protection
And mix the oxys with the ketamine to help with the depression
Every day is getting harder fucking up to learn a lesson
I know you hate tough love but I promise it’s a blessing

tough luv  [johnnyfriend]

mv - https://youtu.be/eSwc_FJnD8M

happy Halloween  

Lyrics :D

I keep that Glock up on my waist and watch the bodies hit the ground 
Your a bitch a fan and she be begging Let me in the compound
Test your limits swear to God little boy your body won’t be found 
Keep that Glock up on my waist and feed your body to the hounds 
It go 1 2 3 4 
Fell in love with violence, and I’m knocking at your door 
It go 1 2 3 4 
All the bodies dropping and you got nowhere to go 

No I don’t wanna talk 
And I don’t wanna dance 
You catch me hopping out the whip you get to running man  
So I be sprinting hopping fences In designer pants 
If I don’t catch you then you know I’m popping at your man’s 
You be eating my led fucking up your system 
Glock leave you dead but I said you’re missin
Fucked in the head got some fucked temptations
Glock leave you dead but I said you’re missin 

Glock up on my waist and watch the bodies hit the ground 
Your a bitch a fan and she be begging Let me in the compound
Test your limits swear to God little boy your body won’t be found 
Keep that Glock up on my waist and feed your body to the hounds 
It go 1 2 3 4 
Fell in love with violence, and I’m knocking at your door 
It go 1 2 3 4 
All the bodies dropping and you got nowhere to go

hounds

stream

hounds [guda + baz] *mv out now*

Just let me love you baby
Get fucked up drive me crazy
Whip fast might crash Mercedes
Hate you, hate me that’s crazy
Miss when you hit my phone and tell me almost everything
Now I lost trust and bitch, no I’m not giving anything.

Oh no, I can’t fall in love
You’re just trying to break me down
Can’t lie sometimes I get fucked up and wish that you were still around
And we still talk like every day, but it’s just been so different now
Miss when you would text me every morning tryna hold it down
Oh no, I can’t fall in love
You’re just trying to break me down
Can’t lie sometimes I get fucked up and wish that you were still around
And we still talk like every day, but it’s just been so different now
Miss when you would text me every morning tryna hold it down

It’s like you only want me when it’s convenient to you
Been through this before and I’m thinking, maybe it’s fuck you
I can’t waste my time on another person that’s like you
Kick you to the curb bitch I’m up and I’m going past you
Money, drugs and pain
I think that you should stay away
I get fucked up and stay the same
I go through this like every day
I don’t got nothing left to say
I hate myself and love the pain
I’m just so tired of the games
man every day it’s all the same

Fuck I got nowhere left to run
not going far
You took the keys not to my car
but to my heart
I saw the flags. I swear I knew this from the start.
Don’t give no fucks no you’re just tearing me apart

Oh no, I can’t fall in love
You’re just trying to break me down
Can’t lie sometimes I get fucked up and wish that you were still around
And we still talk like every day, but it’s just been so different now
Miss when you would text me every morning tryna hold it down
Oh no, I can’t fall in love
You’re just trying to break me down
Can’t lie sometimes I get fucked up and wish that you were still around
And we still talk like every day, but it’s just been so different now
Miss when you would text me every morning tryna hold it down

hold it down

hold it down [drma x hayden.havoc]

lyrics
Tell me a story I don’t know
Then act like you love me and don’t let me go
I hate these feelings I have when I’m home
Just let me go
On the road
Drugs up on me
Moving slow
Just let me go
On the road
Drugs up on me 
Moving slow

I need a text back but that’s just way 2 much 4 u
I want my heart back you know all the shit I been through 
Just let me go
On the road
Drugs up on me
Moving slow
Just let me go
On the road
Drugs up on me
Moving slow

No I can’t make it up to you
You broke my heart I broke yours too
And everytime I made you cry
I never meant to but it’s fine

We in the club so fucked up
Bitch i’ll never sober up
Pop a perc don’t give no fucks
Time goes slow but heart beats fast

Now we balling
We go up you’re falling off
Abuse meds don’t give no fucks
Molly water in my cup

No it’d be better if you weren’t fucking around with my life
No it’d be better if you weren’t claiming everything was fine
I hate myself and you’re the only one to blame I wanna die
I keep this glock up on my waist might fuck around and end my life

Tell me a story I don’t know
Then act like you love me and don’t let me go
I hate these feelings I have when I’m home
Just let me go
On the road
Drugs up on me
Moving slow
Just let me go
On the road
Drugs up on me
Moving slow

I need a text back but that’s just way 2 much 4 u
I want my heart back you know all the shit I been through
Just let me go
On the road
Drugs up on me
Moving slow
Just let me go
On the road
Drugs up on me
Moving slow

In the club so fucked up
Bitch i’ll never sober up
Pop a perc don’t give no fucks
Time goes slow but heart beats fast

Now we balling
We go up you’re falling off
Abuse meds don’t give no fucks
Molly water in my cup

2much4u w/ kets4eki [jvsper x nightclub20xx]

MV OUT NOW 
https://youtu.be/7cMiNnjXgYI?si=W-coSnIXFe_Rgz9E

Lately know I’ve been stuck with feelings that I can’t let out
Anxiety is fucking killing me I need some help
No I’m embarrassed just to say I live my life with doubt
But now I got you in my life so I might make it out

I think we can do it if you want to we don’t gotta fight
I got this feeling deep inside my chest that you’re the one tonight
Aint really felt this feeling in a minute but I love my life
And I owe that to you cause since you came around I feel alive

I think we can do it if you want to we don’t gotta fight
I got this feeling deep inside my chest that you’re the one tonight
Aint really felt this feeling in a minute but I love my life
And I owe that to you cause since you came around I feel alive

Love when we’re together we just talk about life
No I can never hate you baby you’re the reason I’m fine
I want you sitting here beside me till the day that I die
And maybe we can die together I’m not good at goodbyes

No I wake up I’m fucking high again
Spending money, losing friends
Pray to god the pain gon’ end
no I cant go through this again

Fuck this shit we’ll crash the benz
Got benzos bitch I’m popping ten
My life’s fucked up and that’s the end
Cant go through this again

I think we can do it if you want to we don’t gotta fight
I got this feeling deep inside my chest that you’re the one tonight
Aint really felt this feeling in a minute but I love my life
And I owe that to you cause since you came around I feel alive

I think we can do it if you want to we don’t gotta fight
I got this feeling deep inside my chest that you’re the one tonight
Aint really felt this feeling in a minute but I love my life
And I owe that to you cause since you came around I feel alive

tonight

fijimar - tonight

tonight [siemspark x gateway x vvspipes] *MV IN DESCRIPTION*

bad dreams with @beautifuldayguaranteed

lyrics
We play this game everyday
That I just don’t wanna play
I lock myself in the dark
I’m asking can you stay away
You’re asking me, if Im feel fine
Don’t talk and don’t show my face
You’re asking me, if Im feel fine
Don’t talk and don’t show my face

Oh no no, I’m not gonna do it again
I hate the feeling that i have this feeling deep in my chest
You told me we would be forever bitch, you just like the rest
Get what you want and then you leave me straight up back in the past oh no no

One phone call and six bad dreams
You’re playing with my heart and I can’t sleep
Been going on and on for countless weeks
Know I should cut you off but no , it’s just so hard

Fuck it I’m crashing the car
Oh no I’m not going far
You took the key to my heart
Fuck you bitch don’t even start

Cause now I’m done with the games
Fuck you, you causing me pain
Thought what we felt was the same oh no no

I don’t understand what you want
I can’t tell if you want me gone
Why do you hit me up i told you to stop
I will never go back never go back so please give it up

How many times did i mistake it for love
So many times when you told me that we done
Pretty fucking dumb that i thought you was the one
Now i’ll never be the same, never be the same again

We play this game everyday
That I just don’t wanna play
I lock myself in the dark
I’m asking, can you stay away
You’re asking me, if im fine
Don’t talk and don’t show my face
You’re asking me, if im fine
Don’t talk and don’t show my face

Oh no no, I’m not gonna do it again
I hate the feeling that i have this feeling deep in my chest
You told me we would be forever bitch, you just like the rest
Get what you want and then you leave me straight up back in the past oh no no

bad dreams

bad dreams w/ silent boy

bad dreams w/Silent Boy [siemspark x rip.warheart x prodbyjos]

music video:  https://youtu.be/ugwxhdUr8WY?si=PIw1UjdurtQc--bg
lyrics :D
Treat me like I’m dead like a zombie
Tell me im the worst tell me you don’t fucking want me
I’m still getting geeked at the party
Said it never meant it 
Oh my God I’m fucking sorry

Drugs
They keep me up
I’m in the candlelight
Fuck
Let’s run it up
Just stay another night
Four pills in my cup
That’s how we start a fight
Fuck
Let’s run it up
Just stay another night ￼

Drugs
They keep me up
I’m in the candlelight
Fuck
Let’s run it up
Just stay another night
Four pills in my cup
That’s how we start a fight
Fuck
Let’s run it up
Just stay another night

Feel like Fridvy cause I wobble like I’m seasick when I’m leaning off this wock
Perc stay dirty like a bug
Tech￼ shield on stay up above
No, I’m in synthetic city with your girl. She fell in love
She like me because I’m a plug
She like pecs and xanz and mud

She told me since she fell in love with me she’s spoken with the devil
Not talking rock keep heavy metal
Bitch your fan not on my level
Bitch your a fan not on my level
Not talking rock keep heavy metal

Drugs
They keep me up
I’m in the candlelight
Fuck
let’s run it up
Just stay another night
Four pills in my cup
That’s how we start a fight
Fuck
Let’s run it up
Just stay another night

Drugs
They keep me up
I’m in the candlelight
Fuck
Let’s run it up
Just stay another night
Four pills in my cup
That’s how we start a fight
Fuck
Let’s run it up
Just stay another night

drugs

drugs [siemspark x hiidrax] *mv in description*

lyrics :D

I don’t want it baby I don’t want it now
You said you love me never meant it now I’m falling down
I don’t want it baby I don’t want it now
You took my heart and cut it open now ur leaving town

I don’t want it baby I don’t want it now
You said you love me never meant it now I’m falling down
I don’t want it baby I don’t want it now
you took my heart and cut it open now ur leaving town

Drugs up on me I’ve been fucked since last week
You wanna talk I’m talking 30 for a feat
I'm living life now I can’t think of last week
You wanna talk I’m talking 30 for a feat
No please don’t tell me now
That you just really wanna talk cuz I don’t come around
You said you love me and you miss me get the fuck up
My life cuz baby I don’t need you no
Don’t come around
No don’t come around

It’s been so long
Since I’ve been feeling OK
I lost words to say
Fuck you don’t come to my grave
I know that I’m nowhere close to perfect
And I’ve been trying these games aren’t worth it
But I
No I can’t do it alone
So if you call me I might answer I might pickup the phone
No I won’t tell you how I’m living my life like this
And I won’t tell you how I’m staying up late like six
Wanted me gone you fucking got it
Regret that shit ?
Wanted me gone you got it
Regret that shit ?

Drugs up on me I’ve been fucked since last week
You wanna talk I’m talking 30 for a feat
I'm living life now I can’t think of last week
You wanna talk I’m talking 30 for a feat
No please don’t tell me now
That you just really wanna talk cuz I don’t come around
You said you love me and you miss me get the fuck up
My life cuz baby I don’t need you no
Don’t come around
No don’t come around

want it now

want it now [drma x retric49]

Come with me and let’s go dancing in the dark
Just me and you I promise I could play my part
Let’s be forever baby never be a part
Come with me and let’s go dancing in the dark

No i don’t wanna but baby I gatta
I gatta fucking go
I miss your touch and miss your lips girl you know you’re my home
I need you here you need me there like fuck it I don’t know
Let’s live this life together baby I don’t wanna go
Come with me baby now let’s go dancing in the dark
Just me and you I promise you baby Ima play my part
Just me and you let’s promise baby will never be apart
I’ll hold your hand we walking around just staring at the stars

I know it’s hard to be with me
And I know the life I live ain’t really what it seems
And I know the drugs I take they make you scared of me
And I know I’m falling down I’m breaking at the seams
So backtrack
Let’s talk about the things we used to have
I hate myself
But now I’m in my bag
I know it’s hard
To see me act like that
I hate myself
But now I’m in my bag

No i don’t wanna but baby I gatta
I gatta fucking go
I miss your touch and miss your lips girl you know you’re my home
I need you here you need me there like fuck it I don’t know
Let’s live this life together baby I don’t wanna go
Come with me baby now let’s go dancing in the dark
Just me and you I promise you baby Ima play my part
Just me and you let’s promise baby will never be apart
I’ll hold your hand we walking around just staring at the stars

dancing in the dark

dancing in the dark [siemspark]

take a step inside of my life and see the way that I live
It’s crazy nothing really matters when you’re fucked up
Yeah, we’ve been living a lot
It’s like I’m dying to live
Remember telling you the truth of how I’m lovestruck
Oh
Like oh
You told me I’m not the best
I promise baby I’m trying I’m really trying to see
Oh no
I fallen down into pieces
Baby, nothing in life is really just as it seems
I can’t talk to you no more it’s hard to be honest one
You crazy like a kamikaze came to me like I’m the one
So don’t you hit my phone I blocked your number
Did that shit for fun
The drugs I take they keep me fucking sane I think I’ll give you some

Tell me the worst thing you’ve ever done right now
Cause I tried and you tried and it didn’t work
When I cried and cried and called me at work
Saying that you’re so sorry
And you’re so wrong
You took my love for granted and now it’s all gone
Know I’ve been trying for weeks just to write a song
Know I’ve been thinking for weeks about the person I was

Like oh
You told me I’m not the best
I promise baby I’m trying I’m really trying to see
Oh no
I fallen down into pieces
Baby, nothing in life is really just as it seems
I can’t talk to you no more it’s hard to be honest one
You crazy like a kamikaze came to me like I’m the one
So don’t you hit my phone I blocked your number
Did that shit for fun
The drugs I take they keep me fucking sane I think I’ll give you some

trying to see

trying to see [siemspark x itschrismarek]

re upload bc this never been on soundcloud

I had this dream last night
Where my fantasies and all the things that I wanted came true
Wouldn’t have done all the shit that I did fuck, I wish that I knew
Wish I knew I’d be happy with life when I ran into you
Wish I knew I’d be happy with life when I ran into you

But fuck I’m wishing that you didn’t act this way
‘Cause as of recently it’s feeling like a game
I hate this shit I'm contemplating should I stay
‘Cause now what's sounding best is I should run away
‘Cause fuck you’re so dramatic
You want my heart can’t have it
You know my past was tragic
Baby I can’t keep these habits
Fuck you’re so dramatic
You want my heart can’t have it
You know my past was tragic
Baby I can’t keep these habits

You know I wake up I’m fucked up I feel like I’m dead
It’s been two weeks and I miss you here in my bed
I know that I said some things that I wish I never said
When I told you “I love you” know that shit I meant
I know it’s fucked up that you use my insecurities to boost your ego
Yeah, you make me hate people
Why you gotta be so damn evil
Yeah so if I die right now just know, yeah that’s just how life goes
But I’ll be fine you know oh oh oh

But fuck I’m wishing that you didn’t act this way
‘Cause as of recently it’s feeling like a game
I hate this shit I’m contemplating should I stay
‘Cause now what's sounding best is I should run away
‘Cause fuck you’re so dramatic
You want my heart can’t have it
You know my past was tragic
Baby I can’t keep these habits
Fuck you’re so dramatic
You want my heart can’t have it
You know my past was tragic
Baby I can’t keep these habits

‘Cause fuck you’re so dramatic
You want my heart can’t have it
You know my past was tragic
Baby I can’t keep these habits

Fuck you’re so dramatic
You want my heart can’t have it
You know my past was tragic
Baby I can’t keep these habits

habits [drma]

Tell me all the dreams you had last night
Oh no you don’t wanna talk I’m like fuck that’s fine,
So no, we should play a game where I take my life
Baby, tell me, do you get that
Baby, tell me, do you get that oh no
Baby, tell me, do you get that
Baby, tell me, do you get that oh no
Tell me, do you get that oh oh
Like baby tell me, do you get that
Tell me, do you get that oh oh
Like baby tell me, do you get that oh

Walking like miles away
I’m walking miles away from you
Don’t tell me what I know
I wish I could tell you the way I feel inside, but
You don’t care and that’s all right I know
You want me gone just get out of your life
Don’t wanna know about what goes on in mine
Like every day is the same
I make a song off x
Our lives are nothing the same
I hope the dreams come next
I feel my blunt with the pain
Just let me count my checks
I live my life in the rain
You got this god complex

Baby, tell me, do you get that
Baby, tell me, do you get that oh no
Baby, tell me, do you get that
Baby, tell me, do you get that oh no
Tell me, do you get that uh oh
Like baby tell me, do you get that
Tell me, do you get that uh oh
Like baby tell me, do you get that oh

get that

get that [lazylabor]

lyrics

baby, I’m not tryna go freak out
But you’re playing with my life right now
Can you tell me when the high comes down?
I don’t ever wanna leave this town

Oh no where at the party and I’m falling apart
You got the key to my life
you got the key to my heart
So now I wish to go back
We’re going back to the start
That night that we fucking met
The night of falling apart
That night you told me you love me
Its crazy you’re never there
We're in the back of the party
We’re doing drugs on the stairs
And I know now I mean nothing to you
Trust me, I’m aware
Like I can’t do this now

Hate you and hate this town
Thank God I’m up right now
Thank God I’m up right now
up right now
Oh no i don’t wanna play your games
Hating on me cause we’re not the same
With synthetic in the back all day

I don’t wanna play this
Bitch you know you’re dead to me
See me on your playlist
Everything you said to me

Oh no where at the party and I’m falling apart
You got the key to my life
you got the key to my heart
So now I wish to go back
We’re going back to the start
That night that we fucking met
The night of falling apart
That night you told me you love me
Its crazy you’re never there
We're in the back of the party
We’re doing drugs on the stairs
And I know now I mean nothing to you
Trust me, I’m aware
Like I can’t do this now

I don’t wanna play this
Bitch you know you’re dead to me
See me on your playlist
Everything you said to me

party

fijimar party

party [jvsper]

lyrics
Know i stay high all the time
Can’t get you out of my mind
These drugs what make me feel fine
There’s plenty wrong in my life
It’s like i’m tired of time
It’s like i’m tired of life
It’s like I pretend that I’m someone that I’m not all the time
High all the time
Fuck you don’t talk again
Can’t get you out my mind
It’s life i lost my only friend
High all the time
High all the time

Gotta stay high all the time
She left, she don’t hit my line
It sucks cause i’ll always love her
but know she’ll never be mine
I’m way too tired of trying,
You make me feel like i’m dying
Tears hurt my eyes when i’m crying,
But still i act like i’m fine
I’m high as fuck don’t wanna talk to you, don’t ever hmu
I’m prone to move on from everything so i’ll never be stuck
I’m way too tired of trying,
You make me feel like i’m dying
The feels just so damn sublime
So now i gotta stay…

Know i stay high all the time
Can’t get you out of my mind
These drugs what make me feel fine
There’s plenty wrong in my life
It’s like i’m tired of time
It’s like i’m tired of life
It’s like I pretend that I’m someone that I’m not all the time
High all the time
Fuck you don’t talk again
Can’t get you out my mind
It’s life i lost my only friend
High all the time
High all the time

High all the time to keep you off my mind
I’m way too tired of trying, you make me feel like i’m dying

High all the time to keep you off my mind
The feels just so damn sublime so now i gotta stay

Spend my days locked in a haze
Tryna forget you babe, i fall back down
I gotta stay high all my life to forget i’m missin you.
The feels just so damn sublime
so now i gotta stay high

high

high w/slatepsycho [lazylabor]

luv u :) 
ooo
i fall apart 
oooo

Baby I don’t wanna talk don’t call
Every time I walk around, I’m stuck
I feel like a mannequin
baby, every time we talk 
I fall
playing games with my life, my head and asking me to make a change for you 
like what you wanted what you needed I’m not bringing back 
Took my heart and left me bleeding
But I’m still attached 
It’s like everything I see and do
I’m in the past 
i’ve been moving like a zombie
Wishing you the best 

I know you don’t like it when I lie  
I can’t do this anymore i cry

It’s like I know now 
It’s like hear me out 

Baby I don’t wanna talk don’t call
Every time I walk around, I’m stuck
I feel like a mannequin
baby, every time we talk 
I fall
playing games with my life, my head and asking me to make a change for you 
like what you wanted what you needed I’m not bringing back 
Took my heart and left me bleeding
But I’m still attached 
It’s like everything I see and do
I’m in the past 
i’ve been moving like a zombie
Wishing you the best 

I know you don’t like it when I lie  
I can’t do this anymore i cry

mannequin [lazylabor]

lyrics 
I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

I pull up begging you that I can just go back again
I popped this perc cause that’s the only thing that keeps me in
You talk a lot like you ain’t ever try to play pretend
I never talk cause I got shit I rather bottle in
Cause I know it’s so hard to be
Living in a world, give me time to breathe
Every time we talk, spin it back to me
playing with my heart it ain’t hard to see

I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

I feel like I can’t
I swear I feel like I can’t do this much longer
Like i’m losing who I am
Losing who I am

who i am

who i am [lazylabor & happ]

lyrics
I know this pretty rave girl
Always think about her
like fuck
I'm wishing it was not like that
Pretty rave girl
I think about her

She like to tell me that it's fine
When it's not okay
I never told a fucking lie
But we're stuck this way
I'm waking up
I'm living life with this fucked up pain
I never told a fucking lie
But we're stuck this way

It's like you where saying your not like that
Lying to my face again
And baby I don't wanna
Play don't text back
Lying to my face again
And baby I don't wanna
Talk right now
Or go that way
You played a lot last week
Now it's not the same
Your just a pretty girl up in my head
I hate you wishing you where dead
But i still want you right beside me
Wishing you where here up in my bed

I know this pretty rave girl
Always think about her
like fuck
I'm wishing it was not like that
Pretty rave girl
I think about her

She like to tell me that it's fine
When it's not okay
I never told a fucking lie
But we're stuck this way
I'm waking up
I'm living life with this fucked up pain
I never told a fucking lie
But we're stuck this way

It's like you where saying your not like that
Lying to my face again
And baby I don't wanna
Play don't text back
Lying to my face again
And baby I don't wanna

rave grl

rave grl [jvsper]

go [lazylabor]

lyrics
Oh no, she be in my mind
I swear she be in my head
It’s like I’m a waste of time
It’s like I’d be better dead

Oh no, she be in my mind
I swear she be in my head
It’s like I’m a waste of time
It’s like I’d be better dead

Tell me why we acting like it last week
Out in the dark call a taxi
Anything you want I’ll give it to you
I’m not enough
I’m in the backseat
With you yelling at me
Like I ain’t falling down and it ain’t all because of you
It’s like I feel like I’m kidtrash
The way I sip exotic
Feel like I’m pinkperc
Tech shield on cause I’m a target
We at the top floor
Synthetic got em taking
we pulling up you talk a lot
My choppa sing like toxin

it feels like everything I ever done and ever said was wrong
I need you with me forever I’m screaming baby come on
I’ll make it up to you I promise give me time on my wrongs
I know you hate I’m always sitting in my room on my ones
Just fucked up
Tryna forget
The way you treated me, but somehow you’re just still in my head
So leave me here fucked up
Cause I’m tryna forget you

Tell me why we acting like it last week
Out in the dark call a taxi
Anything you want I’ll give it to you
I’m not enough
I’m in the backseat
With you yelling at me
Like I ain’t falling down and it ain’t all because of you
It’s like I feel like I’m kidtrash
The way I sip exotic
Feel like I’m pinkperc
Tech shield on cause I’m a target
We at the top floor
Synthetic got em taking
we pulling up you talk a lot
My choppa sing like toxin

top floor

fijimar - top floor

top floor [alexisssg]

MV - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OjdA2Q3vxjk

lyrics :)
We in the back of the party
Not tryna tell you how we do it
No I’m never sorry
Don’t ever wanna fall in love
Full of games like Atari
You gone now I be in the back of the club
nvr sry
oh oh oh oh

act like I’m not the best
I get it baby I’m gone
Shout out my Bros in the west
My brother stay going strong
No, I don’t dress to impress
But you know I put it on
They talk a lot on the net
Want me to mention a song?
Talk down but tryna be me
Girl hit my phone like Fiji
Check me out on the big screen
4K my life be HD
Don’t talk don’t play don’t come around
like bitch I gotta go
You hate my life I get it
trust me I don’t gotta know

We in the back of the party
We in the back of the party
We in the back of the party
We in the back of the party

nvr sry [alexisssg x shalli] (MV OUT NOW)

lyrics
Take medication just to fall asleep
After everything you said to me
We haven’t talked It’s almost been a week
After everything you said to me

I like taking medicine it helps to make my life feel fast
Everything I ever wanted I’m a get like that
No, I don’t get it why are you talking why you act like that?
Everything I ever wanted I’mma get like

Take medication just to fall asleep
I fucking hate it how you talk to me
You’re playing games it isn’t hard to see
Take medication just to fall asleep
Just to fall asleep right now

You said that you didn’t want the love I gave you anyways
I said that it’s fine. I get it baby. Nothing left to say.
But now I walk around stack like 50 in a single day
This crazy now you hit me up and tell me how you wanna play
Games with me
I get it OK
You missed the life
You threw away
So don’t you come around and say
So don’t you come around today

I like taking medicine it helps to make my life feel fast
Everything I ever wanted I’m a get like that
No, I don’t get it why are you talking why you act like that?
Everything I ever wanted I’mma get like

Take medication just to fall asleep
I fucking hate it how you talk to me
You’re playing games it isn’t hard to see
Take medication just to fall asleep
Just to fall asleep right now

fijimar medication

medication [joalisho]

when I pulled up to the party
You told me I gotta go
Synthetic city, my brothers
We pulling up to the show
With everything that I’ve done
There’s something you gotta know
I’m pulling up with my brothers
I think it’s time that we
glo hoe
Oh no
Said you just wanna dance
You call me crazy. I’m like baby. Let me be your man.
Told me that you want the life I live
Let’s go hit up Japan
And let’s go stack 50 K before we even land
Land
Land
Before we even land
Even land

When we step up in the function, baby dance dance dance
Dance dance
Baby dance dance dance
We’re in the back and going crazy
Every night can’t stand
stand stand
Every night can’t stand

fijimar ju5t d4nc3

ju5t d4nc3 [alexisssg]

Happy Halloween 
MV : https://youtu.be/ZjtnbBTnEyc
prod. @prodjvsper

lyrics :
Baby i’m just trynna break out the silence
Told me everything was fine it’s a lie
You kick me back when in your life i’m supplying
The things you love and things that keep you alive
But i’ll say this for the one time
I’m not coming back
Maybe we’ll meet in the next life
I think it’s for the best
You make me fall like a landslide
Oh no you’re like the rest
Keep me alive in the meantime
To get you out of my head

Dancing here in the moonlight
The blood is flowing
100 miles an hour my heart
I hope you know
You got me here going crazy
Then asking where i’m going
Fuck it i’m hitting Atlanta with perc
we got is snowing
Now
Baby i love you but you gatta calm down
My head be filled up with the thought of you ow
Baby i love you but you gatta calm
Baby b-baby baby i love you but you gatta calm down

Baby i’m just trynna break out the silence
Told me everything was fine it’s a lie
You kick me back when in your life i’m supplying
The things you love and things that keep you alive
But i’ll say this for the one time
I’m not coming back
Maybe we’ll meet in the next life
I think it’s for the best
You make me fall like a landslide
Oh no you’re like the rest
Keep me alive in the meantime
To get you out of my head

fijimar

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