oh ill just push you away 
you know I am fine on my own
you don't need to say
you don't love me anymore
I'm up until the sunrise
can't sleep cuz all my demons fight 
might end my shit debate my life
you wonder why I always cry

why I always cry
wonder why I always get high
up until the sunrise
sitting here debating my life

how many fucking times I tell you the same shit 
tell you the same news you think that you care yet
hate that I ask you 
that I need some help too
I wish that I could just disappear 
no one to bother no one to hear me 
crying

take a line 
I start to fly 
oh is that end
I think that I might die
x2

oh ill just push you away 
you know I am fine on my own
you don't need to say
you don't love me anymore
I'm up until the sunrise
can't sleep cuz all my demons fight 
might end my shit debate my life
you wonder why I always cry

ever think maybe I need help too? (p. DRMA)

Written, performed and engineered by fijiplus
Produced by taylor morgan (@taylor)
Released September 25th, 2023

JADOW WAVE GANG

[Intro]:

woah oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

[Chorus]:

i left you in tempe, kept my heart intact
bought another ounce when i hit casa grande
speedin' down i10, i sorta wanna crash
arizona summers, couldn't stay

chasing overcast, i miss the rain
never thought that you'd leave me betrayed
took the role of scapel just to flay
poppin' pills in az for the pain

[Verse]: 

addie gonna make it go away
therapy ain't helping by the day
i'm always the one causing the strain
burning all my bridges, i'm afraid

been afraid, yuh, lost all of my day ones
going into debt just tryna medicate away yuh
fuck a rolling tray, i'm taking dabs straight to the face yuh
gotten to the point where i don't even feel a thing nah

know her place? yuh, she said i'm her main one
giving so much brain i'm thinkin' shawty just became dumb
heard her say my name and ended up in an oasis
string all of my quick highs in to one until my day comes

but i'm only passing time
give a lot to lose my fear of dying
told em how i felt, accused of lying
on my own, i guess i'm getting high yuh

i just keep circling this drain, oh 
woe is me record my pain, oh
exihibition it for fame, oh 
like my shit, repost my page, oh

“no one cares”, i know, like, same
i give no shits, or that's to say
i'd rather you think i'm okay
than bring you down and make you lame

[Chorus]

ARIZONA SUMMERS (prod. taylor morgan)

white.flag  {feat @JUNK KING} (prod @dead.castor)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/dev0x
prod. by lilvicbxi
open was over a year old and dev0 killed that shit, well worth the wait tho

lyrics///
& she was wearin’ all black
yeah, you know i luv that
i had to tell her stay back
sad! (ohhh)

i know that you don’t care
& life ain’t fair
i cough up blood, it’s everywhere

& she like my shit, she said i’m rare
..i’m a piece of shit, you’re just unaware
so get out my hair, so get out my hair..

i think your mom was right
i prolly shouldn’t drive
i’m sayin’ fuck it tho, yeah we’ll be fine

we both got so high
l8ly it’s so hard to tell my wrongs from rights
& im getting so sick of all your petty lies
i always bide my time when i shut my eyes

she told me “i like silence”
she’s bumpin’ ultraviolet
& that ‘my shit w/ ♡ xc ♡ was so fuckin’ fye’
yeah,,

i’m pissin’ on you kids
i believe i can flyyy, yeaahh 
i’m like R Kelly w/ these hits
best believe i’m that guy, yeah

i can’t tell my wrongs from rights
woke up still high
i swear i wanna die
your thought still runnin’ thru my mind

i popped another percocet 
just to feel alright
yeah, just to feel alright
feel alri-feel alright

you don’t know how hard i went 
just to get here
i fuckin’ runnit up
take a pill then disappear

three racks in my pocket
your pic still in my locket
three racks in my pocket
fuck, i’m so off it

ohhhh

just stepped out in the function
a-all these ppl starring at me
i just walked in & i can’t function

all this molly, i’ve been rollin’
i wrote u a letter but i nvr sent it…

me & bro goin’ crazy
your bitch in my mercedes
yeah, we’re rockin’ ur town
we came straight from the ‘80s

2002 baby, yeah everyone hates me
i don’t give a fuck, yeah u shop at Old Navy
you ain’t got any gravy..
2002 baby… you ain’t got any gravy..

all black w/ dev0

LiveLeak (prod. qyurisuu)

prod @junk_king x @bloodcryy

dontt
complain abt it
ive been high
2take my meds
ive been right
im fading out i cant lie
cant lie ., /

omg
ithink i might fall out this time
rly wana go back 2my life
but i cant yea its all suicide
yea its all suicide.. ,

suicide
bby hop in lets ride
2high in the function
yea im fucked up
ion wana lie but i think life sucks
yea
life sucks
giving it the most n its still not done
fillin up my cup yuh i still cant run
runnin up a bag n its all 4what

we all die in the end lets live
wana try ., ,forgive
cant hide ./,,. im in
this pain//, . i live . ,..

its all suicide (junk king x bloodcryY)

prod @bloodcryy radkoun

i got 2high
do u rly wana see me ??
i cant even walk 
ion even think im breathing
sippin on some wock
guess the feelin is so ez
took another xan ,, feelin bad
it never pls me
boutta put cuts on my wrist
needa doctor
yea its 2hard 2see
imma nocturne
bby ion wana breathe ,, set the kush off
bby ion wana live ,./ shut the lights off

i wana b me.. ./,

drugs r so ez (bloodcryy x radkoun)

prod. @whos-that-clown

lyrics:

yea yea real shit talk shit when im off this
x2

blood pour out my body not okay but that shit hardly hurts
i been dead long as i remember so it cant get any worse
you need me in this universe but im leaving
find another world where im fine and i still feel like breathing
x2

yuh i been locked in my bag like a zip
they ain't ready for my new drip
peep it like a new fit
keep your composure, don't trip
need more, up my dosage

on the floor when i wrote this
i was in a trackhawk and i floored it
i was getting mad guap then i tore it up
into pieces and i throw it

*fetty wap interlude*

blood pour out my body not okay but that shit hardly hurts
i been dead long as i remember so it cant get any worse
you need me in this universe but im leaving
find another world where im fine and i still feel like breathing
x2

hardly hurts (prod. the sound clown)

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/expert-949885786
cover art by me

[.win23]
don’t need to start 
and i know that you’re a fighter 
aim at my heart
and you shoot me like a sniper 
spark me like your lighter 

i now can’t listen to your lies  
there’s nothing left for you to hide 
you put me back inside your mind 
with all the things you had that died

i don’t wanna stay in here 

i can’t keep writing all the time 
with all the things you left behind 
you bring them in and break what’s mine 
it’s not our fault our love has died 

i don’t wanna stay in here 

i can’t keep writing all the time 
with all the things you left behind 
you bring them in and break what’s mine 
It’s not our fault our love has died..

[nvmbr]
i get tht ass out the denim
give her a taste of my venom
yeah, bitch i spazz, i’m a villain
she said it’s hot but i’m chillin’

she call me daddy not Dylan
and that’s so true like religion
for her, i’ve got an addiction 
You’reTheLastOne,CompleteTheMission..

i’ve gotta make a decision
they always told me i’m gifted
but what was it that i’m given?
yeah like, what makes me so different?

i’ve got my own inhibitions
but soon they’ll all see my vision
yeah, bitch i been in the kitchen
i know that they’re gonna listen..

i don’t know what to tell you
i wish that i could’ve helped you
girl, i know what you been thru
& i been thru some shit too

it’s not over til it’s over
yet my heart, it grows colder
i’m just so fucking’ bipolar
you played me with no controller

you broke my heart & now there’s scars
& i can’t lie, i’m torn apart
i hate my life, it feels so hard
i’m all alone inside the dark..

sniper

sniper w/ .win23

fa​†e w/ nana + eepylo (p. souljuhed)

talk about the night
talk about the fall
you can tell me everything 
tell me about the fault
were you even there ?
did you say you loved him
guess that i forgot
getting hard to function 

i don’t wanna talk at all
cause we don’t even talk about nothing 
and i wanna come off wrong
this reflection in the mirror is disgusting

days late all gone
i been moving too slow coming undone
same words mixed up
we’ve grown so far but we’re still stuck

talk (meutry x nihil2free)

MEMBER OF VMG @noweakwaves 
1/2 OF JADOW WAVE w/ @yungwillsin

inquiries: mrfijiplus@gmail.com

ARIZONA SUMMERS (prod. taylor morgan)

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