oh ill just push you away 
you know I am fine on my own
you don't need to say
you don't love me anymore
I'm up until the sunrise
can't sleep cuz all my demons fight 
might end my shit debate my life
you wonder why I always cry

why I always cry
wonder why I always get high
up until the sunrise
sitting here debating my life

how many fucking times I tell you the same shit 
tell you the same news you think that you care yet
hate that I ask you 
that I need some help too
I wish that I could just disappear 
no one to bother no one to hear me 
crying

take a line 
I start to fly 
oh is that end
I think that I might die
x2

oh ill just push you away 
you know I am fine on my own
you don't need to say
you don't love me anymore
I'm up until the sunrise
can't sleep cuz all my demons fight 
might end my shit debate my life
you wonder why I always cry

ever think maybe I need help too? (p. DRMA)

white.flag  {feat @JUNK KING} (prod @dead.castor)

@kuranee

xx

i dont wanna cry
u hurt me, dont know why
hope that i could sleep tonight

i might just give up
theyll never get Us
undo the damage
u Never cared, nah

rip out my hair, ya
falling down the stairs
i gave u my love, but u were never there
its just not fair, im sorry i might stare
ur so beautiful, baby ur so fucking rare

and if i fall down, would u pick me up?
i cant love i fuck it up
couple pills, crush em up
im w my bros we going up
heart hands, throw it up
u know they cant fw us

im so nauseous
i could never want this
they say trust the process
how can i ignore the losses?

im so off it
breathing in narcotics
archive in my closet
i shouldnt hv even bought it

idontwannacry (kurane)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/dev0x
prod. by lilvicbxi
open was over a year old and dev0 killed that shit, well worth the wait tho

lyrics///
& she was wearin’ all black
yeah, you know i luv that
i had to tell her stay back
sad! (ohhh)

i know that you don’t care
& life ain’t fair
i cough up blood, it’s everywhere

& she like my shit, she said i’m rare
..i’m a piece of shit, you’re just unaware
so get out my hair, so get out my hair..

i think your mom was right
i prolly shouldn’t drive
i’m sayin’ fuck it tho, yeah we’ll be fine

we both got so high
l8ly it’s so hard to tell my wrongs from rights
& im getting so sick of all your petty lies
i always bide my time when i shut my eyes

she told me “i like silence”
she’s bumpin’ ultraviolet
& that ‘my shit w/ ♡ xc ♡ was so fuckin’ fye’
yeah,,

i’m pissin’ on you kids
i believe i can flyyy, yeaahh 
i’m like R Kelly w/ these hits
best believe i’m that guy, yeah

i can’t tell my wrongs from rights
woke up still high
i swear i wanna die
your thought still runnin’ thru my mind

i popped another percocet 
just to feel alright
yeah, just to feel alright
feel alri-feel alright

you don’t know how hard i went 
just to get here
i fuckin’ runnit up
take a pill then disappear

three racks in my pocket
your pic still in my locket
three racks in my pocket
fuck, i’m so off it

ohhhh

just stepped out in the function
a-all these ppl starring at me
i just walked in & i can’t function

all this molly, i’ve been rollin’
i wrote u a letter but i nvr sent it…

me & bro goin’ crazy
your bitch in my mercedes
yeah, we’re rockin’ ur town
we came straight from the ‘80s

2002 baby, yeah everyone hates me
i don’t give a fuck, yeah u shop at Old Navy
you ain’t got any gravy..
2002 baby… you ain’t got any gravy..

all black w/ dev0

prod @junk_king x @bloodcryy

dontt
complain abt it
ive been high
2take my meds
ive been right
im fading out i cant lie
cant lie ., /

omg
ithink i might fall out this time
rly wana go back 2my life
but i cant yea its all suicide
yea its all suicide.. ,

suicide
bby hop in lets ride
2high in the function
yea im fucked up
ion wana lie but i think life sucks
yea
life sucks
giving it the most n its still not done
fillin up my cup yuh i still cant run
runnin up a bag n its all 4what

we all die in the end lets live
wana try ., ,forgive
cant hide ./,,. im in
this pain//, . i live . ,..

its all suicide (junk king x bloodcryY)

prod @bloodcryy radkoun

i got 2high
do u rly wana see me ??
i cant even walk 
ion even think im breathing
sippin on some wock
guess the feelin is so ez
took another xan ,, feelin bad
it never pls me
boutta put cuts on my wrist
needa doctor
yea its 2hard 2see
imma nocturne
bby ion wana breathe ,, set the kush off
bby ion wana live ,./ shut the lights off

i wana b me.. ./,

drugs r so ez (bloodcryy x radkoun)

prod. @whos-that-clown

lyrics:

yea yea real shit talk shit when im off this
x2

blood pour out my body not okay but that shit hardly hurts
i been dead long as i remember so it cant get any worse
you need me in this universe but im leaving
find another world where im fine and i still feel like breathing
x2

yuh i been locked in my bag like a zip
they ain't ready for my new drip
peep it like a new fit
keep your composure, don't trip
need more, up my dosage

on the floor when i wrote this
i was in a trackhawk and i floored it
i was getting mad guap then i tore it up
into pieces and i throw it

*fetty wap interlude*

blood pour out my body not okay but that shit hardly hurts
i been dead long as i remember so it cant get any worse
you need me in this universe but im leaving
find another world where im fine and i still feel like breathing
x2

hardly hurts (prod. the sound clown)

Written, performed & engineered by fijiplus
Produced by filkie (@filkie-beats)
Released March 18th, 2024

VAMPIRE MONEY GANG (@noweakwaves)

[Intro, Sample]:

(killjoy)

[Verse 1]:

filkie told me “get 'em!”, so them fuckers gotten
frozen city witches, bitch i feel like br//oken
stay between the lines, y'all be driving like shit
they be snorting white lines while i'm smoking that spliff

but i’ll survive, like fuck it
i’m with vmg like no bark and all bite
catch us on the streets under pale moonlight
i ain’t in the club bitch i be posted outside

introvert shit i ain’t gonna swing by
know that you don’t like it that i’m bitter most nights

[Bridge]:

but i’m bitter most nights

[Verse 2]:

"oh fiji you’re so toxic"
oh well go eat a dick
i hear those words behind my back
know they don’t think i’m shit

and bullshit that we friends
until i hear “i'm sorry”
it’s fuck you and your bitch
i ain’t lying like

watch me stand up on my business
i got beef with all you dimwits
vmg like jugg vein dinner
blood spills from the wound i’ve given

[Outro]:

red all on the wall, with the red all on the sheets, with the red up on the bed
dead up in versach’ with the gucci belt on, you be looking your best
red all on the wall, with the red all on the sheets, with the red up on the bed
dead up in versach’ with the gucci belt on, you be looking your best

KILLJOY (prod. filkie)

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/expert-949885786
cover art by me

[.win23]
don’t need to start 
and i know that you’re a fighter 
aim at my heart
and you shoot me like a sniper 
spark me like your lighter 

i now can’t listen to your lies  
there’s nothing left for you to hide 
you put me back inside your mind 
with all the things you had that died

i don’t wanna stay in here 

i can’t keep writing all the time 
with all the things you left behind 
you bring them in and break what’s mine 
it’s not our fault our love has died 

i don’t wanna stay in here 

i can’t keep writing all the time 
with all the things you left behind 
you bring them in and break what’s mine 
It’s not our fault our love has died..

[nvmbr]
i get tht ass out the denim
give her a taste of my venom
yeah, bitch i spazz, i’m a villain
she said it’s hot but i’m chillin’

she call me daddy not Dylan
and that’s so true like religion
for her, i’ve got an addiction 
You’reTheLastOne,CompleteTheMission..

i’ve gotta make a decision
they always told me i’m gifted
but what was it that i’m given?
yeah like, what makes me so different?

i’ve got my own inhibitions
but soon they’ll all see my vision
yeah, bitch i been in the kitchen
i know that they’re gonna listen..

i don’t know what to tell you
i wish that i could’ve helped you
girl, i know what you been thru
& i been thru some shit too

it’s not over til it’s over
yet my heart, it grows colder
i’m just so fucking’ bipolar
you played me with no controller

you broke my heart & now there’s scars
& i can’t lie, i’m torn apart
i hate my life, it feels so hard
i’m all alone inside the dark..

sniper

sniper w/ .win23

fa​†e w/ nana + eepylo (p. souljuhed)

talk about the night
talk about the fall
you can tell me everything 
tell me about the fault
were you even there ?
did you say you loved him
guess that i forgot
getting hard to function 

i don’t wanna talk at all
cause we don’t even talk about nothing 
and i wanna come off wrong
this reflection in the mirror is disgusting

days late all gone
i been moving too slow coming undone
same words mixed up
we’ve grown so far but we’re still stuck

talk (meutry x nihil2free)

MEMBER OF VMG @noweakwaves 
1/2 OF JADOW WAVE w/ @yungwillsin

inquiries: mrfijiplus@gmail.com

KILLJOY (prod. filkie)

fijiplus

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