produced by @imtiredmusic

lyrics:

 Save me from another heartache
I promise to come back and see u one day
The sand in my hourglass falls to heartbeats
I cling to the smell u spilt into my bedsheets
I listen to my heart but it just brings me bad news
The stars in the sky burn out the same damn route
I wonder if she feels when im at the end of my wits
I figured out the code and I haven’t slept since

The wind reeks of war But I laugh in my room
Maybe if im bored I can go to war too
Bullets in my neck Shrapnel in my lung fluid
At least it missed my heart So I could still love you

Another night fucked up all on my own
Stringing out the Christmas lights from a couple years ago
Oh it hurts me to think about the times that I fold
Im Forgetting what I was as long as I keep my eyes closed
If im Lost I don’t ever wanna be found
Keep me safe but im Im at war
And Ill be standing my ground Till I die Till I die
U got me torn But im not taking no more no more no more
So burn me to tar Add to the scars
Just carry on Forget about us we’ll be alright
The mood feeds in into the tears I wipe
Oh how uve grown I can’t believe my eyes

The wind reeks of war But I laugh in my room
Maybe if im bored I can go to war too
Bullets in my neck Shrapnel in my lung fluid
At least it missed my heart So I could still love you
so I could still love you

cannibalism (hateful x moonsight)

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

Lyrics:
let's take a walk in the park
while we talk, dogs bark
can't stop thinking bout the way that i've been thinking bout
you when feeling down
the grass on my lawn has grown more than myself
so i know the feeling when you think that you're gonna drown
now there are sunny days ahead
but i can't really feel my head
all the times i wished i'd see myself inside a coffin but i am not dead
still here
but nowadays i got nothing to fear
nothing to feel besides this love
and i can promise it's all real

she's cool and all
from spring through fall
she cries a lot
but she is strong
she knows it all
but she's not a "knows it all"
she's a girl who deserves it all
and i can't say a word mean about her
there's gotta be something i've seen about her
way of handling pain
or maybe making me feel so great
or hey probably the way she says so many sweet things
hearts and good night's before i fall asleep
fuck fake friends and fuck fake parents
and fuck this life it seems apparent
that it sucks but it could suck much less
if i am the best then you're the bestest

i know life sometimes ain't worth it
but baby please don't ghost me
if you ever need me i'll be here trust me
i know life sometimes ain't worth it
but baby please don't ghost me
if you ever need me i'll be here

cause you are awesome
you better know it
i'll help you blossom
cause you deserve it

Blossom

lyrics:

Everything u know
At least everything u thought
She’s yelling thru the phone
Like shes tryna reach god
I am not the one that is capable of saving u
This bottle inside my hand let me know im ok
They tell me ill live a short live so I sit here and wait
On the east side I succumb to my fate
Some days I feel like im not worth this impact ive made
The worst day of ur life for some is a regular day

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

Even though we all die
Im ok with dying young
Long as my words get heard
And my stance stay strong
Cause baby the last thing id do is
Try to hurt someone
But we’ve all been there
And it feels so wrong
With this winter approaching
I been heavy in my heart
Cause I could feel me dying
As I type the song
Im been focused on trying
To focus more on love
But the night comes faster
And I miss the sun
Scraps of my body in the body bag 
He was so loved by everyone but him
Cause they dont know me for my character
And oh my god ur a monster
If this was want they wanted I will deliver no doubt
This turmoil I face I convert to word of mouth
Walk thru the night and my shadow my only friend
But I been seeing figures by my bed like him

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

11 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist
 
Back home in this snow storm mid December
Troop left and I morned in this stormy weather
I made sure to be on for them all spring
U See the sewage but u dont know what the fox brings
Im surprised u made a solid effort
But I waste u and I play around inside the remnants 
Felt my words leave ur mouth while u coughing
Oh im sad when I need to kill an offspring
Loose in the moonlight
Dirt leaves and a black sky
I told you to kill me
Now I watch u lose your life
I pray that u hear me
From up inside paradise
I pray that u heal me
I wish instead I died
Drowned
Somewhere in the lake
I start growing bloated from this water in my veins
Still safe from the fire
Back at where we stayed
I left home but I cant forget the place
Oh Im tearing up
Proud
Not upon my name
U can take a picture but just leave me out the frame
I dont wanna be found
Rather be erased
Even now she remember my face
Oh im tearing up

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist

Cinderella (branwen)

lyrics:

Every time the rains hits soil on the graves 
Something triggers in the church notifying those of faith
To be brought into the cold just to service those who sleep
Thru their rosary they pray hoping innocents are saved

Rise up 
Put the bones together breathe and get the fuck up
Its been years since he could feast he needs nun guts
Fillet bodies into meat then pick at cold cuts
He holds orders from the teeth of the omen
Take what u need no he takes what he wants
Im a product of the sins u commit under rugs
Thru the ages im immune to the blades now its guns
I could spare only few but u gotta join the coven

Designer been designed to indoctrinate the public
Reps receive their lines and make a million when they dub it
All this shit online strip all our bodies bare of substance
Preachers turn to mimes when population doesn’t want it
Tragedy bound to me by 
Blood in me i push harder
Leech therapy could not suck it out
I been writing my will in the infirmary
Sound asleep in her bed
I filter feed on her dread
I am make believe in her head
So im free to roam her homestead

Rise up 
Put the bones together breathe and get the fuck up
Its been years since he could feast he needs nun guts
Fillet bodies into meat then pick at cold cuts
He holds orders from the teeth of the omen
Take what u need no he takes what he wants
Im a product of the sins u commit under rugs
Thru the ages im immune to the blades now its guns
I could spare only few but u gotta join the coven

Rain To Graves + Seed To Soil (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Memories I thought would last me forever
I hit back around not returned by the tether
I miss how we thought of vows in September
I hold only me thru these lonely Decembers
I thought u told me its us through whatever
But I guess its left me inside stormy weather 
I see ur face every time I feel better
Years from now ill still be sending letters
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it
~~
:Eric: -I love u brother ..""
~ Though Rust deformed me
she still sees me as her own
While Flames surround me
I see this could not be a home
These stage lights blind me
And they place me back in our throws
But still im fighting
To save this us we had known 
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it

tThe last page of tThe worst book you'v e ever read. (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Pcp and lsd we turning it up in here
Naked bitches swinging off the top the chandeliers
Project x its project sewer I walk the plank in here
I been with my scallywags im with my buccaneers
Fuck off with these shots cause I might down the whole handle
We was not invited but we show up and dismantle
White boy off those liquor shots they calling me jack Daniels
Faded I got a driver whipping for me out the phantom
I made 20 bands in a day and spent it like hot potatoe
Said I had got the sauce gatekeep the sauce I guard the mayo
 Half the bitches geeking off my music I spit yola 
His bitch gimme stick drift like a Playstation controller
Pour me up im turnt bitch im lit up like a candle
Quagen inside my cup I triple up Im going Rambo
Remember all these days I had spent up in the trap 
Cash inside my jeans talk to me said im never going back
Way too much inside me Imma stab off I  gotta yack
Boosting up my dose I am rapper so im smacked 
Even if I could I swear im never going back
I am inside the middle of my second relapse
 pour it outI will suck up all that venom
Winding down I was shaking I was shitting out blood
Puking when I wake up its the opposite of fun
Laughing in the face of death had left my soul numb
Fuck off with these shots cause I might down the whole handle
We was not invited but we show up and dismantle
White boy off those liquor shots they calling me jack Daniels
Faded I got a driver whipping for me out the phantom

blind/deaf/mute  (splashgvng)

lyrics:

Algonquin cabin fever smoke burns thru both my eyes 
If u asked me 4 years prior id say Id have died
By now Oh my
Like Oh my god Oh my
My Tears ferment into wine
And drain into the coastline

Nova Scotia took my soul
When I had drowned in these high tides I cry
Fluid into the waters in which that I had died
But Dont writhe For me
Just know I had picked the grave site
Where I passed Lonely
In the same way I had lived my life

Thru Crash and burn
I thought id never learn
When life would hit these curbs
So now I blindly swerve to my right
And hope that
I dont die 
But since I
Have learned that
My own faith
Is hopeless
I will grit my teeth
And get by
Live not and leave well
Vs live life and see hell
I cannot make up my mind
Though Nova Scotia had took mine
Red sky by the sea belt
I feel safe in this ghost town
Where I can see myself
As the human I have become now

Nova Scotia took my soul
When I had drowned in these high tides I cry
Fluid into the waters in which that I had died
But Dont writhe For me
Just know I had picked the grave site
Where I passed Lonely
In the same way I had lived my life

7 (still Vanishing)

lyrics:

ill carry out
carry out fate
just help me out
and send me down baby
were all alone out on the wing
help me out and push me off baby

sap pumping its way thru my veins
from hell spawn this renders u safe
its weakened the longer we take
and this time were running too late
no sound to the rain hit on my window
a crescendo out of nowhere
full of voices saying nonsense
and i dont know how to stop it
in the worm hole bending objects
for the public for the profit
in my own head i reject it
but my muscles do the opposite
i cant even sit i gotta get up
this the worst ive felt in ever
even though we strangers read the letter
girl i really hope u doing better
who am i again i cant remember
no matter what its always been a pleasure
let me know if u free whenever
i hope we could get together

ill carry out
carry out fate
just help me out
and send me down baby
were all alone out on the wing
help me out and push me off baby

14 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

trees rot and flowers start to curl
baby what happened to the world
winds rip away at the walls of my home
whats the matter oh i never know
baseball hail hittin cars in the road
were hopeless if we rally let alone on our own
save the good thoughts for your mind to unfurl
welcome to the end of the world

touch
touch my body
id been left alone too long im starving
dont you run away for too long stick by me
baby what hes got that i dont be honest
i can do it better gimme time and i promise
guess u never know what u had got when u got it
please dont build impressions off the habits i adopted
har to solve the problem when u dont know what caused it
i lay up
for two nights
my eyes stained red
in sunlight
they got u now
its too late
my door breaks down
and i die
but somethings changed
im alright
my blood slows down and turns ice
the blade breaks down from frostbite
getting up now im ghost white
power up 
recharge oh im recharged
double up
had triple up i put one more
eat it up
i might eat it up im in feast mode
fuck it up i might fuck it up im in beast mode
people 
u not special u just like all the other people
i dont need to try that hard cause i dont have an equal
u not bad u just rude u just evil
she a fraud she a fake she deceitful

trees rot and flowers start to curl
baby what happened to the world
winds rip away at the walls of my home
whats the matter oh i never know
baseball hail hittin cars in the road
were hopeless if we rally let alone on our own
save the good thoughts for your mind to unfurl
welcome to the end of the world

13 (eric godlow)

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Blossom

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