I'm nothing special
Nothing you haven't seen before
Inconsequential
Could I be something more?
I'm drifting away
I've no reason to stay
Can't I be special?
Someone who matters to you now
I'm just a vessel lacking the qualities you love or care about
I'm drifting away
I've no reason left to stay
So I'll fade away
Fade away

Drifting Away [demo]

I'm looking for hope where I just know it won't be found
I come up short trying to find the good in myself
On normal days, I'm feeling oh so tired and my mind is worn away
Guess it's time I finally resign
I'm looking for a feeling of acceptance
To be loved and nothing more
But I'm not someone you're thinking of
Sometimes I see a feeling full of warm and loving care not meant for me
Guess the thing I need just isn't there
I'm looking for hope where I just know it won't be found
I come up short trying to find the good in myself

Looking [demo]

Lately, I've been lying to you
Even though I said that I would change
I stayed the same
Hate me, well I think you should do
Even though you said you never could
I wish you would
To make it easy for me to leave
I'm in stasis
Your love's wasted on me
Lately, I've been getting distant
Even the plant you gave me died
I'm pacing back and forth
Insisting everything should be going well
So why now?
Is nothing moving?
Losing something in the stasis
Love gets wasted
No reassurance that it's worth it
We're both imperfect
But I'm worse for you
Lately, I've been lying to you
Even though I said that I would change

Stasis [demo]

(Drums arranged by Eddie Ramos).


Could say I'm feeling down
Could say I should feel better
A wishing star that fell
No dream will last forever
No silver in these clouds
A promise of gray weather
I'm ready for it now
I'm ready for it
All this time for what?
Reasons I forgot
Well I know that it's not something I need
Sometimes I feel okay
Enough to melt the ice
And then it goes away 
And only emphasizes
When everything feels wrong
I'm too familiar with that time
I feel it settle in deep beneath my skin
All this time for what?
Reasons I forgot
Well I know that it's not something I need

Could Say I'm Feeling Down [demo]

(should have been happy)[demo]

Out again
Filled with the same disappointment
I know it well
Filling the week in
Oh I notice I'm losing focus
Where is my mind?
I find spirits eroding
I'm not there
Alone again
I'm getting used to it now
Comfortably numb
I'm letting myself go
I'm feeling weightless
Floating in space
I'm making my way down
Aimlessly stable now
I'm not there

Not There [demo]

I'm facing a case of blue
Like you
You're jaded, I'm fading too
Like you
I'm falling behind
I'm dreaming of something more
When you'll never be mine
And I know I won't be yours
I'll float in space and wait for the feeling to fade
You're changing your cadence in a wave of blue
Like I wanted to
So I'm tracing you
And I'm changing too
Like you
I'm falling behind
I'm dreaming of something more
When you'll never be mine
And I know I won't be yours
I guess it's the right time for letting the feeling fade
And you'll never be mine
And I'll never be the same
I'll float in space and wait for the feeling to fade

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