eser: Ümit YAŞAR OĞUZCAN
seslendirme: Selçuk YÖNTEM

Uykuların kaçar geceleri, bir türlü sabah olmayı bilmez.
Dikilir gözlerin tavanda bir noktaya,
Deli eden bir uğultudur başlar kulaklarında
Ne çarşaf halden anlar ne yastık.
Girmez pencerelerden beklediğin o aydınlık.
Onun unutamadığın hayali,
Sigaradan derin bir nefes çekmişçesine dolar içine.
Kapanır yatağına çaresizliğine ağlarsın.
Sevmek ne imiş bir gün anlarsın.

Bir gün anlarsın aslında her şeyin boş olduğunu.
Şerefin, faziletin, iyiliğin, güzelliğin.
Gün gelir de sesini bir kerecik duyabilmek için,
Vurursun başını soğuk taş duvarlara.
Büyür gitgide incinmişliğin kırılmışlığın.
Duyarsın,
Ta derinden acısını, çaresiz kalmışlığın.
Sevmek ne imiş bir gün anlarsın.

Bir gün anlarsın ne işe yaradığını ellerinin.
Niçin yaratıldığını.
Bu iğrenç dünyaya neden geldiğini.
Uzun uzun seyredersin aynalarda güzelliğini.
Boşuna geçip giden günlerine yanarsın.
Dolar gözlerin, için burkulur.
Sevmek ne imiş bir gün anlarsın.

Bir gün anlarsın tadını sevilen dudakların.
Sevilen gözlerin erişilmezliğini.
O hiç beklenmeyen saat geldi mi?
Düşer saçların önüne, ama bembeyaz.
Uzanır, gökyüzüne ellerin.
Ama çaresiz,
Ama yorgun,
Ama bitkin.
Bir zaman geçmiş günlerin hayaline dalarsın.
Sonra dizilir birbiri ardına gerçekler, acı.
Sevmek ne imiş bir gün anlarsın.

Bir gün anlarsın hayal kurmayı;
Beklemeyi, ümit etmeyi.
Bir kirli gömlek gibi çıkarıp atasın gelir
Bütün vücudunu saran o korkunç geceyi.
Lanet edersin yaşadığına...
Maziden ne kalmışsa yırtar atarsın.
O zaman bir çiçek büyür kabrimde, kendiliğinden.
Seni sevdiğimi işte o gün anlarsın.



Selçuk Yöntem - Sevmek Neymiş Birgün Anlarsın

'Ascend.' is the upcoming new album from the renown electronic music producer Sun Glitters. Out June 27, 2025 on Future Archive Recordings.

Listen to 2nd single / Pre-Save new album:
https://ffm.to/sg-flawed

Watch music video on YouTube:
https://youtu.be/dtziZ6EiL0o

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Ascend.

Flawed.

PRE-ORDER NEW ALBUM

Sun Glitters - Flawed.

Psycroptic single "Architects of Extinction"

Psycroptic "Architects of Extinction"

In this episode, we talk about Chapters 2 and 3 of Rachel Cusk’s Outline alongside a chapter from Williams’s book Truth and Truthfulness. The chapter considers the differences between sincerity and authenticity as contending ideals of truthfulness about the self. These two ideals, on Williams’s argument, entail different ways of thinking about the self. We contrast Williams’s notion of authenticity with that invoked by various characters in Outline.

Speaker names: 

•	Dr. Scarlett Baron, Associate Professor in the English Department at UCL.
•	Alice Harberd, PhD Student in the Philosophy Department at UCL.


2. From Sincerity to Authenticity: Bernard Williams

In this episode, we discuss Chapter 5 of Cusk’s Outline alongside Chapters 3 to 5 of Taylor’s book, The Ethics of Authenticity. Taylor identifies a tension between the sense of identity which is derived from belonging to a community and contemporary culture’s emphasis on the importance of individual self-creation. We reflect on the ways in which Cusk’s book represents this tension.

Speaker names: 

•	Dr. Scarlett Baron, Associate Professor in the English Department at UCL.
•	Alice Harberd, PhD Student in the Philosophy Department at UCL.

3. The Ethics of Authenticity: Charles Taylor

In this episode, we discuss Chapter 6 of Cusk’s Outline alongside an essay by Murdoch called The Idea of Perfection. In this essay, Murdoch argues that the way we pay attention to the world is ethically significant. We talk about how Cusk’s narrator attends to the world, and what this leads the reader to infer about her character and sense of self. 

Speaker names: 

•	Dr. Scarlett Baron, Associate Professor in the English Department at UCL.
•	Alice Harberd, PhD Student in the Philosophy Department at UCL.


4. The Ethics of Attention: Iris Murdoch

In this episode of Public Health Disrupted, hosts Xand van Tulleken and Rochelle Burgess dive into how we form beliefs, and how they shape our understanding of critical public health issues. From vaccination hesitancy to climate change, the episode explores the psychological mechanisms that lead to entrenched views and the challenges of changing minds. Joining them are Mia Forbes Pirie, a leading international mediator, and Dr. Kris De Meyer, Director of the UCL Climate Action Unit. Together, they share their insights on effective communication strategies that prioritise relationship-building over persuasion, emphasising the importance of empathy and understanding in discussions surrounding contentious topics. 

In this episode: 
- How beliefs are formed and why they can become entrenched. 
- The role of cultural identity in shaping opinions and the fear of social rejection. 
- Practical strategies for engaging with differing viewpoints and fostering meaningful dialogue. 

Public Health Disrupted is produced by UCL Health of the Public and edited by Annabelle Buckland at Decibelle Creative / @decibelle_creative.

Transcription link:
https://www.ucl.ac.uk/health-of-public/news-and-events/public-health-disrupted/season-5-ep-2-listening-connect-notes-and-transcript

Date of episode recording: 2025-03-10T00:00:00Z
Duration: 00:42:35
Language of episode: English
Presenter:Xand van Tulleken; Rochelle Burgess
Guests: Mia Forbes Pirie; Kris De Meyer
Producer: Fran Goldman (Producer) Annabelle Buckland (Editor)


Season 5 - Listening to connect: how understanding beliefs can transform public health

From smart buildings to robotics, solving sustainability problems to solving skill shortages, can the construction industry effectively harness the power of AI? Prof Priti Parikh is joined by Dr Abdul-Majeed Mahamadu, Dr Andrew Mitchell and Dr Vijay Pawar as they look at the construction sector and how it already is adapting to the use of artificial intelligence – the rate that is happening and the impact it will have now and in the future.

Date of episode recording: 2025-04-10T00:00:00Z
Duration: 34:31
Language of episode: English
Presenter:Prof. Priti Parikh
Guests: Dr Abdul-Majeed Mahamadu; Dr Andrew Mitchell; Dr Vijay Pawar
Producer: Adam Batstone; Chizoba Onyiuke


The Bartlett Review - The AI Blueprint for the Construction Industry

As summer kicks-off, UCL Generation One dives into the intersection of sport and sustainability – exploring how sport contributes to climate change, and how the climate crisis is already affecting how and where we play. 

Mark and Simon are joined by Sofie Junge Pedersen, professional footballer and climate campaigner (Inter Milan, Denmark national team) and Dan Hall (Sustainability Engagement Officer at UCL, Communications Manager for Football For Future). Dan and Sofie discuss the role of grassroots initiatives and player-led advocacy in promoting climate consciousness in the beautiful game. 

We also hear from Dr Russell Seymour, Senior Fellow at the Institute for Sport Business from Loughborough University, and the Chair of the British Association for Sustainable Sport. Russ breaks down the impact of climate change on sport, and the necessity for stronger government and organisational regulation to tackle climate change. 

From grassroots campaigns to global initiatives, tune in to hear what clubs, venues, and fans can do to build a more sustainable future for the sports we love. 

Link to Action FC actionfc.org/aramno-campaign

Transcript: https://www.ucl.ac.uk/climate-change/podcasts-videos/ucl-generation-one-climate-podcast 

Date of episode recording: 12 and 23 May 2025 

Duration: 49:51 
Language of episode: English  
Presenter: Professor Mark Maslin and Dr Simon Chin-Yee  
Guests: 
Dan Hall (UCL Sustainability, Football For Future) 
Sofie Junge Pederson (Inter Milan, Denmark national team) 
Dr Russell Seymour (Loughborough University, British Association for Sustainable Sport) 
Producers:  
Adam Batstone 
Caitlin Mullin

Season 5, Episode 7 - From sidelines to solutions: Tackling emissions in sport

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