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thxx 4 all the love <33 (on all plats) [:

ft. @darkestnet , mastered by @chriad
prod. @yashio20k & mee <33

lyrics

@zixdown
what if i never make it?
i start to think when faded
i see the chance i take it
told you i’m nvr changing
all these drugs no prescriptions
ik tht u dnt listen
be gone without a question
i just wish u would listen again!!

but u can’t comprehend
i told u it’s the end
so don’t come back again,
yet you come back again
i cannot play pretend..
not another second
yet you come back again
i thought u learned ur lesson.. <3

@darkestnet

yk that i don’t need u
all of ur words are see thru
i think im fading out
i don’t think that i’ll ever make it
why would i wanna be u?
we’d never work out as 2
yk i love u
but i don’t think i could ever say it
you said i could do it easy
dk how u could see me
i feel like haze they beneath me
why would u wanna keep me ever tho
this is the end of our story
im sick of all ur ignoring 
yeah u call me annoying
but in the end ull be back

spotify

faded w/ uxie [prod. yashio + zixdown]

#boss w/ luvlxckdown (prod. tda)

i see them looking ik theyre seeing
you're breathing hard but theres barely breathing room
do you wanna be like them

they dont look at you like human being
we all bleed red and we're surely breathing too
still i dont wanna be like them

how the fk could i fit in
no you're not my twin
why would i ever be like him
oh wait im already him😎

if someone has to lose then shi its not even a win
im holding out my hand with hopes that i can pull you in
this world is full of dirt, ill grow a flower from within
ill make a new world, then we can watch it spin

holding out my hand for you

soundcloud exclusive 💌

produced by @snorkatje
mixed and mastered by me

hook
ya, this shit sucks, no i know
i know ur enough
we can go where u want
thru the storm
(u dont gotta be afraid)
u dont feel da same but
i like u anyway
to myself, in the mirror
why are we that way?
i wont tell
cant u tell, cant u tell?
i need a minute
i know u cant wait
ur all mine
theyre in line like a runway

verse
let it go ya
i want u back
i need u fore i go ya
ohh i knoww
oh i know ya
turn away
like idk ya
got my ego dead
hopeless
selfish
i cant help it
back once again
im pourin time til i land
i want u here til the end

fairytale prod snorkatje [soundcloud exclusive]

HPPD

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HPPD +farella [andrey]

@bodygaard // @poorconnection
//
lyrics:
feeling like shit so i might as well quit
depressions a monster he aint give a shit
he towers above you like youre a lil kid
he eats you alive like its suppertime bitch
believing the words that he whispers to you
how could he lie when these voices are true
i sit on my bed as he laughs at my pain
relentless the beast that wont let me escape
he keeps me in hell where i cannot be seen
im praying to god let this all be a dream
i havent seen my friends in days
the devil always told me that they would all go away
but he stayed with me for the rest of my days
rest of my days
the rest of my days
you pull on my heart and you fuck with my ego
you taxing my patience you needa just go
im sinking rock bottom
im bothered by problems
surrounded by life but im lonely as hell
all of my loss only making me happy i need someone caring to numb all the pain
i feel my own sanity drain as i die as I watch the world burn through my lifeless white eyes
i am not destined for greatness in life
altered by people and strengthened with spite
all of the drugs and silence ive taken arent bringing me joy or a sliver of hope
might as well end it ive far overspoken
i leave myself broken and ask to be free

bodyGaard - Days

prod diddy @enwymansion
mix + master by me
(lyrics)
uh 
you make it easy baby
you make it easy
you got me queasy baby
you got me queasy

this shit aint easy baby
as much as i say that it is 
i know i really hate it

i just wanna leave
i just wanna go
everybody talking
i been on my own
tired of this nonsense
get off of my 
phone (x6)

you make it easy baby
you make it easy
you make me queasy baby
you make me queasy (x2)

you-you-you make it (x2)

you make it easy baby
you make it easy baby
you make it-

go, lets just go
get me out of this place
out this zone

i said go, i don't know 
where i been in my head
its just lost now

go, lets just go
get me out of this place
out this zone

its just not easy baby
even though i said it was
i been trying everything
but i just been stuck because
i just been lying my ass off uh
i dont feel involved with 
nothing going on 
all these people wanna talk man

make it easy (enwy mansion)

ill update a bit <3

spend my whole life in my head
ya, ive been gone
need to take off the edge with somethin
u alwayz tryna push my buttonz
i was barely shake juggin (hehe)
aint no reason to be buggin
life'z lovin
rediscover it
if u need me (ya)
im here
cuz im a zombie
yaa
ok, im never gonna leave
yaaa
do u see wat i see? ya
do u see wat im dreaming? ya
do u kno wat im believing? ya
did u kno dat im real?
u talk wat im livin
ok, i never shoulda said it
i gon run off in a minute
idk wat im doin 
i think itz near the end
idk who i am
in my life
it been too long
it been too see u right
it been too long for me..
it been long for me to die
it took too long for me to slide
it took too long for our divide
n im gone
still alive
u terrify me
u hav my mind
i js wanna die
already lived my life

fairytale prod snorkatje [soundcloud exclusive]

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