made this like a year ago for a class. dropped out right after.

most samples made by https://soundcloud.com/apathrose

Gotye (school project)

a requiem for the beginning of a new dark age v2

My life is like a game of bowling,
Where I'm not getting any strikes
I'm only getting a couple spares,
not a lot, just enough to get by

I try not to drown in the melancholy ,
as I lay here in my bed,
half-asleep, writing songs about random things that go through my head

I should have listened to ol' Townes, I should have listened to Stipe
I headed back to Rockville,
I thought it'd be better than just waitin' around to die

I try not to drown in the melancholy,
like I always seem to do,
but I'm stuck here trying to figure out
what the hell I've been trying to tell you
Because I need to know too

July 2024 Demos

That Rug Really Tied The Room Together (demo)

This void you've created in my head,
has left me with a feeling like a heart that's been bled

You're in my head x2
Get out of my head
You're in my head

Who needs nightmares
when your dreams are so good, that,
you realize that real life is terrifying,
and then you can't fall back asleep,
and you feel like you're slowly dying?

This feeling,
I still don't know what it is,
but I wish I could just reach out and grab it,
so I could finally know what it's like to have it

It's in my head x2
Get out of my head
It's in my head

Who Needs Nightmares? (demo)

@saturnnnnnnnn @b3v3l @heavn0nevaeh
for Form's ANY% 2

Produced by Serena Liars and bevel 
(Extra Production done by @cus3d)
Vocals by saturnn, bevel, and heavn0nevaeh
Mixed and Mastered by Serena Liars

Lyrics: 

(saturnn, bevel, and heavn0nevaeh):
(Harmonies)

(bevel and saturnn)
i hope you find some peace of mind
one day youll see what it all means

the lullabies of dying flora (with saturnn, bevel, and heavn0neveah) [ANY%2]

vocals and production by yonklolz.

"Innocence" released on march 20, 2025. stream here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/innocence

lyrics:
standing by myself again
i don't want anyone to know
and that's my problem
from the bottom of the plastic bowl
i rub the dull stains with my thumb
hoping the marks would fade
in friction, sparks tend to fly
every day, a new beast is made
twining my cells within
i don't want anyone to know
and that's your problem
for the lens, strike a model pose
no, are you okay with the humdrum
wishing the stars would wash away
in fiction, plots tend to die
anyway, a new piece is placed

spiraling to the floor
where is your innocence
spiraling overboard
but i'm still into it
where is your innocence,
you insist, you insist on it

[you died before you were old enough to know what life means, 
pray for all children who die young that God may gather them into His loving arms
Holy Innocents, 
you were killed because one man was filled with hatred,
you who are now in Heaven, 
pray for all of us, 
that one day we may join you there to bask in God's love forever]

Innocence

Stream

Rotten Demo

vocals and production by yonklolz.

"Cornerspeak" released on april 22, 2025. stream on all platforms here: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/cornerspeak

lyrics:
that's just the way it is
it's not like you can do it different
a perfect 90°
in every room you're in
well, maybe they're paper thin
it's not like it's much of a difference
but still a 90°
in every room you're in

the notes, the words,
i read them again
my fate, my friend,
the one in the end
they speak to me
through stones in the sand
i know my weight,
i cannot pretend
my fate was read
i dreamt it in bed
i heard my name,
but nothing was said
i looked straight up
90°
and finally noticed the dullness of things

oh, and the feeling is so bad
oh, and i can't get it off me

Cornerspeak

it took 5 years. but we did it.

be someone i’m not 
i lied for so long 
i had all of these feelings
but they were totally wrong 


but you said  
give me a call
or i’ll treat you real vile 
give me your all 
or i’ll haunt you for a while 

i felt so wrong,
you figured it out, 
knew me better than 
those friends i never told you about 

but you said 
give me a call 
or i’ll treat you real vile 
give me your all 
or i’ll haunt you for a while 

i’ll give you the wrong name 
a different birthdate 
can’t believe you believed it, 
but i’m the one taking the blame

said show me your weakness 
i’ll make you like this 
even if you didn’t want it 
you’re gonna deal 
you’ll never heal 

but you said  
give me a call 
or i’ll treat you real vile 
give me your all 
or i’ll haunt you for a while

kyle (2025)

finch nichol

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