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Natasha (prod. emtrelles_)

Hurt (gxwdseu x t3rps x yateski)

[PROD. MEEJ.]

I DROPPED AN ALBUM LAST MONTH FOR A COUPLE OF PLAYS AND A COUPLE OF: “Your mixes cleaner.”
I HAD A GIRL AND A GIRL AND ITS FUNNY, THAT ONE FIGURED OUT I WAS PLANNING TO LEAVE HER.
OTHER ONE KNEW THAT I WAS TRYNA PLAY HER AND SHE LET ME HAVE IT IT TOOK ME TO PRAYER.
BACK OF MY MIND TRYNA JUSTIFY ACTIONS I ALREADY KNOW THAT IM JUST A NAY-SAYER. 
SHE TOLD ME: “DJ YOU REALLY A LOSER, A PLAYER THAT REALLY CANT GET ANY PLAY. HOEING AROUND FOR A COUPLE OF MONTHS CUZ A GIRL THAT YOU WANTED WAY BACK IN THE DAY, MADE A DECISION THAT YOU DIDNT WANT AND ITS PROLLY THE REASON YOU TURNED OUT THIS WAY.” 
LOOKED AT THE SCREEN AND IT HAD ME OFFENDED BUT I WAS THE ONE WHO HAD WARRANT FOR BLAME. 
I WANTED TO TELL HER SHE’S RIGHT BUT I KNEW THAT SHE WASNT WITH ALL DUE RESPECT, SHE WAS TRIPPING.
I KNEW THAT SHE KNEW ME AND THAT I KNEW HER BUT SHE WASNT AROUND TO INSPECT THE BEGINNING. 
I TARNISHED HER WORTH AND HER VALUE UNDOUBTEDLY, HOW COULD SHE ACTUALLY EVER BE WRONG?
BRINGING MY LYRICS AND PAST INTERACTIONS AND EVEN WENT BACK TO MY VERY FIRST SONG.
APOLOGIES WERE NOT ACCEPTED, EXPECTED SHE’LL NEVER LOOK AT ME THE SAME WAY AGAIN. TALKING TO HER AND IM SAYING SHE’S MINE BUT IM LYING, I SAID THE SAME THING TO HER FRIEND.
I KNEW IT WAS WRONG, BUT I GOT TOO CONCEITED AND THAT’S THE EXCUSE I RELAYED TO THE END. 
SHE WAS THE ONE WHO CONFESSED ME MY SIN.
HER WORDS SEEPING DEEPER WENT RIGHT THROUGH MY SKIN. 
I KNOW I DESERVE IT, I KNOW IM A MONSTER TO HER AND SO MANY PEOPLE THAT I’VE MET.
I TRY MY HARDEST, DESPITE ALL MY UPS, I KEEP FINDING A WAY TO WALLOW IN REGRET.
A BASTARD UNSATISFIED, WITH THE FACT THAT SUICIDE AND FRATRICIDE CAN NEVER AMEND ALL THE FOOLISH LIES, AND THE DAY I REALIZED: I COULD NEVER REPENT.


She hates me with every fiber of her being.
She said: “Its too late DJ, save all the speaking.”
“I’m treating you how you treated me for months and you still can’t remember, like what are you thinking?”
“I want you gone and don’t ever come back, matter fact hope you never get over the past.”
“I hope you always remember when you’re with your next, that you cry at the thought of your last.”
Atleast that’s what I think, and she told me she knows.
Haven’t spoken in weeks yeah I know how it goes.
How would my parents react if they knew that their son had a history of having “hoes”?
I know by the end of this song Imma really find out when they listen and open my door.
Give me a talk for an hour and switch up the subject, and then tell me fold up my clothes.
How would the girl that I have currently react to all the news that I just have bestowed?
How would the two that I had right before her react knowing that I put them into Flows?
I crawl like a worm from the ones that I’ve used and they are the Birds that are known as the crow.
I’m tryna do better I don’t think you see it, so I’ll pray about it, just want you to know.

Hate I Deserve.

MEEJ X XOE - RIDDLE.

[PROD. MEEJ.]

Who’s that creeping through my Window?
Black Hellcat with Red interior: 19 racks like Deebo.
XD on my waist this XP keep my Green like Cee-Lo.
How I lose her trust: From “only 1” and now I’m zero.

“I might kill myself”; I control my death on my accord.
“I want myself dead”; I express it when I press record.
When I wanted love, She just wanted lust and she ignored.
Now I do the same, I just up and leave when I get bored.

Look into my eyes.
See my soul is nowhere.
Everytime I cry.
They tell me it’s not fair.
Know the world is blind.
Take that flight no O’Hare.
Prettiest of lies.
Beauty’s pain I don’t care.

And I think this pain is Perfect.
Like it’s Cell.
Throw my life away.
I’m already in hell.
“What you do to me?”
I’m under her spell.
“What entices you, is it my chains or just the belt?”

That’s what I told her, turn the other shoulder, it’s gon make me colder.
I’m too old to be acting a fool at school I open folders.
And I do the same at home, that’s what I saved this project in.
If I write it, mix it, master it, I’ll relay all my sin.
Look away.
Don’t you hug me shawty.
No, you not my twin.
Oh my God.
I might die tonight, might let the demons win.
Oh my God.
She was on my lap, innocence in the wind.
Oh my God.
They just overlapped, ain’t no sense in the win.

Who’s that creeping through my window?
For you come outside I got the M4.
Devil on my shoulder I’m in Limbo.
She wanna be my wife but she a bimbo, okay.
Run up on me, get sliced like I’m Kimbo, okay.
Yeah I know she bad, Do she got friends though? Okay.
Turned my back on all my brothers like I’m Hanzo, okay.
Throw my love right in the garbage like I’m Lotso, okay.

Look into my eyes.
See my soul is nowhere.
Everytime I cry.
They tell me it’s not fair.
Know the world is blind.
Take that flight no O’Hare.
Prettiest of lies.
Beauty’s pain I don’t care.

And I think this pain is Perfect.
Like it’s Cell.
Throw my life away.
I’m already in hell.
“What you do to me?”
I’m under her spell.
“What entices you, is it my chains or just the belt?”

Cell Therapy.

Instrumental is Power Nap from Nicholas Craven & Boldy James. 

Black Sand

DONT TRY THAT FREESTYLE

written by twentyonekayadvance & iustus mori
performed by twentyonekayadvance & iustus mori
produced by screwstache
mixed by twentyonekayadvance
mastered by twentyonekayadvance

Hate I Deserve.

MEEJ.

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