GROUNDWALKER. [VOL. 3.]

[PROD. MEEJ. X JVCXB]

(LYRICS.)
This day, one year ago...
I tried to take my own life.
Rage that I couldn't control.
Sanity, I sacrificed.
I could've sworn I was something to her, but I guess it was all in my mind.
Or maybe the love was real..?
I'm just too used to the lies.
"If you choose him over me-"
"...I don't expect a goodbye."
That's exactly what she did.
She left me behind.
Only thing I have to leave you with, is my demise.
Look me in my eyes-
And tell me that you understand.
As I laugh away the pain I have.
It feels as if I've gone mad.
If you want me to go, then just come let me know.

"Nerd."
Street nigga tendencies-
You run up on me, I'll put your body in a trunk.

"Serve."
Out on that street with my cousins, we been really getting money from the jump.

"Burn."
I keep a stick, let it burn.
".44 Bulldog Bark."

Much like the leaves from the trees in October-
My Fall will be in Winter Park.

FALL IN WINTER PARK. | ("HOW BAD DO YOU WANT IT?") [PROD. MEEJ. X JVCXB]

[PROD. MEEJ.]

(LYRICS.)
Looking for revenge…
Lord, come take my life.
Lord, come take my life.
Lead me to my end…
Drown me in my sin…
They say; “Life’s a hoe.”
So I grab her by the throat.
Bend her over.
Iced out-
I can make it snow in October.
I got hits on hits on hits-
In my folder.
Young nigga-
I had to take that risk to run that score up.
Upping the score, taking liftoff.
Buss down the AP the wrist watch.
Back in the day, I was nothing.
They say that I am and it still got me pissed off.
Blood on my hands, I ain’t taking no chance-
One wrong word get you killed off.
(One wrong word get you killed off.)

They left me behind-
In that mulch…
I was curled up.
I sat in that classroom all alone.
No one showed up.
When I-
Walked back home-
I hid my wounds from my own mother.
We both worried more bout- [REDACTED.]
I climbed on that counter and grabbed that gun that was in that cupboard.
Come with me to Terrill Drive…
I’ll let you watch me suffer.
Watch my-
Tears drip onto the covers.
My Lord watched me deal with Satan for my slaughter.


Okay, I’ll start from the end.
Nigga I don’t got the time to explain why I don’t got the time to explain.
My whole life the sword that I’ve had is my pen.
I let the ink kill the pain.
Lately I’ve been feeling stuck and I’m tired of rapping bout feeling the same.
I’m tired of rapping in general, despite the niggas encouraging me on the fame.
I understand one thing.
Maybe I’m just too me; Not built for this game.
I ain’t no household name.
Nigga too real.
Nigga too wild, can’t tame.
I used to trap out the bus.
Northside Atlanta.
Middle school, turned to a scammer.
I was finessing the scanner.
Bellingham Partments.
One card away from the slammer.

My diamonds flooding, I need no discussion.
I trapped out the Corner Of Zion my nigga.
That’s word to my cousin.
And lately my phone line been buzzing.
These underground niggas on nothing.
I’m way too turnt for the fronting.
My whole life they told me I’m nothing.
I still believe it at these times of love and lies.
And tears I cannot cry.
Because in my demise I heed no omen.
Kill myself after my opponents.
Live inside the moment.
I cannot enjoy it.
Win or die.
Failure, I am not affording.
18, unemployment.
If you hear me now, know I’m unimportant.
My rage still hasn’t subsided.
I’m on a one way to hell.
And when I arrive, I’ll kick through the gates.
Then I’ll kill the devil himself.

Along with everything he took from me.
And everything he gave to me.
I talk to God everyday.
But there’s moments I think he’s not looking.
And those moments, I think are the best.
And those moments, I think they’re the worst.
I’m on a one way to hell.
Unless he can get to me first.

LOOKING FOR REVENGE. | (ONE WAY TO HELL.) [PROD. MEEJ.]

[PROD. MEEJ.] 

(LYRICS.)
I’m trapped in my conscious.
My trap is still bunkin, I got all these hundreds.
Northside Apartments.
Might shoot at your buddy who shot at my buddy.
The sky keep on falling. 
The hoes I keep calling.
They picking up for me, they love me.

I don’t wanna cry no more.
She won’t even try no more.
Tell me what I’m fighting for.
My Lord let me die before.

I’m trapped in my conscious.
My trap is still bunkin, I got all these hundreds.
Northside Apartments.
Might shoot at your buddy who shot at my buddy.
The sky keep on falling. 
The hoes I keep calling.
They picking up for me...

I’m trapped in my conscious.

TRAPPED IN MY CONSCIOUS. [PROD. MEEJ.]

[PROD. MEEJ. X VVDSOUND]

(LYRICS.)
You can’t Run from me.
My cousin Passing off work through the Screen.
We Pop him, No Bubble.
That’s fun to me.
Clutching my Heat, Two chains on Froze.
I ain’t doing no Tucking, can’t Fumble me.
Can’t go to sleep, I been seeing a ghost.
I’ve been seeing my sister, she haunting me.
12 Years Old, I was talking to Satan-
Asking what else he could offer me.
Stupid lil hoe, get up off of me.
Came up from poverty-
Young hood nigga from the Northside-
Better than everyone.
No “Probably”.
Said he gon rob me-
Stupid nigga said he gon rob me.
Boy come try me, Boy come pop me.
Boy come pop me.

Red dot.
We gon headshot, headshot.
Red dot.
We gon headshot, headshot.
Red dot.
We gon headshot, headshot.
Red dot.
We gon headshot, headshot.
Red dot-
Posted with that beam, that red dot.
Headshot.
Nigga don’t test me.
Boy, I’ll air it out.
Kicking doors in-
Foenem with me, I swear we clear it out.
Imma go in-
Till they take my life.
Come take me out.

Niggas be birds, Archimedes.
I’ll get you lit for a freebie.
Thotty on me and she freaky.
I don’t believe that she need me.
Water on me like it’s Fiji.
In the light, look like Graffiti.
23 rounds in my clip.
Imma Let It Rip.
Shoot like Shinobi.

Lower your eyes to an enemy-
Get killed broad day.
I know some niggas that Envy me.
Niggas that Envy me-
Feel like Charlemagne. 
Ready for War, keep that Hammer on me.
Keep that Hammer on me-
Like 40k.
I got some hoes and they ready for me.
And they ready for me-
Tryna fornicate.

Red dot.
We gon headshot, headshot.
Red dot.
We gon headshot, headshot.
Red dot.
We gon headshot, headshot.
Red dot.
We gon headshot, headshot.
Red dot-
Posted with that beam, that red dot.
Headshot.
Nigga don’t test me.
Boy, I’ll air it out.
Kicking doors in-
Foenem with me, I swear we clear it out.
Imma go in-
Till they take my life.
Come take me out.

THE WEAKNESS OF MY FLESH. | (HEADSHOT.) [PROD. MEEJ. X VVDSOUND]

[PROD. MEEJ.]

(LYRICS.)
In this world…
I’ve been a monster.
It’s been years.
I can’t get it out.
Live a lie…
Become an imposter.
I’ve betrayed-
Myself and my allies.

All I hope for is a better tomorrow.
I can have it, I just now realized.

Take me back to everything-
And try to tear me down.
You're just another phase to me.
I can feel the-
Bug.
It's taking over every part of me.
I can't run.
If only I could try to suffocate it…
It's just a bug…

If you go, I'll be right here.
In the end…
If you go, I'll be right here..
In the end…
In the end…

It's taking over every part of me.
And I can’t-
Budge.
It's taking over-
Every part of me.
And I can't run.
If only I could try to suffocate it…

(It's just a bug.)