I wanted to put out a song before the year ended and I was really excited to use Yuki. I'm extremely proud of how this one came out!! This is my favorite of all songs I've made!! I love it so much!! I also think the art is really cool!
I'm trying to figure out how to make my instrumentals available for download, so soon they should be available?

ANYWAY, here are the lyrics:
I'm not real
Nothing is
My heart is almost gone

I won't cry!
I can't cry!
Take my somewhere else!

Ah, do they see me?
Or just pretend that I'm not here?

Oh, they don't see me
They don't even know that I'm here...

Hello
Can you hear me?
Hello
What's wrong with me?
Hello
Can you hear me?
Hello
Feel I'm dying...

[Kaai Yuki] Hello [Vocaloid Original]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FLOWER!!
I've had this created for a long time and I wanted to make a really cool video for it but I didn't have time. It was my first shot a love song.
Also Dex, Nemu, and Gumi sing in the background.

Lyrics:
I’m sorry I’m so far away
I miss you dearly
I wish I could be there today
To be there every day

There’s so many flowers here now
Do you remember?
The flowers we used to leave out
Leave out for each other

White clover
A larkspur
Lavender

If I sent you a flower
Would the wind carry it to you?

If you sent you a flower
Could a passing bird bring it there?

If I sent you a flower
Would the wind carry it to you?

If I sent you a flower
I would send you white clover

[Vflower] The White Clover Song [Vocaloid Original]

Happy Late Halloween!!!

Crow man

AAhhhh I actually really like this song. I'm not sure if I really like how it sounds but I was trying to channel that version of me that wrote Song of the Pink Lady, Grey Man's Warning, and Breathe for the style of it and yeah I really did good with that.
Also can you tell what this is a sequel to? This may end up becoming a series. Idk. I have unwittingly begun giving this world some lore. 
I will be releasing a Nemu version because. uh. she sings in the song it's a sequel to. and  I can't put the Fukase version on streaming services.
Also btw Flower sings in this but I didn't put her in the title since she only sings one line but I did mention her in the video because I felt weird not mentioning her at all.
Also in the video can you see Fukase's crow? I want to know because I wanna remake the video for the Nemu version and the crow looks. weird in the video. The Fukase art is really pretty though so I'll probably show it off by itself.
And uh yeah please enjoy the song.

Also reminder that I can't respond to comments on this account. However, Youtube was much nicer to my kandi channel and I can reply to comments on that account. So if "Thirgokog Kandi" replies to you that's probably me....

Lyrics:
Can you hear the crows?
That girl told me
Can you hear the crows?
They are calling
Can you hear the crows?
I want to go
Can you hear the crows?
They want your soul

The rain is falling
The wind is calling
 I should be hiding

That girl had told me
“You should be worried”
But I can't see why

Their voices are calling me
It feels just like a dream
There voices are calling me
I can’t believe they want to---

Can you hear the crows?
That girl told me
Can you hear the crows?
They are calling
Can you hear the crows?
I want to go
Can you hear the crows?
They want your soul

[Fukase] Can You Hear The Crows [Original Song]

Another song wowie
This was supposed be made with Mako, the utau, but I couldn't get her to pronounce the words properly and I was always gonna release a Mayu version anyway so maybe I'll release a Mako version later?

Lyrics: 
Malachite
Falls from the sky
Rhythmless music from my broken parts

Memories lost to the tempest’s heart
The lightning had killed all my childhood stars
If I could lose the pain and the scars
Maybe one day the healing will start

I want to be seen
And I want to be loved
And I want to be safe
And I want to be hugged

The storm washed all my memories
Lost my identity
Malachite entity
Lightning intensity

Am I nothing but crystalized irregularity?

Malachite
Falls from the sky
Rhythmless music from my broken parts

Memories lost to the tempest’s heart
The lightning had killed all my childhood stars
If I could lose the pain and the scars
Maybe one day the healing will start

[Mayu] Malachite [Vocaloid Original]

Uhhh Yeahhhh I've been working on this one for like a year now????
It turned out pretty good. I like it. I hope y'all enjoy.

Anyway I love Nemu, Flower, and Gakupo.

Lyrics:
Neon lights tonight
Who cares what's right
Beneath the UVA lights

Neon lights tonight
Who cares what's right
Beneath the UVA lights

I wanna lose myself
Dance til I forget
I-I-I wanna lose myself
Wash my thoughts in neon
I-I-I-

I'll forget it
You'll regret it

I'll forget it
You'll regret it

I'll forget it
You'll regret it

I'll forget it
You'll regret it

I wanna lose myself
Dance til I forget
I-I-I wanna lose myself
Wash my thoughts in neon
I-I-I-

[Yumemi Nemu, Kamui Gakupo, & Vflower] Blacklight Night [Vocaloid Original]

You know when you get turned into a vampire but you don't really know what's fully happening to you?


[Hatsune Miku] RABIES [Vocaloid Original]

Omg another song from me without two months of silence??? I've been working on this for like half a year!! Medicated Girl was in the works for so long, but I think it turned out alright. Also Mako is such a good utau?? Admittedly, making her sing in english was torture but she sounds so good!! I love her!! She is one of my favorites. I've wanted to use her for aa while now and she was originally gonna sing MALACHITE. But yeah I'd use her again.

Lyrics:
I saw the days turning
As slowly they go by
Suddenly 9 pm
An alarm going off

Taking half a tablet
It dissolved inside my mouth
My body is shaking
What is going on now?

The days pass me by
And I’m waiting for control
Languishing in a room
Slowly through the night

I’m inching through this week
And still dreading what’s to come
These tremors take over
What else is there to know?

I do not know the answer
They said the pills would help
And I know that they did 
But I’m still asking “what the hell?”

Medicate me and sedate me
Until the nightmares past

Emotional flattening
Can I help anything

Olanzapine, fluoxetine
What do I control

You are real and I am not
I am fake but who is not
Side effect that you forgot
I am shaking, I am not

I saw nothing watching
Gone for the first time
Suddenly, I don’t know
Seems something has gone  wrong

These days, they go so fast
It’s just never fast enough
Nothing’s happening now
It’s all in future tense

I do not know the answer
They said the pills would help
And I know that they did 
But I’m still asking “what the hell?”

Medicate me and sedate me
Until the nightmares past

Emotional flattening
Can I help anything

Olanzapine, fluoxetine
What do I control

You are real and I am not
I am fake but who is not
Side effect that you forgot
I am shaking, I am not





[Mako] Medicated Girl [Utau Original]

Yippee a love song!! I don't have much to say,; this song is for my partner

Lyrics:
I wanna be with you
To see you again

Can we dream together
It's a nightmare's end

I love you, love you dearly
Don't wanna separate
Let's drink hot chocolate
You and me
In this darkened night

Pa ra ra

I love you, love you dearly
I want to stay right here
Let's drink hot chocolate
You and me
'Cause we're together

I love you, love you dearly
Don't wanna separate
Let's drink hot chocolate
You and me
In this darkened night

[Kagamine Rin] Hot Chocolate [Vocaloid Original]

A song of celebration. I don't have a lot to say about this one. But uh I love Kyo and I love Gakupo and I made this.

Lyrics:
I didn't think that I's make it this far 
Oh, everything just seemed to be too hard

Oh, and yet you and I, tho we're far apart
See, we'll be better and our lives will start

Oh, I'm dreaming of a day I'll have a heart
And I look forward to see that it's not far

I'll be alright, I will
The world's a loving place
Our pain's not forever
And we're to be free

I'll be alright, I will
I can promise you that
There's nothing in our way
So we will be free

I didn't think that I's make it this far 
Oh, everything just seemed to be too hard

But I'm standing here despite how much it hurt
Yes, the pain in my legs and inside my heart

Oh, despite the fact that nothing is different 
Well, to me it's still a wondrous achievement

Oh, I hope I'll be this happy forever
Tho to me it's still a wondrous achievement

I'll be alright, I will
The world's a loving place
Our pain's not forever
And we're to be free

I'll be alright, I will
I can promise you that
There's nothing in our way
So we will be free

I'll be alright, I will
I can promise you that
There's nothing in our way
So we will be free

I'll be alright, I will
I can promise you that
There's nothing in our way
So we will be free

I'll be alright i will

Soo this is the final song of the day, and my favorite one that I've made. It's about psychosis and my specific experiences with it. 

ALSO MOMOKA I LOVE HER!!! She, like Gakupo, is one of my favorite vocals to use; I might use her again

Lyrics:
Ambiguous oxymora
Static-formed Pareidolia

The strangest being that could form
Arms that wrapping around the door

Webs enclosing before my eyes
Only I’m aware of their guise
The likeness of all those I’ve loved
Paranoia come from above

They stalk me all throughout the night
And when my fear has crystalized
There’s nothing here I seem to know
This may just be my dying show

Go on, before my eyes
Dare to unfold your lies
Am I meant to be destroyed?
Nothing but a demon’s toy

Beneath the pixel moon
Visuals sing a tune
What was I meant to foresee?
Why are they all after me?

Deprivation of my world view
And I just don’t seem to know who

How do I know if I’m alive?
How do you realize if you’ve died?
Evil took a liking to me
It’s something no one else can see

Watching from the windows
Watching from the walls
Something there but not seen at all

Watching from the posters
Watching from the halls
Information given at fault

Watching from the windows
Watching from the walls
Something there but not seen at all

Watching from the posters
Watching from the halls
Information given at fault

Watching from the windows
Watching from the walls
Something there but not seen at all

Watching from the posters
Watching from the halls
Information given at fault

Go on, before my eyes
Dare to unfold your lies
Am I meant to be destroyed?
Nothing but a demon’s toy

Beneath the pixel moon
Visuals sing a tune
What was I meant to foresee?
Why are they all after me?

Go on, before my eyes
Dare to unfold your lies
Am I meant to be destroyed?
Nothing but a demon’s toy

Beneath the pixel moon
Visuals sing a tune
What was I meant to foresee?
Why are they all after me?


Why are they all after me?

Visual SNow

MEET MY FAVORITE OC ALISTAIR I LOVE HIM SM!!!
Alistair's story contains a lot of warnings and is pretty dark so for this and future songs with him please pay attention to the warnings!!

Lyrics:
Pa ra ra

Throw me away
I’m meant to be below the ground

Break me down
You know, I should’ve never been found

I wanna be a person
Hey can I be a person?

You took me and broke me,
Just another toy to you
I wish you had killed me
Cause I cannot forget you

Pa ra ra

Destroy my mind
It doesn’t look like I can hide

I see now
You know, I should’ve never been found

I wanna be a person
Hey can I be a person?

I wanna be a person
What even is a person?
 
You took me and broke me,
Just another toy to you
I wish you had killed me
Cause I cannot forget you

I just wanna forget you

Pa ra ra

broken

OKAY HERE WE GO
Meet my oc Sallow!! He's a murderous, torturous character who only cares about his own goals. He's attempted to end the life of one child, and abandoned another, leaving him with someone who had no ability to care for him. 
I'm making more songs about these characters and worlds, so let's just say these decisions really backfired on him.

Lyrics:
Left all alone, deep below, can't be found
No one will look and no one will hear a sound

I hope to lose you to your own weakness
So let yourself go, fall into my abyss

A perfect scheme to rid this world of you
And when you're gone I'll be the one they pray to

Soon you'll be forgotten as will your pain
And no one will know it was for my gain

What a disgrace
This world's mistake
I will forsake
Being of grace

What a disgrace
This world's mistake
I will forsake
Being of grace

Worship me 
Oh, what a wondrous thing
I'll be their god and you'll be forgotten

Worship me 
Oh, what a wondrous thing
A worthy figurehead above the ground

Worship me 
Oh, what a wondrous thing
My followers so wretchedly devout

Worship me 
Oh, what a wondrous thing
I will be written in history

My lord, I've done as you asked, he is gone
Despite everything that you have undergone

I have washed my hands clean of all the blood
What I have done means nothing, it's all bygone

You were meant to be dead for our cause
This disgrace that was made of nothing but flaws

It deserves all that has happened to it
Though I did it, I still have no regrets

What a disgrace
This world's mistake
I will forsake
Being of grace

What a disgrace
This world's mistake
I will forsake
Being of grace

Worship me 
Oh, what a wondrous thing
I'll be their god and you'll be forgotten

Worship me 
Oh, what a wondrous thing
A worthy figurehead above the ground

Killing me 
Oh, what a horrid thing
I should be god, you should be forgotten

Killing me 
Oh, what a horrid thing
Unworthy figurehead staring me down

Killing me 
Oh, what a horrid thing
Your goals to which you're wretchedly devout

Killing me 
Oh, what a horrid thing
I will be nothing but history

[Kamui Gakupo] WORSHIP ME [Vocaloid Original]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKU!!!!
Red Thread has been an idea for fucking years now and I made it a couple months ago but saved it for Miku's birthday. It was actually meant to be for her birthday *last* year but I didn't finish it until earlier this summer soooo yeahh but it's finally out!!

Lyrics:
Sewn into my ribs
Tangled around my limbs

Thread colored like blood
colored with our love

Pull the stitches taut
Don't give the pain a thought

Do you still love me
Even though you can't see

Thread we dyed red
Sewn in my body
Painful stitches
Needles in my skin

Red means I love you
Thread in my skin
This pain that I feel
Comes from within

If it hurts me
Then that's when I'll be
Say do you love me
I just can't see

The love that I feel
Stitches painfully real

Pulling as I sew
Tightening stitches so

Wrap it 'round my bones
How deep can this love go

The stitches dyed red 
I don't know the real thread

Needles and skin
Say it's obsession
Want to stop it 
Tightening the thread

Red means I love you
Thread in my skin
This pain that I feel
Comes from within

If it hurts me
Then that's when I'll be
Say do you love me
I just can't see

Sewn into my ribs
Tangled around my limbs

Thread colored like love
colored with our blood

I know it hurts me
It hurts to love like me

It's in this body
Thread covers everything

Rip at the seams
Pull at the stitching
But I can't leave
With you I must be

The knots are tied tight
I'm a pitiful sight

Covered in red thread
There seems to be no end

Stitches sewn deep in
Can't rip out the seams yet

Look what I've become
...

Red means I love you
Thread in my skin
This pain that I feel
Comes from within

If it hurts me
Then that's when I'll be
Say do you love me
I just can't see

[Hatsune Miku] Red Thread [Vocaloid Original]

Vocaloid Producer perpetually searching for a pencil.

My pronouns are he/him 

Uh Yeah that's pretty much it! 

THIRGOKOG

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