Spearmint

lyrics written by @tddybrr
vocals, guitar and production by @misogi
synthwork by @sys_tem
thanks to @cats-kill

last week,
i tried burning all your letters,
in a bucket on my porch,
the gasoline got on my jumper,

i guess ill never know,

if your dad had beat that cancer,
tried to ask you on the phone in May,
but couldn’t bare the answer,

because
weak i am,

i tried burning all your letters,
now they’re drying on my clothesline,
and I’m banking on the weather,

to stay good


love letters drenched in gasoline

talk to me

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Teddybear-anxious-lyrics

listen on Apple Music
https://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/anxious/1326341480?i=1326341482

listen on Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/track/0if3cM7vQZy7NRTU3MtHYG

Prod. Tülpa (@chilltulpa)

Recorded, Mixed & Mastered by Cian P (@1cianP)

Artwork by Barbara Schaefer (barbaraschaeferworks.com)

Anxious

Spotify

Anxious (Prod. Tülpa)

**official vid**

https://youtu.be/CwDBNYZpbos

ion think i got that much time left

spotify

everything (prod. ka$ey) *video in description*

i hate toothaches
Stream Everywhere: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kinfolkjon/rebound-feat-lil-xan--teven-cannon

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BETRAYED (BobbyJohnson)

nevermore

funeral fantasy

prod @4evrgone i jus added sum bass <3

found myself so thin
downing bottles again
I don't care what you did
just wanna distance myself

from the old bleeding well
from those posts seeking help
know I can't accept shit 
so just go on without me

just get on without me 
know it won't be harming 
know you won't be hurting 
from much that's been haunting me

and that's fine

leave it up to me 
let me fucking bleed 
let me stay 
x3 

it never really mattered anyway

it never really mattered anyway prod. 4evr

im back! decided to start making beats again...look out for not one but two minitapes on spotify sooner than you think :)

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feeling this way

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BONES - IfEverythingWasJustMakeBelieve (Prod. Drip-133)

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Mr FijiWiji - Im Alright

frame by frame

'Bread & Butterflies' Continues...

Written By teddybear & HUSH.
Performed By teddybear & HUSH. 
Produced By Joshua Heflinger 
Mixed & Mastered By Hudson Alexander 
Recorded By River16 Recording Studio & Hudson Alexander
Art By teddybear

@tddybrr
@joshuaheflinger
@bequietplease
@hudsonalexander

Memories Change

Lyrics

Memories Change ft. HUSH. (Prod. Joshua Heflinger)

"Masochist" from my newest EP, Lungs. Available now!

Production by @mrfijiwiji
Artwork by @samblanc

🌊🌊🌊

Pre-order on Vinyl: bit.ly/lungs_vinyl
Buy Matt Van Merch: bit.ly/mattvan_merch

LYRICS:

We can go pretty far
If you wanted
‘Cause I know it’s not your thing
To stay in one place, yeah
I can be what you want
I can be anything
As long as I’m not myself
I think I’ll be safe, yeah

What am I looking for
In this state between love and war
Am I chasing a chemical
That just leaves me wanting more
And is there a difference
Between truth and happiness
If ignorance is bliss
To the emotional masochist

Yeah, we can go pretty far
Yeah, we can go pretty far
We can go pretty far
If you wanted
‘Cause I know it’s not your thing
To stay in one place, yeah
I can be what you want
I can be anything
As long as I’m not in love
I think I’ll be safe

Yeah, we can go pretty far
We can go pretty far
Yeah, we can go pretty far
We can go pretty far

Yeah, we can go pretty far
We can go pretty far
Yeah, We can go pretty far
We can go pretty far

Yeah, we can go pretty far
Yeah, we can go pretty far

Yeah, we can go pretty far
We can go pretty far
Yeah, we can go pretty far
We can go pretty far

© 2018 Sedan Records
www.mattvanmusic.com

. : . : .

Lungs

Masochist (feat. Mr FijiWiji)

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you said we were anxious regardless

Bread & Butterflies Continues...

Written & Performed By teddybear 
Produced By Cian P
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered By Cian P
Art By teddybear

@1cianp
@tddybrr

Bread & Butterflies

Agnosia

Agnosia (Prod. Cian P)

prod. @4evrgone

I don't know who i am
i don't trust who you are
lately all i can do is pray to the stars
that this bleak observation of everything i see
might one day turnaround 
i need to get some fucking help

im fucking sick of myself 
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town
looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
im fucking sick of myself 

im fucking sick of myself
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing

sick of myself (prod. 4evr)

Lil Xan - Watch Me Fall

Nobody's Happy.

Lately

Official Music Video

this is jus for fun don't take it seriously <333

guitars @93feetofsmoke
prod @ghostrage 

Fuck a 9-5
That’s a grave shift
That’s ur girl huh
Why she naked :/
Say ur life sucks
then go and face it 
I’m not stuck up 
ur just rlly basic 

Nah I don’t rlly wanna work with y’all
Industry been studying they ass off
Poseidon wit tha way tht I dripwalk
Hit me up to ghost produce
u got me fucked up!!!!
Say less 
Cuz I’ve never paid attention 
Stop the subtweets 
lilbich get in my mentions 
Automatic where the static?
Drop a pin then 
Got the trunk up in the front
My life expensive 
Labels blowing up my line
Wait that’s ur bitch uhh :/ 
Seen u simping to the bank
You feel alright bruh???
I don’t care if you make beats 
don’t wanna link up (SMH!!!!)
How the fuck u 25
And shop at pacsun?!?!?
u did me wrong but we could still be friends 
ya we fck but wait im not ur mans
mix n match bich all designer brands
hit the stage imma need a couple bands

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IDC IF U MAKE BEATS!!!! omg (+ Ghostrage)

VIDEO ☞ https://misogi.lnk.to/lostboyvideo

BLOOD MOON UNDERWORLD
New album & merch out now
☞ http://misogi.lnk.to/BMU

LOSTBOY
Produced by MISOGI
Written by MISOGI & nothing,nowhere.
Performed by MISOGI & nothing,nowhere.
Mixed & mastered by Jumping Back Slash
Lyrics: http://misogi.lnk.to/lostboylyrics

FOLLOW MISOGI
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http://twitter.com/xxmisogi
http://facebook.com/misxgi

Blood Moon Underworld

Lostboy (feat. nothing,nowhere.)

Buy/stream BMU

AMY'S GRAVE

you should just ignore it

Bread & Butterflies Continues...

Written & Performed By teddybear (ig: tddybrr)
Featuring Teddy
Recorded By Ricky Anthony In 2016 & By Hudson Alexander In 2018
Production By Ricky Anthony, Hudson Alexander, Tülpa & Convenience
Executive Production By teddybear, Hudson Alexander & IOF
Mixed & Mastered By Hudson Alexander
Addition Vocals Sampled From Andy Kaufman’s Album “Andy And His Grandmother”

@tddybrr
@rickyanthony
@chilltulpa
@hudsonalexander
@user-323857486 (Convenience)
@iofmusic

Spearmint

Jake