heat

https://www.instagram.com/jdsguilt/
formerly shrapnel interlude
an adult talking to a kid

will you listen to yourself?
theres a voice in your head telling you what not to do again

will you get somebodys help? or will
you just bleed out like you always do because you’re on the fence

are you not embarrassed of yourself and what you bring around??
theres somebody that needs you to get home safe
are you not embarrassed of the people that you bring around??
do you even care about showing(saving) face..

would you even get it?
no you wouldnt
you couldnt ever focus on anything but yourself
you just an embarassment to me and your mom 
you make me wish we were fucking alone 

and i 

wanna spit up everytime i see you but I dont
do you ever notice the fucking eyerolls
or how we talk behind your back to all your aunts and uncles
we got 
jimmy doing smack and timmy blowing bubbles
and they’ll never be as bad as you
all because you gave us attitude

I dont care
i’m just like every1 else i’m so scared
but dont call me for comfort I wont pick up the phone
just like you left me. alone

shrapnel

fuck december, shout out my friends
guitar by ttthou 

I fear that i’m not too good at music
and its frustrating because I have eyes on me at all times

I get a little power and I might abuse it
so I do better, at the bottom, you understand why I try?
I try too hard at everything put a camera on me
and 
watch me switch from the boy I was about 5s ago

I try too little at everything that matters
like when you put hot water on cold glass

wallflower clip

if you told me a couple things what would It be?
if I could read into your mind what would I see?
back to a time where we were doing shit that mattered 
right before I dropped the ball and then it shattered
 
and 

do you remember when you asked if I would drink?
at 5am picking your orders up from peets 
i dont think you owe like anything to me,
I just keep thinking bout shit I shouldnt think 

a big fan of your new friends and your blue hair
we didnt get a prom though call it loose ends 
like do I want a girlfriend or a bestfriend
like do I want a front seat when the world ends 

like do I want a small break or to give up
or do I wanna chest pass 
or to mean something to you
I never mean nothing to you

and would you try to stay up to see the moon fall?
i’m the biggest faker, take my mask off
I wrote a couple few songs, but they’re all wrong
I try to turn my shortcomes into someones

how I’m scared to live and both die?
I aint never brawled but i’ll go fight
something in the stars make me feel right

https://www.instagram.com/52_jd/

fighters

prod rab


mainline
you called me at the same time i’m reaching for my phone
I wont pick up we’re on the same time
like like
no one knows but they all get it
its all said without a mention
somethings wrong here
you can feel it in my songs, hear

the things i think about I dont know where id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
the things i think about I dont know where id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you

she calls it off, shes like “ive had it, you’re a monster wreaking havoc, they were right. i’m not sure why I thought they lied..
like yeah we both fuck up but you got issues, I can’t be the one you misuse any longer
you can’t get any wronger”

and now you’re staring at your feet
because you gave it all you got
making lefts at every turn
doing shit you just should not
and every shot you get shot down
no emotion but a frown these days
you’re going down but hey

the things i think about I dunno whered id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
the things i think about I dunno whered id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you

doing just fine

yung lean - smirnoff ice [etai s0 cover]

originally for ANV8
https://ffm.to/pintm <- on streaming!
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wrapped in your ivy
poisonous to touch
i felt so damn tiny
it’s fine as long as you don’t judge

but you said it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing to me
it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing to me
it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing to me
it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing

something struck over me
the currents dragged me in
you kicked me out so to speak
my bruised beaten skin

but you said you don’t care, you don’t care about what i think
you don’t care, you don’t care about what i think
i won’t move a muscle, i won’t even blink
there’s always an issue, i feel like i’m sinking

but you said it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing to me
it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing to me
it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing to me
it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing

poison ivy (nothing to me) w/ quedronol

joe learns how to backflip [demo 5].mp3

high5 (prod. arcane + arkko)

Cold Friends (updated demo)

keep on dancing til da world end ;DD
produced using a barely functioning MSI GS65 Stealth Thin while lying on a blanket on the floor (my bed). another win for the broke ppl :strong:

till the world ends... (p2pink shit remix)

till the world ends... (ffccd0 shit remix)

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and i said whats up
what you been thinking
cos you been staring at that roof so long id swear its come alive
and she spoke nine words
and now were sinking
but i cant find it in myself to want to lie to keep this thing from going down

cos that girl took my heart
and i aint want it back
no
im laying down my cards

cos you said it meant nothing
and i shouldve kept my silence
but i guess im too attached to my own pride to let you know
that all these words meant nothing
and ive always been this heartless
and we were just having sex no i would never call it love
but love

oh no i think im catching feelings and i
dont know if this is empathy i feel just
hold on remember why you said this was the last time
woah
so i guess its
let die to let live

and whats good
when both choices ive got
have us staring down the barrel
to the bullets i cant stop
and so i stand off
like indecisions kevlar
till this fear of feeling stops and im done
but you

no i dont know how to forget you

cos that girl took my heart
and i aint want it back no
a bulletproof restart

oh no i think im catching feelings and i
dont know if this is empathy i feel just
hold on remember why you said this was the last time
woah
so i guess its
let die to let live

no i dont know how to forget you

/i am done feeling

i think you think too much of me

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You, Me, And This Brick Wall You Built Between Us

Let's All Laugh At The Duck

If I turned to you when the curtain dropped
Would it be clear to me that it fucked you up?
Never really knew how you took that stuff
Did the tears disappear or were your ducts taped shut

Keep your ears perked for my special knock
Overdue for the two days your room’s been locked
But I don’t have the pulse for heart-to-heart talks
Or the headspace to displace this mental block

That’s both of ours to own
But it called your skull home
While I willed mine hollow
Just screening your calls, set the service bar low

Blood for blood, what’s the difference
We were one, now we’re drifting
Shut me up, I’m just crazy
Who am I to do the saving?
Blood for blood, it’s been dripping
Deeper cut, shoddy stitching
What the fuck are we chasing
Swear it used to be the same thing

No use living well if it all leads up
to some tailored sleeves that you’re scared to tug
Thought I’d hear a sob as I packed my stuff
But the air was still as it ever was

Where have you been storing what you don’t say
Is there still no word on a release date
For all you’ve filtered out or tweaked away
Fine-tuned to inaudible frequencies

But I still listen close
Still moved by every tone
A sound I refuse to outgrow
Though it’s flickering out with each new candle blown

You and me are trouble
As kids we were told
That our luck would double
If we took our separate roads
Said I’d call you later
But I never do
Fire up the debate of 
Who has given up on who

Meredith - ihad2googlethedefinitionofclerval (Prod.fitz)

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