hey
old track from 2021/22
the goat @cherryrizla featuring
prod. @nevrfall
enjoy <3

lyrics:
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing myself as im older
finding myself now its over

i sit alone in a sea of the blood of my past lives
all nine died
dont wanna find out if i cried
do it again by the sunrise
torture, im living this torture
and nothing will come of it
i just get high for the fun of it
i cannot feel i am numb again
nothin ever does it like you do

i
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing my breath as i feel it
nothing is sweeter than closure

melting w/ cherryrizla (2022) [nevrfall]

seejay stinks and sent the open to too many people so here's the other version

seejayxo x kenny orlando - "moonlight" LEAK

prod tiedforsilver x flesh


tear my flesh apart and leave me rotting in the basement
stomp my fucking skull into the dark grey pavement
i am just a hollow shell a body not to lay with
i just wanna feel the love instead of always fakin

fake shit
i dont wanna take it no more
im vacant 
watch my vessel sink in the floor
self hatreds 
the only thing i feel any more
ill take it
just so you dont walk out the doooor

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown
we gon make it out now

we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout

i said what are u complainin bout
baby we could make it outta here without a hint of doubt
i think im infected and theyl never find an antidote
everything is golden in my eyes i think ur freakin out

and its really over nothing
ur overreacting
that was what youd tell me when id get in a rut

ill always let you have me
any day you ask me
even if ur nothing but a snake in the mud

we'll make it out of here, i promise

THE SONG OF THE SUMMER
WITH @ejcarrmusic
EP SOON

lyrics:

up three, down one 
soak in the fun 
couldn't catch it too fast 
something hidden in the grass 
thought i left it in the past 
but don't think that i can shake it 
use me for entertainment 
think i'm falling down the hill 
started fading out the thrill 
needing patience when i'm still

waking up 
guess it was 
plain to see 
through all the positives 
no shot you're taking this away

no shot you're taking this away

i lost enough, can i get another one?
i think im trying to hard to be the one
you know its hard when i always wanna run
i think i’ve finally had enough
of all the shit i take
my conscience can’t be
under all the weight
of half the people
in my day to day
i try to keep the
things you said
behind a lock and key, ‘cause

waking up 
guess it was 
plain to see 
through all the positives 
no shot you're taking this away

waving out of this one
save me from everyone
all within me
no shot you’re taking this away

its all the time i wonder
is all of this a blunder?
before the lightning; thunder
you strike me over and over

there’s no shot, there’s no shot 
(its all the time i wonder)
there’s no shot, there’s no shot 
(is all of this a blunder?)
there’s no shot, there’s no shot 
(before the lightning; thunder)
there’s no shot, there’s no shot 
(you strike me over and over)

waking up 
guess it was 
plain to see 
through all the positives 
no shot you're taking this away

waving out of this one
save me from everyone
all within me
no shot you’re taking this away

no shot w/ evan carr [immortal x perish]

spotify & apple!

prod. lil divine

caught up in someone you were in the past
why did u change i wish we could go back
seventeen days with no marks on my neck
from bleeding internally choking to death

choke on my words as i stumble around
somebody help me im scared i might drown
im scared ill never make it outta town
before rain causes bodies to melt to the ground

im understandably just terrified
whyd you fuckin lie
whyd you tell me that you love me look me in my eyes

say it like you mean it cuz my thoughts are getting hazy
tell me that you hate me
tell me ả̸̢̝͜m̷̡͔̈́ ̴̘̿̂̕i̴̝̻̐ ̴̢̭̟͘c̵̢͓͕̓͗ŗ̴͙̮͊̄a̷̱͑͌́z̴͉̭͍̏̉͑ý̵͉̭̓?̴̜̀͠

internal

(prod. malloy x jkei)
feat @notaheroo

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

staring at my ceiling
6am dawn is coming
i was awake all night
fighting my demons on sight
codeine got me tripping
i remember this feeling
addictive to the sedatives
in pain so i need this 

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

im not used to being sober
was fed my pills
i was drinking till the sun up
i didnt know whats real
but now its over
i didnt know my love
its all my fault coz
its my own grave i dig

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

just warm me up cuz ur my heater
n i don’t got nothing except the music from my speakers
this fireball burning i need something little sweeter
would u keep me alive or will u turn me to a tweaker
diamonds in her eyes just like the ones i put on my belt
i pray that you’ll still love my heart after all the ice melts
i fucked up way to much to put the blame on someone else
but this shit made me tho
she said i’m acting like a child said u crazy hoe
there’s nothing child-like bout me pushing up daisies hoe
i swear to God that when i’m dead 
that’s the only time i’ll be able to get fuckin rest
maybe i should go to bed
i think imma work instead
pressure breaking down
feel like needles in my fucking head
i just wanna have a good time n u know this
i feel the energy just disturbing my solace

sedatives (w/ notahero) (malloy x jkei)

@greenwood2000
red lights from the embers
hard to forget when it's hard to remember

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/greenwood2000/south-florida-pain-clinic

greenwood - south florida pain clinic (silencedgrave flip)

move slow ft. VITO (prod. vito x hundro x fitz)

(LuvFlorent)
And I’m 
Feeling down 
I need you now 
Around my belt 
So I 
Just drive around 
And listen to the street sounds 
Around our town 

4 am 
With the lights out 
Need you then 
Still you right now 
Double cup 
With the ice out 
Fuck me up 
I’ll fuck you right now 
Aye 
Pills in the cup till I’m throwing up 
Aye I’m always in the cut showing extra love 
I got mud in the bucket while I’m pouring up 
I can’t feel a single thing off this Zoloft 

Cocaine Red 
Coming out of ur nostrils 
You say that 
I’m the asshole 
Scratch what I said 
I want you and that’s final 
Can we just pretend 
And cut me deep in every vital

(AliveTonight)
bitch i might overdose cause ion wanna be awake
if ion wake up anymore throw my body in a lake
ion wanna feel at all if i gotta feel like shit
ion wanna fuck at all i just wanna slit my fucking wrists
momma said drinkin's fucking with my brain
i should lay down the bottle it won't heal my fuckin pain
but
it helps me forget about it
i won't feel all of the pain if ion think about it

i quit alcohol
i do it all for my baby
in this hopeless world
she was the only one to save me
but she's been gone for three years now
i won't let anybody else wipe my tears now

and im
stuck on you
i hope you know that till the end of time ill wait for you

and i
hope you're alright
i hope you'll cross my path again sometime
sometime, oh

Luvflorent & AliveTonight - Sometime (Prod.Secre x ChrisMarek)

~2300~

@universalchill

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Afraid and alone
You thought that he’d show 
No
Everywhere that you go
All alone
Tracks in the snow
Low
Guiding me home
Follow you
The light from the moon
The way you move
Show me a new shade of blue 
I never knew
A heart that’s so true
Afraid to lose

[Verse]
Won’t leave with party favors
So many gimmicks later
The point’s to feel like you’re loved 
That thought should never waiver 
They strung you so high above
The world looked so much greater 
You felt as light as paper
Came crashing down without a sound 
Head’s been in the clouds
Forgot life on the ground
No one’s still around
Woke up on the couch
Sour taste in your mouth
You can’t remember it now
What you were dreaming about

[Bridge]
Build me up into something real 
Build me up into something real 
Build me up into something real 
Build me up into something real

[Chorus]
Afraid and alone
You thought that he’d show No
Everywhere that you go
All alone
Tracks in the snow
Low
Guiding me home
Follow you
The light from the moon
The way you move
Show me a new shade of blue 
I never knew
A heart that’s so true
Afraid to lose

afraid, alone w/ sad chill

lyrics
n im not happy at all
but she gonna keep me from falling apart
im talking to myself but i see a face on the wall
does someone else do my job
n i just cry at a photo
n im just feeling it all at once
i just feel it all too much
look what its done to me
look what youve done for me
look what youve done to me
made me feel better now

n i watch the storm pass clouds fly by i can see u
smiling, shining
look how u did so well
n the day that i go
will be the day that u go
n girl im broken i dont have a purpose
i wrote a song for u
u said that u heard it before
but baby this ones new n i just wrote it tonight
i kno they all sound the same to u
id give a piece of my brain for u
u kno i try to hold u tight when the night comes
kno i feel u in my bones n my weak lungs

u can find me ill be in the underground
n i been working one day they gonna sing the sounds i make for u
bury me inside a grave thats made for two

n i watch the storm pass clouds fly by i can see u
smiling, shining
look how u did so well
n the day that i go
will be the day that u go
n girl im broken i dont have a purpose
i wrote a song for u
u said that u heard it before
but baby this ones new n i just wrote it tonight
i kno they all sound the same to u
id give a piece of my brain for u
u kno i try to hold u tight when the night comes
kno i feel u in my bones n my weak lungs

u be crying laying next to me
while im nodding off
ill be getting money soon
but im not enough
u say that i talk too much
yea i kno that
n even tho the suns shining bright
im still in all black
now u crying u just laying in my lap
i tell u its gonna be okay when i get back
im tryna say i love u i could do without the jab
n life makes me feel better but i know that its a trap

as i watch the storm pass (p. jacob vallen)

mentally deranged music for sad happy people

move slow ft. VITO (prod. vito x hundro x fitz)

It’s Fitz

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