Gothic |  Emo | Metal

"I’LL BE WAITING FOR YOU" — a dark, fresh take that rides heavy on atmosphere and emotion.

Written by - Ilana- Robert Smith
Artist - Ilana
Producer LaNoir

A special thanks to @thecureofficial, and especially Robert Smith, for inspiring part of this new version. We had a blast working with fragments from one of our all-time favorite songs, reimagining its essence in a completely new sonic jacket.

This is both homage and evolution. Let the bass take you there. 💀🔊

The Edge of Silence

I’LL BE WAITING FOR YOU

Pirates Anthem

📢 Fixed Records Announcement

We’re proud to announce the new Falloutt official SoundCloud account.

Together with Ilana, Falloutt is being developed further into its own unique niche — a dark fusion of emorock, metalcore, and gothcore.

Check it out and stay tuned for more upcoming releases. A brand-new website is also being built as we speak.



Written by Ilana
SoundEngeneer LaNoir

FixedRecords | Falloutt

The First Time I Knew

I WAS GONNA STAY ON MY OWN
FINALLY,
I'VE COME TO MY SENSES
I CAN FEEL IT BACK ON THE TONE
MAYBE I FORGOT TO MENTION

I'VE BEEN KNOWN TO OVERTHINK LIFE
SPEND THE TIME PAINTING MY WORLD BLUE
HEARD YOU'RE QUITE THE ROMANTIC TYPE
BABY, I SHOULD JUST BE MORE LIKE YOU
'CAUSE I HAVE SEEN THE FUTURE
IT'S YOU AND ME
GIRL, I DON'T WANNA HURT YOU
IT'S QUITE THE OPPOSITE
NOW I'VE GOT YOU LOCKED IN MY MIND
THINK ABOUT THE FIRST TIME YOU KISSED ME
YESTERDAY WE TALKED FOR SOME TIME
AND YOU TOLD ME HOW MUCH YOU MISS ME
I THINK YOU'RE IN A FALL OF SOME SORT
YOU COULD CALL IT LOVE IF YOU WANT TO
TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL, KEEP IT SHORT
I DON'T THINK THERE'S ANYTHING WE CAN'T DO

WHEN YOU CALLED
YOUR VOICE WAS SO GRAVE
I KNEW IT WOULD BE
THE LAST TIME WE SPOKE

YOU SAID SOMETHING I COULDN'T BEAR
TO HEAR WITH MY OWN EARS
THE LAST TIME WE SPOKE
IT SHATTERED EVERYTHING WE BUILT THROUGH THE YEARS

'CAUSE I HAVE SEEN THE FUTURE
IT'S YOU AND ME
GIRL, I DON'T WANNA HURT YOU
IT'S QUITE THE OPPOSITE
AND I WAS BUILT TO PLEASE
UPSIDE-DOWN AND INSIDE-OUT
IT'S NOT LIKE THAT'S YOUR PIECE
TELL ME THAT YOU WANT ME, BABY
I MIGHT NOT AGREE
I DON'T WANNA LEAVE
I FIND IT HARD TO THINK NOW

'CAUSE I HAVE SEEN THE FUTURE
IT'S YOU AND ME
GIRL, I DON'T WANNA HURT YOU
IT'S QUITE THE OPPOSITE
NOTHING HURTS
LIKE SOMEONE WHO KNOWS
EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU
LEAVING YOU BEHIND
AND IT'S A HARD TIME TRYING TO GET THROUGH
ALL THE DAYS THAT DRAG ON, THINKING ABOUT YOU

I’VE SEEN THE FUTURE

AND IT’S STILL… YOU AND ME

Fallout live

The First Time I Knew

📢 Fixed Records Announcement

We’re proud to announce the new Falloutt official SoundCloud account.

Together with Ilana, Falloutt is being developed further into its own unique niche — a dark fusion of emorock, metalcore, and gothcore.

Check it out and stay tuned for more upcoming releases. A brand-new website is also being built as we speak.

FixedRecords | Falloutt

Written by Ilana
Performed - Ilana - Fallout
SoundEngeneer/Producer LaNoir

Trusted Ruins

I FEEL LIKE AN EXIBITH IN YOUR PRIVATE HELL
A FRAGMENT, A SHELL, NO ONE CAN TELL
YOU COLLECTED ME LIKE A BROKEN BONE
AND LEFT ME TO BLEED IN A ROOM ALONE

I MUST HAVE BLACKED OUT
I LOST MYSELF
SHE CROSSED INTO FIRE, LEFT NOTHING ELSE
AND WORST OF ALL… I TRUSTED YOU
WITH KIND EYES THAT CUT ME THROUGH


YOU HEARD MY WORDS BUT NEVER MY VOICE
SILENCE WAS YOUR FAVORITE CHOICE
SCREAMING TILL MY THROAT WAS BLEEDING
BUT YOU JUST STOOD THERE
STILL, NOT SEEING


I TRUSTED YOU
I TRUSTED YOU
KIND EYES TURNED TO EMPTY GLASS
I TRUSTED YOU
AND WATCHED MY FUTURE COLLAPSE

I TRUSTED YOU
 AND I CAN’T BELIEVE I TRUSTED YOU

SCREAMS LIKE STRANGERS
I WANDERED OFF TO A REALM OF ASH
EVERY PROMISE—BROKEN GLASS

I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING, YOU WORE MY SKIN
BUT YOU NEVER LET THE LIGHT WITHIN
YOU PRAYED LIKE FAITH COULD SAVE THE FLAME
BUT LEFT ME TO CARRY ALL THE BLAME

I MUST HAVE BLACKED OUT
I LOST CONTROL
I FED YOU PIECES OF MY SOUL
AND WORST OF ALL, I TRUSTED YOU
YOUR KIND EYES NEVER SAW ME TRUE


I TRUSTED YOU
THE VOID BETWEEN YOUR LIES
I TRUSTED YOU
NOW I’M DEAD BEHIND THESE EYES

I TRUSTED YOU

I TRUSTED YOU


AND I CANT BELIEVE I TRUSTED YOU

THE KIND EYES WATCH ME FROM THE VOID
EVERY TRUSTED WORD DESTROYED
SHE WALKED INTO THE FIRE, DIDN’T LOOK BACK
LEFT ME DYING ON A BLOOD-STAINED TRACK


I TRUSTED YOU
AND I WON’T FORGIVE
I TRUSTED YOU
TO TEACH ME HOW TO LIVE

BUT ALL I FOUND WAS RUINS, DEAD AND COLD
I TRUSTED YOU
NOW I’M TAKING CONTROL


I TRUSTED YOU  I TRUSTED YOU  I TRUSTED YOU


AND I CAN’T BELIEVE I TRUSTED YOU

FOREVER

Trusted Ruins

Written by - Ilana
SoundEngeneer - LaNoir
Performer Fallout live

🎸✨
Taking advantage of the sitturation. For the birthdays, for the holidays, for those nights when music and friendship mean more than words can say. With the mics allready setup, we kept the amps warm, and we recorded a little extra.

Music has always been more than just sound for us — it’s memory, it’s family, it’s fire.
So when moments like these come around, we don’t just play — we capture try to them.

This is  FREE download - This is a FREE download

Happy Birthday  — let it ring loud.”🎶
Happy Birthday


WHEN YOU GET OLDER, WISER, BRAVER
WILL YOU REMEMBER ALL THE CRAZY NIGHTS WE MADE TOGETHER?
LAUGHIN’ LIKE FIRE, BURNIN’ BRIGHTER
LONGING FOR THE DAYS THAT BUILT OUR STORY, YEAR BY YEAR
AND WE’RE STILL HERE

KOM OP

KOM OP

SO LIGHT ‘EM IF YOU GOT ‘EM, ‘CAUSE TONIGHT’S YOUR NIGHT
ALL I EVER WANTED WAS YOU BY MY SIDE
WE MAY NEVER GET TO HEAVEN, BUT I SWEAR SOMEHOW
LET’S RAISE A GLASS RIGHT NOW

TO ALL THE YEARS I’VE SPENT WITH YOU, OH
EVERY MOMENT, IT STILL FEELS NEW, OH
ALL THE LAUGHTER WE MADE, THE DREAMS WE GREW, OH
AFTER EVERYTHING, I STILL TOAST TO YOU
OH-OH
OH, I STILL TOAST TO YOU
OH-OH
BABY, HERE’S TO YOU — HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

WISH THAT I COULD FREEZE EVERY CELEBRATION
KEEP THIS MEMORY LOCKED INSIDE A CONSTELLATION
HOLD THIS NIGHT, DON’T EVER LOSE THE PATIENCE
LIFE IS BETTER KNOWING WE’RE STILL SHARING ALL THE TIME
AND YOU’RE STILL MINE (MY FRIEND, MY LIGHT)

SO LIGHT ‘EM IF YOU GOT ‘EM, ‘CAUSE TONIGHT’S YOUR NIGHT
ALL I EVER WANTED WAS YOU BY MY SIDE
WE MAY NEVER GET TO HEAVEN, BUT I SWEAR SOMEHOW
LET’S RAISE A GLASS RIGHT NOW

TO ALL THE YEARS I’VE SPENT WITH YOU, OH
EVERY MOMENT, IT STILL FEELS NEW, OH
ALL THE LAUGHTER WE MADE, THE DREAMS WE GREW, OH
AFTER EVERYTHING, I STILL TOAST TO YOU
OH-OH
OH, I STILL TOAST TO YOU
OH-OH


HERE’S TO YOU — HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HERE’S TO YOU
HERE’S TO YOU
WHOA, WHOA, WHOA

LET’S RAISE A GLASS OR TWO

TO ALL THE YEARS I’VE SPENT WITH YOU, OH (HERE’S TO YOU)
EVERY MOMENT, IT STILL FEELS NEW, OH (HERE’S TO YOU)
ALL THE LAUGHTER WE MADE, THE DREAMS WE GREW, OH
AFTER EVERYTHING, I STILL TOAST TO YOU
OH-OH
OH, I STILL TOAST TO YOU
OH-OH


HERE’S TO YOU — HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

KOM OP !!

OOH
OOH
OOH

GEFELICITEERD

GEFELICITEERD VAN ONS

Happy Birthday jan

Happy Birthday - Free DOWNLOAD

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m40Lni6eXLE

Written by - Ilana
Lead vocals -Ilana
Performed by - Fallout
SoundEngeneer - LaNoir
Producer - LaNoir

So Far, Still Yours 


Where are you
Where am I


Twelve cities, thirty-one ghosts
My shadow walks when I need you most
Under neon, with a bleeding rose
And no one here knows


Your name
Still cuts
Like church glass
In my gut


I kissed your echo in the flood
Built my pain on temple mud
She held my hand, but it wasn't enough
I crave your rage 
Your twisted love


So far away
But I scream your name through razors
So far away
You haunt my voice like prayers
Still yours
Still yours
Still yours



I bought us a lock in Paris rain
Tied it to love, it snapped in pain
The river watched, unmoved, insane
Now all that's left is your stain

Now all that's left is your stain
I breathe you in

I breathe you in
With broken ribs
You’re inked on me
Where love once lived


So far away
But you bloom in every breakdown
So far away
You're the ghost I let drown
Still yours
Still yours
Still

In just one day
We tore the sky
In just one breath
I said goodbye
Now I’m

still here

Still here

Ruins We Still Worship

So Far, Still Yours

What you're hearing is a very famous piano — a special drum kit for the ones who notice it. Imagine that.

This is a small manifesto, directly to the one girl, from us, by me.

Dear girl, stop this nonsense. I know you can read.
The war is imminent. It shouldn’t be.
Let’s just imagine that, shall we?

As one famous Artist one said: stand by me

Written by - Ilana
SoundEngeneer - LaNoir
Performing Artisits Fallout

Where Does Justice go ...When it Runs

TICK-CLICK, CLIP THE WIRE
SHE SPOKE IN SPIRALS, NOT IN FIRE

DO I LOOK LIKE I PLOT, LIKE I PLAN, LIKE I PRAY?
EVERY CRACK IN YOUR CALM GAVE YOU AWAY
SNAPPED BREATH, TIGHT TEETH,
YOU STITCHED BELIEF IN SEAMS BENEATH

TETHERED TRUTHS IN STITCHED LEATHER LIES
KISS THE CROWN WHILE THE COUNTRY DIES
YOU BLINK AND THE LAW'S ALREADY ASH—
YOU FLINCH AND THE FUSE MAKES ITS DASH

STAGGER-STEP, TONGUE-TIED, FLICKER FUSE, FRAY THE THREAD
BLUEPRINTS BURN IN SEQUENCE, GIRL, JUSTICE ISN’T FED
YOU TRACE THE INK LIKE SCRIPTURE, DEAR,
BUT THE PAPER SCREAMS INSTEAD

YOU SAY “WE GOVERN OURSELVES,” BUT YOU FLINCH WHEN IT SHAKES
STILL CHOKING ON VOTES AND BALLOT MISTAKES
SHE SINGS LIKE A SERVANT, BUT DROWNS LIKE A KING
WHILE I LAUGH WITH THE MATCH AND THE GASOLINE

PLANS ARE PRISONS WITH PAINTED DOORS
YOU PACE THE HALLS, I PEEL THE FLOORS
EVERY RULE YOU WRAP AROUND YOUR THROAT
IS JUST ANOTHER OATH I WROTE… TO CHOKE

HE’S JUST A B*M…
THE BLISS HE WANTS IS FREEDOM
BUT FREEDOM FEEDS ON FLAME, NOT FAME
AND JUSTICE LIMPS WITHOUT A NAME

I’M NOT A SCHEMER
I’M THE GLITCH
THE ONE WHO BURNS THE BLUEPRINT,
STITCHES CHAOS WITH A SWITCH
AND YOU, SWEET ANARCHIST,
STILL LICKING STAMPS FOR PEACE
WHILE I—
I WRITE MY WORDS IN GREAS

YOU ASKED A QUESTION, GIRL...
WHISPER ONE RULE, I’LL UNRAVEL THREE
YOU BUILT A WALL; I BECAME THE KEY
SPEAK SLOW, GIRL, OR DON’T SPEAK AT ALL—
SOME SCRIPTS WERE MEANT TO FALL

I’M NOT A SCHEMER
I’M THE GLITCH
THE ONE WHO BURNS THE BLUEPRINT,
STITCHES CHAOS WITH A SWITCH
AND YOU, SWEET ANARCHIST,
STILL LICKING STAMPS FOR PEACE
WHILE I—
I WRITE MY WORDS IN GREAS
GOOD BLOOD, BAD BLOOD, KISS ME IN THE WRECK
RED LEATHER SINS, YELLOW SCARS ON YOUR NECK
SAY IT ONCE, SAY IT CLEAR, SAY IT FOR THE DEAD—
WE BLED FOR A PROMISE THEY REWROTE IN RED

I’M THE GLITCH
THE ONE WHO BURNS THE BLUEPRINT,
STITCHES CHAOS WITH A SWITCH

AND YOU, SWEET ANARCHIST,
STILL LICKING STAMPS FOR PEACE
WHILE I—

IN LIPSTICK AND RESISTANCE
TELL ME, GIRL—DO YOU STILL CALL THAT FREEDOM?

I SAW YOU AS MY TEASE

I ASK YOU...

WHERE DOES JUSTICE GO WHEN IT RUNS?

Where Does Justice go ...When it Runs

📢 Fixed Records Announcement lets like and follow and get to 5 miljion subscribers, We’re one click away from 5M  streams. - its either that or we will start making polka. we get paid by stream, let stop our mom asking if this is a "real paying job"

🎶 Fallout News

We’re thrilled to announce that Fallout now has its own official SoundCloud account!

Together with Ilana, we’re taking the Euro-band Fallout further into its dark fusion niche — Emo-Rock, Metal-Rock, and Gothic — blending raw emotion with energy that actually hits.

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