Ruth Langmore – I Don't Belong (but I'm still here) v. Blues Rock – Ozark..VERY BAD GIRL!  From the Netflix series Ozark. My favorite character!

Verse 1
I grew up with the river mud, Ozark blood in my veins
Daddy taught me how to fight, but he never taught me shame
Trailer walls too thin to hide the thunder when he’d roar
So I learned to wear my armor before I knew what it was for

Pre-Chorus
They said I was trash, I’d never rise above
But I built my own fire out of ashes and love

Chorus
I don’t belong in your country clubs
I don’t belong in your boardroom suits
I don’t belong in your clean white lies
But I still belong to the truth

You can break me down, you can lock that door
But you’ll hear my voice forever more
I don’t belong, but I’m still here
Ruth Langmore

Verse 2
Books I stole from the library, words they never taught in school
Every page I read was gasoline on a spark they couldn’t rule
Men with guns and southern drawls, money washed in blood and fear
But I kept my backbone steady, ‘cause quitting ain’t in gear

Pre-Chorus]
They said I was cursed, but I rewrote the lines
Turned my pain into bullets, turned my scars into signs

Chorus
I don’t belong in your country clubs
I don’t belong in your boardroom suits
I don’t belong in your clean white lies
But I still belong to the truth

You can break me down, you can lock that door
But you’ll hear my voice forever more
I don’t belong, but I’m still here
Ruth Langmore

Bridge
Raise a glass for the ones they doubt
Raise a fist for the ones locked out
We are the storm that they can’t ignore
We are the Ruths, we are the roar

Final Chorus / Outro
I don’t belong in your country clubs
I don’t belong in your boardroom suits
But I belong to the fight I choose
And I belong to the truth

You can write me off, but I wrote this song
I’ve been the underdog all along
I don’t belong, but I’m still here
Ruth Langmore

I Don’t Belong (Ruth Langmore from Ozark) v  Blues – VERY BAD GIRL!

“THE DARK SIDE”

Verse

I see your face in broken glass
Memories burn and never pass
Tried to run, but I still fall
No escape behind these walls

I bite my tongue to kill the scream
Hold it back inside this dream
Every breath a loaded gun
Fighting battles I never won

Chorus

On the dark side — I’m still breathing
On the dark side — I’m not leaving
No light, just fire inside
I break, I bleed — but I survive
The dark side — it’s mine tonight

Verse 

I wear these scars like armor plates
Every cut — another weight
Tried to smile, but it’s a lie
Hollow heart and bloodshot eyes

I’m not lost — I’m just awake
Pull me under, let me break
All this pain I hold too tight
Still I stand and still I fight

Chorus

On the dark side — I’m still breathing
On the dark side — I’m not leaving
No light, just fire inside
I break, I bleed — but I survive
The dark side — it’s mine tonight

Bridge

This pain is mine — I wear it well
No one gets saved — welcome to hell
Feed the fire, let it grow
Lose control — let it show

Final Chorus

On the dark side — I’m still breathing
On the dark side — I’m not leaving
No light, just fire inside
I break, I bleed — but I survive
The dark side — it’s mine tonight

Outro

It’s mine tonight…

The Dark Side

Please Forgive Me

I Will Always Return

Soft emotional love uplifting Soulful feel
For my Uncle 
Lived a life to 94

My Uncle,
my uncle 
Theodosi
Ninety-four
What your eyes have seen, 
The life you lived.
Only you know.

How do I remember,
The first time 
When I came,
To Greece, and saw you
and Others again.
You worked nights,
and I didn't know 
That you were home, 
And that you were sleeping.

Oh, my Uncle.
My Uncle Theodosi
Lived to ninety-four
What your eyes have seen, 
Only you, 
[only you], know. 

What are you doing there ?
( you told me ) .
I worked last night, 
( you told us )
I didn't know, you were inside,
Asleep. 
Me, my mind
was on a girl.
The laughter [laughter]
( i always remember it, that day )
Like it was just yesterday.

I came the second time.
It was only for a short while.
I remember you took me 
Upstairs ,
Upstairs to the second floor of your house.
There we had 
We had a cigar together ,
And how I coughed [ cough ] [ cough ]

Oh, how i remembered it.
My uncle, ninety-four
What Your eyes have seen, 
You lived a life only you know.

Many years passed , 
And I came again ,
To see you.
In two thousand and twelve
August the 18.
I still have the 
Photograph, I took of you .
The Video.
Where You tap your knees,
With the palm of your hands, 
And you played a little tune for me.

Oh, my uncle ,
I didn't get to 
see you again [cry]

Always in my Thoughts.
My uncle ,
Always Always [sigh].
When I come again ,
A candle , a candle, 
I will light ,
For you 
[for you].

[Given By God] 
Your name 

Given by God

Theodosi (The English Version )

Written by Ilana
Genre - Dubstep
Composed by - LaNoir
Label - FixedRecords

Dedicated to: Samuel “Sam” Hervey (the day of the vulnerable)

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Where the Light Still Waits

A Million Miles Away (Fading Light)

Halloween

"Deep, slow-burning ritual house in a bowl of granular bass. Cinematic, sensual, and hypnotic from start to finish."

Flicker Switch

So we’re going to slow down COMPLETELY after the release of THE DARK SIDE

The song “MAKE IT RIGHT” is about breaking free from perfectionism and self-doubt. It reflects a journey toward self-acceptance, realizing that true strength comes from embracing imperfection. Instead of chasing approval or flawless performance, we should learn to live authentically — finding peace, confidence, and freedom in simply being ourselves.

LYRIC

Intro

I tried to walk a line that’s straight,
Always perfect, never late.
But the cracks inside still show,
Guess the rules won’t help me grow.

Verse

Counting every step I take,
Worried ‘bout the moves I make.
But the harder I pretend,
The less I know where I begin.

Pre-Chorus

I don’t need a flawless disguise,
I’ll let the real me rise.

Chorus 

I don’t have to make it right,
I just gotta live my life.
All the pressure falls away,
I’m enough, I’ll be okay.
I don’t have to make it right,
Being me is worth the fight.

Verse

Tired of wearing someone’s face,
Running in a losing race.
Now I see the truth is clear,
What I need is already here.

Pre-Chorus 

I won’t let the moment pass me by,
This is who I am inside.

Chorus

I don’t have to make it right,
I just gotta live my life.
All the pressure falls away,
I’m enough, I’ll be okay.
I don’t have to make it right,
Being me is worth the fight.

Bridge

Every scar has told my name,
Every fault is not a shame.
Perfect’s just a losing game,
But I won’t play it.

Final Chorus 

I don’t have to make it right,
I just gotta live my life.
All the pressure falls away,
I’m enough, I’ll be okay.
I don’t have to make it right,
Being me is worth the fight.

Outro

 “I’m enough, I’m enough”

Make it right

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