SNUB NOSE W/ LVST [PROD. ILYAH]

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violence to silence and strawberry wine hits like
sirens that dont stop all night when you cry
 and i know your somewhere but somewhere is nowhere
i dont think that ill ever find

youll never tell me im right
youll never br by my said again
if heavens somewhere defined 
ill keep looking  till the very end

its all just a card game where you cant pick your suit
and depression is a biotch and shes coming for you
remember its  all a card game where youll die if you loose
so keep and eye on your figure i hate myself too

i see myself waiting the sun never came
when summers in session you cant drown your pain
i feel your addiction its eating my brain
with solace destruction comes life without pain

and i know youre somewhere but are you someone ?
youre a solid distraction words loaded like guns
so peel off my skin and make art with my lungs
and post me online you can show everyone

its all just a card game where you cant pick your suit
and depression is a biotch and shes coming for you
remember its  all a card game where youll die if you loose
so keep and eye on your figure i hate myself too

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strawberry wine

LONG WAY DOWN

I’ll wash away what’s left to haunt me, can’t stop me
I’ve felt the same since you stopped talking, ever so daunting
The past 3 years I ruminated and I didn’t know what I’d do
But finally I’ve contemplated that I can’t hold on to you

I want you to know that
I cannot escape this
I’ve tried for so long and
I’m losing my patience
No point in running away
I’ll face this shit everyday
I know I must make a change
I’ll put an end to this pain

I’ll wash away what’s left to haunt me, can’t stop me
I’ve felt the same since you stopped talking, ever so daunting
The past 3 years I ruminated and I didn’t know what I’d do
But finally I’ve contemplated that I can’t hold on to you

I CAN'T HOLD ON TO YOU (PROD. GUWAZNY)

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i watched her fall right down the rabbit hole now
i watched her run into the maddest smile

theres caterpillars crawling down your throat
and they dont hear you screaming they dont hear a note
and its getting real now
thats the voice that youre hearing out loud

and they sing

tell me tell me  whyd you come around
i bet youre fucking fake, plastic and bound
i see the sickness inside you
i wanna wipe that look clean off your face
and she says
tell me tell me where the fuck i am
youre not supposed to talk and i dont understand
you cant be fucking real
ive gone completely and utterly mad

i think im unwell, isnt it funny how quickly perspectives can change
and you dont know anything about me neither do i
then that cat comes around with his smile
and he says
you will never know just what you are 
are we underground or maybe on mars?
all the trees here are purple and everything talks
but it sure beats the padded walls and all the locks

tell me tell me  whyd you come around
i bet youre fucking fake, plastic and bound
i see the sickness inside you
i wanna wipe that look clean off your face
and she says
tell me tell me where the fuck i am
youre not supposed to talk and i dont understand
you cant be fucking real
ive gone completely and utterly mad

DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE

Lyriczz 

I’m alone Innit
And Every other tear is a waste cuh it takes a millisecond for tht droplet to drop n Thts another millisecond tht I’m never getting back Innit. 
Crying’s worth it sometimes, I gotta let it out.

But ur a man now pezz, wht u sulking about? bruv u got two legs Whts that hopping about?
I see roaming around 
Wiv a zoot in your mouth 
Even though ur pranging out 
Boy better go back to ur house
But I can’t see shit das I gouged out my eyes 
Yeah Smart move pezz, 
guess tht means no more crying  
Lol

…
Now I’m sitting inside my gaff
Wiv no mind 3am is the time 
Girl I really wanna kill u for cursing this guy
Damn.

No rest for you 

Its getting worse 
I’m seeing purple when it’s not there 
From the walls, It keeps on dripping 
“You’re gonna be a simp”
If I’m not careful 
Fuck it’s hurting way too much

Sorry that was a bad idea
I wanna smear her blood on the walls
And spell I love you 
Tear out all her coloured hair
Jus Make her cry so I can laugh
Okay, but I’m in love 
That’s typical 
Don’t you think you’ve hurt me enough

Keep contact minimal 
Vacate 
Dasomit (Pezz) dunkno ur love conditional  
Fake love 
Say I love you again I dare you 
I love you

Uh oh Why u so aggressive wid it 
I ain’t used to this

See das you loved her too
Shut the fuck up
Don’t you think you’ve said enough

Blood on da Wallzz

If you give up on me
I’ll kill you
I’ll kill you 

You are my weapon 
Let me wield you
My shield, you are too 

You can keep your assumptions
I’m not an alcoholic 
The summer just affects me

So keep all your comments to yourself
Cos I hate everybody 
But you are something else 

I don’t have no remorses
Cos I’m a psychopath 
So you won’t find no smile
behind this mask 

and I’m so edgy 
If you cry I’ll laugh at you 
Gore pics my revenue 
If only mum knew 

So you really want a break?
Well I been off my face and
This pointless conversation 
Is getting to my head

I don’t know what to say
So catch me in my grave soon
This callous ponderation
Is scaring me to death 

I was lying when I said I loved you 

(Thrive off disrespect)
I’ll spit you out after I’ve chewed 

Cos you are lesser
You are my pawn
And I am your king 

I have depression 
So feel sorry for me
Here’s all my excuses 

If You watched my porn 
It would make you feel nauseous 
That blade I was caught with 
Has gone missing 

You can keep your assumptions
I’m not an alcoholic
The summer just affects me
Like Nicolas cage 
I’m leaving Las Vegas
I won’t stop drinking till I’m dead

I don’t have no remorses
Cos I’m a psychopath 
So you won’t find no smile
behind this mask 

and I’m so edgy 
If you cry I’ll laugh at you 
Gore pics my revenue 
If only mum knew 

So you really want a break?
Well I been off my face and
This pointless conversation 
Is getting to my head

I don’t know what to say
So catch me in my grave soon
This callous ponderation
Is scaring me to death

Crocodile Tearzz

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I carry y’all on my back
Lemme summon a fuck ima give to you rats 
Did you forget bout your dad
Twenty something yet so many born from my sack

Ok i’m in 
Piling up the bodies
The breeze cold 
Send me shivers, let the pinnacle freeze
Ok i’m in
I just got a edgy degree, rapping bout some fantasies
Like killing a priest

Rip the nerves out of his shell
Eviscerate a bitch
Pull up , whip a pistol 
Raise your tone, you go down 
Don’t peep behind yo back
I be disemboweling victims
Pull up with a missile, blow ur town 
Fuck these clown bitches

iI carry y’all on my back
Lemme summon a fuck ima give to you rats
God i can’t relax
Stuck till the world collapse

Keep a blade down in my ksubis why my pants hang low
Pipe down stupid mortal or your ass get folded 
With eyes made for agonizing, i’m slicing the inner thigh 
Why you looking white, lemme end your life
Stains the color ruby on my all black clothes
Brain splatters like in movies ima crush them bones
With eyes made for agonizing, i’m slicing the inner thigh 
Why you looking white, lemme end your life

Bear a hole deep in the torso
Tiptoe on a thin rope
Searching for a feeling, can’t let go the damn dope
Penrose stairs, walking my rickies on ten toes
Still feeling dizzy, but fuck it im free like femto

Ok i’m in 
Piling up the bodies
The breeze cold 
Send me shivers, let the pinnacle freeze
Ok im in
I just got a edgy degree, rapping bout some fantasies
Like killing a priest
Ok i’m in 
Ok i’m in 
Ok i’m in

Gooey

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i read the writing on the wall and its stained

the perfect shade of red right from the blood in her veins

she said jack dear dont you worry ill be home in a day

but the words read back so differently i dont think im safe

well am i next

i feel the eyes of the paintings express

a general distaste are you not impressed?

if this is living then maybe im dead, counting to 10 

ready or not 


theres a house on the hill and it calls you

where every bad dream youve ever had comes true\\

and maybe im not the one who still haunts you

but every day she still prays for a breakthrough




you cant  see meee

alive in your mind


when the willows stop weeping

leave death to decideeee


and the eyes of the dolls follow me down the halls

to a ballroom that feels pretty strange

and i tryd to be calm but the man 10 feet tall stares at me with two eyes filled with rage



theres a house on the hill and it calls you

where every bad dream youve ever had comes true\\

and maybe im not the one who still haunts you

but every day she still prays for a breakthrough


where the lights on the cieling all flicker

so put a a smile on its time  for your picture

and when the fog all around you gets thicker

have you ever thought you were the killer?

ready or not

IMPENDING DOOM

the harmony will be harsh, like a toothache, but must at once be relieved, as with cocaine.

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