Prod. by Biv

It seems so good
Better than it ever could
Better than it probably should
All my love has stood
Better than it ever could
I sold honesty,
I sold honesty,

Don't call out to me
I still wanna dream
I still wanna dream
Don't call out to me
I still wanna dream
I still wanna dream

When the night goes
We don't ever fight, no
And the light comes
How they can find us
When the time comes
Only before long
I can feel your touch in the fire love
And this might just hold when my fights done
I don't wanna go numb when beside you
And the bones crack, open my eyes up
Tell me when it's alright

When it's alright
When it's alright
When it's alright
When it's alright
When it's alright
When it's alright
When it's alright
When it's alright

Don't bring me alive
So it's all I need,
Pull so far,
But they follow me
I jump, fall in the tide
But what did I find

When it's alright
When it's alright
When it's alright
When it's alright
When it's alright
When it's alright
When it's alright
When it's alright

When the night goes
We don't ever fight, no
And the light comes
How they can find us
When the time comes
Only before long
I can feel your touch in the fire love
And this might just hold when my fights done
I don't wanna go numb when beside you
And the bones crack, open my eyes up
Tell me when it's alright

Sold Honesty

Yandere ft. Ambi (Prod. Bughvvl)

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Lyrics

I say I'm happy but I'm not fake a smile it takes a lot
No energy feeling lost, what's the point now your gone
Plagued by nightmares where I'm shot, through the head and i wake up
Didn't think that was a dream, no I'm losing losing weak

Yeah i hear these ghost yeah outside my hallway
My windows covered in ash at the moment
I don't think ill ever escape from this
The walls start to breathe and the eyes just open up

Moving back and fourth like I'm in a body
Of some disfigured by product of hate
I guess ill make my home right here
I'm more comfortable being trapped inside then exposed
 
To the daylight of the morning
Where I hear pretty whispers just calling my name
And I wake up in a day dream
Thinking that you just went out to get coffee or you went to work

But yeah i know that it wasn't real
That's why i stay awake in the night time
So i know i don't get disappointed by the morning
When i wake and your not there

Cus you know this life gets a bit difficult at times
Yeah I don't think I'm coping i think that I'm lost
Yeah teetering on the edge of suicide
Like yeah do i do it or do i wait to die

Cus it feels like you picked out the gems from my bones
I was so beautiful now I'm empty and all alone
Cus you love to put your two hands in my insides
And you push me on the stage where I'm blinded by the light

Yeah I'm tripping on my own tongue try to find the words
Just to tell my family that im not ok, i hurt
Tell me when was the last time that anyone cared
Probably when you read my eulogy when im fucking dead

Everyone has their opinions on why i takes these fucking drugs
Yeah just to feel numb so i cant give a fuck
Im sick of overthinking about everything in my life
And you know youre fucked up too

Its crazy they don't get it
Just a-fucking-live cuz I got people that be caring
Standing on the edge and staring
At the faces warped from cries if took this step to end it

Walls be closing so I'm phoning in cuz I feel so lone
On the edge of it, cuz I'm on a binge and I know it shows
Sold my soul for shit boy this ain't a skit, man I feel so cold
Lost it in a f it, I was in a binge, can't take back those

So I live with it, and I loop a bit, and I loop a bit
Like I broken record I'm forgotten bitch
I know I got a problem, made a fucking list
Knowing I'm adding daily cuz I'm throwing fits

My mental state be going down a pit
I got a itch, which I gotta fix
Cuz I'm bleeding out from scratching all of it

These walls are closing in
Losing all my breath
Thinking did I live and life without a end

Gasping for a breath
Fighting for my friends
Fuck I gotta make it, I ain't ready yet

Gotta make amends
Cannot fly again
Off the handle, man I'm fucking losing it

Grounded by a bend
Blacking out again
Sober up until it happens all again

Fucked up I need to lay low
Beta blockers with the Faygo
Anxiety got me fucked up with these fake thoughts screaming lameo

So I close my eyes till it fade away
Open up and its another day
Another day issa another waste
Man I fucking hate, that I think this way

Losing It

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$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Losing It

I been around for a minute now
I seen a lot I won't admit at all
I haven't been home in a minute woah
I see people I don't know that wanna call me by my first name
Fuck 'em they don't know me get the worst ay
I haven't been home in a minute woah
I tell the bottle everything they don't know bout what I been through
I got friends tryna leave me on this planet alone
Now where the fuck ima go woah

I thought I was finished with it no panic attack
I been on my way out before what you know bout that
I feel like I shouldn't have gave a hundred been dead woah

I'm still stuck inside the middle of the same place
Same pace, same face everyday
Wide awake woah
Handling my business, that's the way I handle pain
Playing with the thoughts, they still playin with my name
Talkin with my downsides tell me which to blame woah woah

No ice glitter wrist, no froze
Still been on my shit, no show
How I watch them reap, what they sow
Don't come around no, like you know
They been waiting on collapse
I can't blame myself again, no relapse
No Relax, I'm detached, if they ask woah
I been silent, you just fuck face
We ain't blood just cause it's last name
I ain't comin home till it's my payday woah

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Got no time for hesitation
She wanna keep my location
She wanna make me a haven
She wanna test all my patience
I can't believe you no more
Setting me up my sedation
Settle my head to the floor
Hop out the whip he go faceless

Walkin walkin by the moon yuh
Lights get brighter in my room yuh
Got em jumping out the roof yuh
Got em jumping for the juice yuh
Pop it pop it in the coup yuh
They ain't know you like I do yuh
Pushing my luck if I choose
All this money making you yuh

here for the day i couldn’t promise you tomorrow though
keep breathing, pop out at another show
tint it all black, fucking whip it through the snow
never came back bitch, nothing i don’t know

only get the work done for my sake
felt like i don’t do it on my off days
every twenty seconds get a new raise
drown shit season bitch old bay

trust me i don’t it for the motherfucking payroll
shit still on the way though
boy i’m bout to wrap his fucking body up, 
it’s certain shit you really gotta pay for

don’t tempt me
promise you i do it through the pay phone
check on what you sent me
matter fact, go on back and make it heavy

Feed me lies I can feel
I wanna know when it's real
Nobody round when there's sale
Glasses go up when it fails
Put my heart on the pavement
I been trying to save it
Love been my time gettin wasted
Only your love gonna save it

this the type of shit you get for fucking with my patience
i could give him one look, i don’t need to say shit
i woke in the type of mood today where i hate shit
you know, the one where tryna erase shit
fuck it you the one if you say so
today it’s ’bout what you made though
i got two hours of sleep i think im seeing shit
two songs in a day just to match it
you ain’t dealt with by tomorrow it’d be magic
shit i tried to give you a pass you couldn’t catch it
couldn’t blame me get that shit over with
get the fuck up outta the road with it
said i could keep the fuck on going 
and keep on showing you
bitch i want the problem with everyone tell em to get em some
im the typa shit you avoid like mayweather floyd
this the typa shit i’m on
you know, the one where tryna erase shit

Put my heart on the pavement
I been trying to save it
Love been my time gettin wasted
Only your love gonna save it
Got no time for hesitation
She wanna keep my location
She wanna make me a haven
She wanna test all my patience
I can't believe you no more
Setting me up my sedation
Settle my head to the floor
Hop out the whip he go faceless

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