22 years on this planet and I've never felt so worthless. One deep step in the waste disposal center of the International Despair Foundation and ill sink into my own waste. Motionless, yet like quicksand. I'm not special. I'll drown just like you.

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PROD: @SSJCXRPSE
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Just another number
Punch it in your system
Catalog all my issues
Follow everything that me and my sins do
Who gon wake me up from my slumber
Who gon wake me up and tell me what I missed
Who gon pry my eyelids open with a pair of toothpicks
I don't wanna stay asleep they all mock attempts to stay unique
Frankly, I'm not special
Find it hard to breathe when it's stressful
World is so polluted all these gasses all these fumes already had them all
Adderall and opium inside the water
I don't wanna bother staying relevant when this planet dead already
Said that they will fix it if we give them all our money
Then they go and dump it underneath the bridges that we burnt
Wait your turn you ain't even first

[CHORUS]
Used to feeling being watched
Used to wake up in a rush
On the weekend doing misdeeds
I'm not even on the cusp
Had a dream that I turned to slush
It'll never be enough
Tell my momma that I'm sorry
Beginning of the end of the story

[VERSE]
I'm a nobody
Still feel like nothing
I'm an ant with a magnifying glass that be watching
I don't need nobody
Hate the look of my body
Ain't no need to cuddle
Had me hooked
But the memory is foggy
It's been too strong of a pull reel me in and then my will to live atrophy
Ain't no saving anymore please

[CHORUS]
Used to feeling being watched
Used to wake up in a rush
On the weekend doing misdeeds
I'm not even on the cusp
Had a dream that I turned to slush
It'll never be enough
Tell my momma that I'm sorry
Beginning of the end of the story

International Despair Foundation Waste Disposal Service (Single)

International Despair Foundation Waste Disposal Service

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International Despair Foundation Waste Disposal Service [prod. cxrpse]

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lyrics 

Im just fading away
Cant find the time to come down
My lifes a mess right now
Tell the devil ill be in town, goddamn
Nothing been the same
Im in pain
Break me down
That shit im fighting now 
Come help and break me out
I lay in silence now
Please do not fake me out
I want my death to come around, around, around
Out of body looking at myself in third person
Wanna take my life but i aint ever have the courage 
In the end i realize that that shit is never worth it
So while i fade into the dark dont get mad at my disappearance
Cause i wont fear it
I just look into the mirror
At my appearance, and im not enough
Making hella money off my pain i guess ill count it up
I was in the darkest place i cant escape and now im stuck
Stuck inside my head i take a drag im with the spaceships
Woke up with a shawty said "i found her in the matrix"
She wear a skirt and devil horns she too basic
Been through this shit before my time was only wasted 
I gotta face it, im done being nice
Im throwing shit around the room like a poltergeist
I panic pace around my room like almost every night
I contemplate a bullet through my face i hate the site
Nothing been the same
Im in pain
Break me down
That shit im fighting now 
Come help and break me out
I lay in silence now
Please do not fake me out
I want my death to come around, around, around

Fading [Prod. 5:10]

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i guess i'll never come home again (Antipop B-Side)

I’ll wash away what’s left to haunt me, can’t stop me
I’ve felt the same since you stopped talking, ever so daunting
The past 3 years I ruminated and I didn’t know what I’d do
But finally I’ve contemplated that I can’t hold on to you

I want you to know that
I cannot escape this
I’ve tried for so long and
I’m losing my patience
No point in running away
I’ll face this shit everyday
I know I must make a change
I’ll put an end to this pain

I’ll wash away what’s left to haunt me, can’t stop me
I’ve felt the same since you stopped talking, ever so daunting
The past 3 years I ruminated and I didn’t know what I’d do
But finally I’ve contemplated that I can’t hold on to you

I CAN'T HOLD ON TO YOU (PROD. GUWAZNY)

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i read the writing on the wall and its stained

the perfect shade of red right from the blood in her veins

she said jack dear dont you worry ill be home in a day

but the words read back so differently i dont think im safe

well am i next

i feel the eyes of the paintings express

a general distaste are you not impressed?

if this is living then maybe im dead, counting to 10 

ready or not 


theres a house on the hill and it calls you

where every bad dream youve ever had comes true\\

and maybe im not the one who still haunts you

but every day she still prays for a breakthrough




you cant  see meee

alive in your mind


when the willows stop weeping

leave death to decideeee


and the eyes of the dolls follow me down the halls

to a ballroom that feels pretty strange

and i tryd to be calm but the man 10 feet tall stares at me with two eyes filled with rage



theres a house on the hill and it calls you

where every bad dream youve ever had comes true\\

and maybe im not the one who still haunts you

but every day she still prays for a breakthrough


where the lights on the cieling all flicker

so put a a smile on its time  for your picture

and when the fog all around you gets thicker

have you ever thought you were the killer?

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