HEY I WAS ON HIS LIVE AND SAW EM MAKING IT

prod. @skotskr and I
art by @wormpiss_69 on ig

Hook:
And We’ve been trapped in this realm for trapped for many years
We are together
But I made you feel so alone
I wanna make you just smile and love you
But do I even really love you
And I don’t know
But I think the answer is no

Bridge:
I just want
Peace
(repeated)

And we’ve been trapped in this realm for trapped for many years
We are together
And I made you feel so alone
I wanna make you just smile and love you
But do I even really love you
And I don’t know
But I think the answer is no

love.exe (co. prod skotskr) [untitled_0038]]

Prod. by Biv & https://soundcloud.com/kamaara

I can't put this all together,
Lost an angel and her feathers,
Sting my life, but for the better,
I'm just little under weather,
No one said this was forever,
All these feelings that I locked up,
Thoughts is getting stocked up,
But why the fuck I box up,
I'm sorry I can't say enough,
I got too much that I could say my love,
Everything we love is dying right infront of us,
I see the problems that I done, trust,
I live with it enough,
I'm seeing where you coming from,
It seems the time is overdone,
I'm begging like a fuckin bum,
But I can't help the feelings, just,
Leave me if you need to,
But saw you as equal,
All that's left inside is fucking evil,
I can't stand to be with people,
I just wish we could've seen through,
Everything we fucking need to,
I can't help it, if I need you,
Through my soul, you can creep through 
Your voice is all I see too,
The love I couldn't feed you,
I shouldn't try to teach you,
All I wanted was to reach you,
Hold you till the sun up,
And turn the fuckin world off,
It's just us,
Just rip apart my flaws, love,
You never should of hurt, just,
Because I'm so fucked up,
This is all that I deserve, just 
This is all that I deserve,
This is all that I deserve,

za za (Prod. by Biv & KAMAARA)

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guitar solo by the one & only nate thomas

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we never thought about dying

if i can
lay it all out on the table and figure out who i am
would you tell me if i im something different or if

im crazy
but everybodies crazy
and lately 
EVERYTHING SEEMS worse so tell me


why do you keep me around now
why do you lie to yourself how
is it so simple ill find out
i aint go the patience im ready like fuckin right now

can we pick up where we left off
when u were a picture on my desktop
i knew that shit would never add up
now im just a shell of a person that couldnt get enough


if i am
alive in what i breathe and i cant breath this oxygen
ill flush the air right out of both my lungs and let you in

by now ive figured out its just me and all the words that i could say 
and my head is clouds of doubt that every thing wont be okay


why do you keep me around now
why do you lie to yourself how
is it so simple ill find out
i aint go the patience im ready like fuckin right now

can we pick up where we left off
when u were a picture on my desktop
i knew that shit would never add up
now im just a shell of a person that couldnt get enough

PATIENCE (prod. yungspoiler x michealwarren)

I pace my room,
Nobody sees but you,
I take my time,
I hated seeing you,
Everybody knew,
Everyone but me,
Dream of hurting you,
Dream of hurting me,

I saw it all, I saw you call,
Yeah
And I bleed at night and it's all your fault,
Yeah
I'd kill us both if I ever dream again

I do it all,
I do it all for you
I do it all,
I do it all for you

I'll break my phone,
I wanna go back home,
I watch answer calls,
Wish you would break my walls,

Death notes, I'm a pressured suicide,
Fly by, 105, fuck the fake, they ain't even keep in mind, living for a highlight, but you never try

I do it all,
I do it all for you,
I do it all for you

Because Of You Ft. BLCKK

prod. by washyb
additional prod. by ryan mcgonigle

lyrics

All my decisions, they feel like incisions 
I sort out my pain 
Washed up on shore
But I’m sure I could still see myself go through waves 
Of melancholy and plots 
They’re symbolic of problems i faced
There’s not a moment to waste 
N-n-no time to barter my art with the market
I Target the snakes 
Keep my self harm at arms reach 
So Please pardon the scrapes 
A piece of the starch 
Till I feel really parched 
I could harbor good faith 
P-P Peace to the stars
Leave my mark on the canvas 
No paint
M-M-Mental scars And mementos
Old age can’t erase
Sta-Sta-stark in the face
Harp on the days 
Sharpen ability 
March to the pace of my own beat 
B-born in March, marvel at the grace
I believe In the mission
A smidgen a mix of wit in the lyrics 
Think about my family conflicting 
If they ever hear this, will they feel it?
I doubt it 
F-f-fear and feeling wicked
Cause I’m living without it 
Just kidding, I’m mounted 
P-pill popping sick position
I am surrounded 
By numbers of addictions 
I will never listen to another motherfucker 
Dumb & dumber, Jim Carey 
But i’m sick of fucking caring 
Everyone is staring 
Find regret in over sharing
Uh
Not sparing a narrow mind
On demos, i settled all my dilemmas 
But bear in mind 
I’ve barely refined my mind 
Love that i've yet to find 
Feel rubbish
Through precious time that fades 
Hope it’s not too late to obtain 
Will I fucking make it to some fame? 
Just wait
What the fuck is this on my shoulders? 
Weight 
Dreaming on a bean
My regime just wakes me up 
Hope it could take me up 

St-st-struck on the grind 
Settle, get buck 
Fucked by design 
Level this up
Till i could find 
Some better luck
I’ve been confined 
In a construct, built by grimacing times 
I’ve had enough 
I’m not doing fine 
Delicate drugs may embellish my mind 
Devilish fuck, i developed these lines 


St-st-struck on the grind 
Settle, get buck 
Fucked by design 
Level this up
Till i could find 
Some better luck
I’ve been confined 
In a construct, built by grimacing times 
I’ve had enough 
I’m not doing fine 
Delicate drugs may embellish my mind 
Devilish fuck, i developed these lines 
 

Hate to trust anyone 
Make me shudder 
I cannot shake the feeling 
I can’t escape these villains 
Of this outrageous pillage 
Pillow the pain with a pill 
Like cigarette stains encase skills 
Like silhouettes
Shading the truth 
I can’t fill (feel)
The fate of abuse 
It fulfills 
The state of my blues 
I can’t heal 
Occasional use for my thrill 
Caged in a loop, i stand still 
B-b-bet your bottom dollar, i will never stop 
Stack the debt until i am dead 
Bitch ive got a lot to prove 
Nothing to lose 
Back again, these raps are revenge 
And you cats are fucking doomed  
Distracted by my hunger 
And you cats are fucking food 
Down a rabbit hole of habits 
Through my fucking passion 
I’ve had to construe a new tactic 
To catch the truth 
I do fathom the factors glued 
To gloom, active
Actually flew through rations 
I’ve had consumed 
Through disasters
Past the state of blue like passion fruit 
Bruised habits 
Super natural like i do magic 
New battle
Whether they win or lose
Shit is tragic 
Keep a flow on through the winter 
Thicker than molasses 
Keep my hopes up
Blinded by the static  
Never mind
I’ll never be good enough or attractive 
I lack all the facets 
 

St-st-struck on the grind 
Settle, get buck 
Fucked by design 
Level this up
Till i could find 
Some better luck
I’ve been confined 
In a construct, built by grimacing times 
I’ve had enough 
I’m not doing fine 
Delicate drugs may embellish my mind 
Devilish fuck, i developed these lines

THE PERKS OF HUMAN ATROCITIES (prod. by washyb)

lyrics: 
im running out of patience 
i don’t got no fucking time
i wanna eat the flesh 
of a cute little dime
i’ll tear off all  her limbs cause all she does is fucking lie
i’ll make her fucking scream i love it when she fucking cries
but y’all don’t like that
i fucking fight back
if you pull up then i will attack
if you pull up i promise that i will never lack

i dare you to try me
that’s if you can find me
your music is shit 
all you pussys behind me
the devil designed me
no heart up inside me
stay cutting my arms 
it’s what fucking defines me

DESIGNED BY THE DEVIL (PROD. ANTYDE)

Lyrics:

Become brittle, are the bones of the strong 
All this pressure on my body and keep moving along 
I got a type of hell inside me and it’s singing this song 
Claws clutch, gotcha - bat wings fly into the night and your ass is gone
And since a baby …. 
Well , since my mama raised me 
I had been a little off 
Body’s outlined that weren’t their in the chalk 
I had a fucking sick sense , was seeing ghosts through the walls 

We are not the same oh we are not the same 
I have knock your brains out , 
Become death and pain
You are earth and rain , oh 
I am hell and flame 
Hot like inferno , can you feel it babe? 

Bled and stabbed my backs backed to the wall 
Just one call and my dogs walk you back to the border 
I leave em dead in the water 
She 16 wrist slit life without any order 
We exist with no meaning, got a shoulder here for you …. I get it 
And the Bible , I read it 
Fucking sick of the rhetoric from these prophets with NO EVIDENCE , that lived in the SEDIMENT FOR GODS SAKE! 
They didn’t know what earth quakes were 
The fuck they knew bout what god says? 


We are not the same oh we are not the same 
I have knock your brains out , 
Become death and pain
You are earth and rain , oh 
I am hell and flame 
Hot like inferno , can you feel it babe?

Death and Pain

Death and Pain (prod. VEXD & AKVRI)

Their Cruel Fate

Not Human - Dear God

lyrics:

verse 1:
You opened up my scars,
You're feeding on my pain,
My brain so insane,
This life so inhumane, 
Porcelain face,
Delusional reality,
I see a frown on your face,
I see a frown on your face.

Chorus:
I'm waking up, 
Can't open my eyes,
I feel like I'm dying tonight,
No love,
Pure dread,
I'm writing death notes,
Demons waking up,
Running from the cage,
I'm drowning in my own thoughts,
I'm drowning in my own thoughts.

Verse 2:
Pills dragging me into a deathbed,
Neck hanging by a thick thread,
Wounds dripping down in red,
Internal pain won't leave my head,                            won't leave my head

Chorus:
I'm waking up, 
Can't open my eyes,
I feel like I'm dying tonight,
No love,
Pure dread,
I'm writing death notes,
Demons waking up,
Running from the cage,
I'm drowning in my own thoughts,
I'm drowning in my own thoughts.

DEATHBED (prod. Biv x SICKHEART)

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MUTT

pcp said:
you tear me to shreds and leave me out to bleed
i'm all out of patience you're here to mislead
i told you i care but bitch do not start
i don't understand how we got this far

TiDALWAVES FT. PCP + HXSTAGE (prod. immortal+switch)

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you make me wonder
how far id go to keep you close 
youre like no other
the only reason i come home
i feel the thunder
if it rains just take my coat
i know youre somewere
and im somewhere else alone


you could tell me what you wanted but it wouldnt be me
i like to think that im important give it time and well see
i am
there untll the end
when i come back again

and i know that i live far away and i always leave
theres not a thing i wouldnt do to have you closer to me
my friend
you live inside my head
so ill come back again

come back again
 
i know that you need some time for yourself
im so drastically different you know i mean well
we could try everything or maybe get some help
cuz this world is too fucked up we’ll find a way out

come back again

the harmony will be harsh, like a toothache, but must at once be relieved, as with cocaine.

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