you are so fucking good. Genuinely one of the best fucking artists i know holy shit

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Lyrics:

I don’t wanna cry when I see your name again 
I can’t stand the way I’m feeling
When it shows up on my screen 
And I don’t wanna see you when I’m with my friends 
Yeah I told you I was leaving 
But I’m staring at the ceiling 

I’m wasted 
Acting like I’m taken 

(All these girls I want them 
Cannot even love them)

Faded 
Back is fucking aching 

(From carrying the fucking conversations) 

Graded 
F for fucking boring 

(Can’t you see I’m trying 
Might as well be lying)

Fuck this 
Wake me in the morning 

(It’s worrying the lack of medication)

Staring at the Ceiling (Prod. 42CLO)

Got back on the codeine, I just ordered a hundred pills 
I know that I shouldn't really but this life shit kills thrills
If it doesn't kill me from that blow it initially dealt
Then it's gonna come back, come back with everything 
Until I'm out

Yung Fix, man I lost my way but I don't need you to come show me the rope
Like, how did I think if I sat down and prayed then my life would be blessed with the shit that I hope 
Gotta put in the work, in this prison called Earth
Still believe that we rose from the dirt
Rejected from Creation 
And that's just for me, no salvation

I feel like Bateman, there ain't no saving 
No, you ain't banging, bro you ain't hanging
Hangman, string 'em up when I can and
Still know some guys with a flash like CANON
Long barrel like cannon, linked up with Shannon
She's asking me if Yung Fix still the xanman

Forgot 'bout the date I was supposed to have with Molly
Good thing, she ain't pressed, she don't move like a zombie
Last date that I went on, I turned up like zombie 
Smoked too much bud on top of four xanny
Don’t get too nervous when I’m around baddies 
Only ‘round cute ones if i wanna marry 
ZERODAY, where the drums is?
Really struggling to keep it on beat, feeling clumsy 
But, you see when the beat drop, comfy
I know why they're watching me, come see

Man, the last 4 years, I been pissing about 
But bitch, I'm back, I think I found my sound
Yes bitch, I go hard
Hate on me? Oh ar
Ya can fuck off, like so long
So hungry

Whole team going global like solar
'Cos we all fucking heat, it's no bogus
Really 'bouta switch like team got bipolar
Yeahhh, I'm bugging out but I keep my composure 

Got back on the codeine, I just ordered a hundred pills 
I know that I shouldn't really but this life shit kills thrills
If it doesn't kill me from that blow it initially dealt
Then it's gonna come back, come back with everything 
Until I'm out

NO SALVATION | Prod ZERODAY

I see myself in everyone.

PROD: @ESTHETICGLOOM & EVANS (bit.ly/3unlFbq)
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Stuck on these writers blocks
Hammer in my hands
Take a stab but hear the feeble knock
Need some inspiration
Weak and walking to the ballet
Got these tickets just to watch them flay themselves in the name of entertainment
They'll keep on dancing straight through the pestilence
Sedatives pumped in they veins and it's beautiful
They don't feel anything living immovable
Slice off they toes and they still keep the balance
I've never felt sadder but still fall in love with that dancer
Knives in her organs
I just adore it
She call it fun
I call it boring
I see the same thing in everyone

[BRIDGE]
She's so serene
It's all pity
Her blood is pretty
Her moves they speak to me

[CHORUS]
Clap all you want
Laugh all you want
I see myself
Underneath all of that makeup

[BRIDGE]
She's so serene
It's all pity
Her blood is pretty
Her moves they speak to me

[VERSE]
Let's just take a break
Bump into her
Watch her try to put her guts and maggots back inside her reeking flesh
I never noticed that her tutu red
I wanna get her number but she spewing blood
Her figure perfect but it's not enough
I might have slipped a bit and tried to leave a kiss
On her caved in forehead
Break is up usher push me back to showing
Back from the intersession
I can just see that she's stressed out
And it looks like she's panicking
They're bringing out cannonballs
Wait what

[CHORUS]
Clap all you want
Laugh all you want
I see myself
Underneath all of that makeup

[OUTRO]
Sow whats left of her brittle face to my palms to hold forever by my hearts embrace
I never knew her name but I can see that we always felt the same way as one another
Goodnight

Late Night Showing at the Ballet of Deformation

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Late Night Showing at the Ballet of Deformation [prod. esthetic gloom & evans]

look at my phone
i see a knife in my throat 
its just a lump in my throat
n should i stay or just go
i guess i flew away
i dont rlly like to cry i just look away
i dont even know what ima fuckin do today
im sorry its to late
im crying wipe my face
turn around i see a shadow in your place
i just want another hug before i break
i think i should go to sleep before its late
i just wanna feel your hands around my face
wait one second
im falling in depression
my love was just a blessing
but now they taking seconds
you can catch me in my room in the night
sitting by my window looking at the sky
i dont remember when my eyes were white
tear stained jeans save me in the light
look at my phone
i see a knife in my throat 
its just a lump in my throat
n should i stay or just go
i guess i flew away
i dont rlly like to cry i just look away
i dont even know what ima fuckin do today

look away... [prod. 4lexf]

the untold feeling.

haunted

Amor cobarde.mp3

paint god (prod. me)

XI. (prod. forever,always+)

"ILLUSORY"

feat. @tommyblve97
prod. @kirawthesavior
mix,master. @zyrom

Lyrics :

tommy:
Lay low with me till the end of it
Death ain't gonna be the end of me
Send me away like they used to
Send me away like im used to
I been trying
Leave me dying everyday
I been writing
I been writing words you said
To reminisce 
To remember shit you told me
I just need you here to hold me

theo :
Empty Medic boxes laying all over the floor
I reconstructed what happened when we were all alone

Last night, forgot about it
Have I overdosed ?
Is there something left beside the bed that could fucking help me ?

All I can remember is the touch of your skin
The warmth of your arms
When we were holding each others

Laying on the fucking floor
Broken empty like a corpse
You held me in your arms
And in the morning you were gone

Drunk and blurr 
I can’t remember 
Who you are ? x2

I got traumas inside my brain
I feel like dying dying every single day
My thoughts are corrupted 
Am I working just fine ?
I don’t know if i should keep up
Or disappear from this world

I got traumas inside my brain
I feel like dying dying every single day
My thoughts are corrupted 
Am I working just fine ?
I don’t know if i should keep up
Or disappear from this world

ILLUSORY (feat. Tommy Blve) [prod. Kiraw]

Dreams Ft. Dexndre (Prod. Denxma)

the harmony will be harsh, like a toothache, but must at once be relieved, as with cocaine.

prod me unless otherwise stated

hmu on IG for collabs & commissions

XI. (prod. forever,always+)

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