WHY 2016//(Prod. By Dee Aye) [Hipstrumentals.com Trackslayers Contest WINNER]

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*Lyrics*
Wake up every morning like idgaf/
My slide want me to love her but I jus wanna nut/
My mom want me to go to church, I told her it wouldn't work, I rather jus sip these sermons out of this cup, so fill it up/
Born with a gift but I feel like I'm cursed/
Ain't scared to die but I'm not ready to ride in that hearse/
That's why I get on my knees and say thank you that I'm still breathing/
It's funny cause I pray to a god A barely believe in/
How could you blame me when loyalty never kept/
Hate is spread more then love, and no one showing respect/
Trust is always broken, right hand on my tec/
Left hand on the steering wheel ready for any threat/
Fuck em all unless you part of my family tree/
But I won't hesitate to brake a branch if you try to uproot me/
I been affected by always being neglected/
I used it as motivation after I learnt to accept it/
I'm use to being rejected, but one day they will regret it/
Introvert, in a crowded room feeling so disconnected/
Fake smiling so people stop asking me yo are you ok?/
Knowing damn well they don't really give a fuck anyway/
got so much on my mind/**
Like is this music shit a waste of my time/
Are they really hating or it's just my imagination/
Fuck finding love when did I lose my motivation/
Not pointing fingers, but sometimes idk what to do/*
Should I do this on my own or stay with the crew/
Shit I love my team/
But I can't wait cause you feel like you got better things to do with your time than chasing this dream/
A nervous breakdown is where I'm headed at this rate/
Losing my hair, rarely hungry but still been gaining weight/
Feeling like I'm losing the battle to my depression/
But everyday I get to wake up and still fight is a blessing/
And I'm still grinding/
look, I'm in the mood to write but it's the worst timing, cause it sound like I'm whining/
My brother needing heart surgery had me teary eyed/
Then I got a call from my sister saying my grandma died/
WTF!
I swear the bad news is never ending/
They just gave my homie three years plus he got another case pending/
And then my grandfather passed/
My other homie  survived the war in Afghanistan went home and died in a crash/ 
2015 wasn't my year/
Surrounded by death got me thinking my time is near/
So lets get one thing clear/
My only opponent is me, failing myself is the only thing I fear/
Scuffed up my tims and didn't even care/
Put em on like fuck it, I'll get another pair/
I'm trynna get over my low self esteem/
But don't pay me no mind I'm just blowing off steam/

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