Одинокий человек на скале стоит, взглядом пронзая алое небо. Где-то там, на прибое, чайка кричит, где-то люди поют на распевы. Ну, а ветер лишь тихо листвой шелестит, Он стирает с щеки омыватель.

Кто грустит у того хуй расти не будет

— эй поиграй со мной!                — не могу я с тобой играть,я не приручен.                           — а как это,приручить?                                        — это значит создать узы.

(May 17 at 7:39)
That day... it's a memory I can't escape, no matter how hard I try. I remember it so vividly, as if it happened just yesterday. The sun was shining, but for me, it felt like the darkest day of my life. It was the day I lost everything, the day when hope seemed to evaporate
that day.. is the day I received something from someone I thought I loved. someone I thought it was my safest home.. my biggest win…. but i was wrong, the big win was nothing more than a mirage, a cruel trick of fate. The grand promises melted a way like an ice sculpture in the sun, leaving behind a bitter taste of disappointment. It was a painful reminder that not everything that shines is gold, and that sometimes, the big win can turn into the biggest loss. 
not only cuz I lost that person
I lost myself 
I lost everything 
in wednesday 17 may at 7:39 
I received a video of the only thing I truly loved 
Having sex with someone 
All i just did is I pressed play on that video, my heart dropped like a stone into an abyss of despair. The screen flickered to life, revealing a scene that would haunt my nightmares for days to come. It was a cruel cocktail of emotions – disbelief, anguish, and a suffocating sense of abandonment.
As I watched the footage, the world around me seemed to crumble, and I was left alone in a cold, empty room with nothing but the echoes of betrayal ringing in my ears. The tears welled up, clouding my vision and obscuring the harsh reality that I couldn't escape. It felt like a tidal wave of hopelessness crashing over me, drowning me in a sea of despair, and leaving me gasping for air in the suffocating depths of my own sorrow.
I blamed everything around me, I blamed the snap app I blamed my friends, I blamed everything but after that all i did is I started blaming myself I’ve changed 
but for worse 
Now I have no friends, I lost trust even for myself 
and no matter how much I try to escape from this memory something bring it back to me..
All I wish for is i can change it
Idk.

Bad me again

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