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@holdkedveset  - Trying To Not Understand You To Protect You
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I did not write this track to explain anything. I wrote it to survive what could not be understood.
There is a point where understanding becomes violence against the self. Where searching for meaning inside another person turns into self erosion. This piece was born exactly there. In the moment I chose not to know anymore.
Trying to not understand you was not denial. It was a conscious retreat. A protective silence. A refusal to keep tearing myself open in the name of clarity.
Inside pain does not always scream. Sometimes it loops quietly. Thoughts circling the same unanswered questions until the body learns to shut the door. This track is that door closing. Slowly. Repeatedly. Without drama.
The rhythm here is not movement forward. It is containment. Each repetition is a boundary. Each layer is a decision to stop digging where nothing but loss waits.
This is not Techno as escape. It is Techno as restraint. As discipline. As an inner structure built to hold what would otherwise collapse.
I did not want to understand you anymore. Because understanding was costing me myself. And self preservation is not cruelty. It is necessity.
This track lives in that space. Between love and withdrawal. Between curiosity and self defense. Between feeling everything and choosing to feel less.
This is not healing. It is protection.

Trying To Not Understand You To Protect You

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