"she held me close and bit down on my worthless flesh, i had never felt such holiness course through my veins as i slowly bled in her arms. she looked at me with eyes of hunger, eyes of lust, lust for flesh, flesh i was. the huntress was kind enough to spare me though, but i wish she had killed me there and then."

transmission¹

visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3EQqxAo3-eg

I was stuck between posting this after and keeping it somewhat exclusive, but I feel this is needed at this point.

The way I've been going about things musically has been one of the most draining mental processes I've put myself through in a while, and I'm getting tired of it. I have about 3 low profile projects currently in motion, and the anonymity half has been stunting so much progress within them, so after this release, I'll be dropping that. All I do ask though is that you view them as and act as if they're separate entities. "Net" isn't a person, "zero" isn't a a leeway to act like you know shit about me or a cry for your help, and "thatprod" is dead and furthermore a deadname, still calling me that or any variant of it after a year and multiple statements against doing as such is genuinely disrespectful. The art I put out in one area is not the same art I want connected to every endeavor I do and i just wish that and i, in general, was respected more.

I hope you understand. Thank you. - azrael ⛧

SETLIST: [* means the song is unreleased or deleted]
@rawmaleflesh
ssnow - xero @ valeria bounzen 
degecion - YOURFAULT 
*pumpkin watt - kinger (rmf bootleg) [alt intro]
accenter & three o - nothing to loose

@burninhellforever [treat this like thatprod and ill block you everywhere i can]
humanwaste - i dont think ill ever lovingly feel the warmth of another person and im fine with that
+ *userzero - #GetBackPussy
humanwaste - a lot of you dont respect me and i think thats really funny
*humanwaste - i'll die before i pay for a beat placement
humanwaste - or am i??? i can't fucking tell
+ sgpwes - hashtag

@imnothingbutaghostorajoke
*userzero - {000} lovemail
userzero - {000} YOURE A LOSER BRO LMFAOOOO
*middleclassed - {000} midnite (alt)
sydney - {000} Haters<3MySwag
userzero - #115 x {000} futureaddict

@zerofault / @netparasite
yanu+noah - for me
*2napps - hands 180
2napps - donk 175 
*purr.xd - why tf 2

@illneverseeagain
*Azrael Undergrove - It never ends and honestly, I dont want it to.

azrael's death of self @ dumfest 2024 [146bpm]

what fucking ever man
outro only: https://soundcloud.com/burninhellforever/theres-no-point-to-any-of-this-really

{000} no contact ( -_•)╦̵̵̿╤─

youre fucking gross

affix

holdon

this was done literal MONTHS before the actual song dude
original: https://soundcloud.com/rawmaleflesh/and-well-laugh?in=rawmaleflesh/sets/life-is-a-joke-and-well-laugh

and we'll laugh (soundfont mix)

TOOL ASSISTED SPEEDRUN %% PHOENIX SYDNEY

[s13ds]sydney - Anger Issues #americanterrorist

blueprint: https://soundcloud.com/steppinonnemheads/maajins-blatts

maajins‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ blatts [dub edit]

I FUCKING HATE MYSELF LMFAOOOOO

lyr:
do not ask me shit that does not involve me
how the fuck you ready but you scared to bleed
skin not thick niggas pussy 
shut the fuck up
i ain't tryna see, i ain't tryna hear
you a useless being
you a useless [genuine mic glitch]
all that bitching, moping, did you get a Thing out of that shit yet?
*i lost a couple friends.*
Yeah, that's what i fucking thought.
broke ass bum Bitch
yet you stall
now you tryna pull that fuck it tho we ball
"fuck it tho we ball??? you sound bout dumb as shit"
fucking die already cause it's Clearly for a cause

¹

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