The Ichor Operation.

Claire De Lune

INSIDE

Shit

go follow @rxseboy :)

yeah, listen close to my words, yeah
i'm a ghost, but it hurts, yeah
i got thrown to the curb, uh
all alone it's a curse, yeah
put my soul in a verse, whoa
they don't know how it works, yeah
i've been searching for a new life
see the stepping stones in the dirt? Yeah
i want everyone to love me
i want everyone to trust me
not gonna happen
i think about this every day
and dream about it every night
what am I lacking?
conversations in the mirror
no one there up in the rear view
driving alone
got no music playing when I'm steering
hope you like it when you hear it, yeah

why don’t you let me leave
i need some peace got a weight that’s on top of me
am i numb or depressed
as my feelings suggest 
eel like nobody wanted me
i can’t eat but i’m hungry
my body is numbing
don’t know what keeps stopping me
i’m finished i tried fixing a problem
i’m sticking to running anxiety coursing right through me
this shit don’t happen like shit in the movies
i should’ve expected to keep me protected
i had faith in an ending that’s happy
starting to notice that often don’t happen
i’m tired of fighting the feelings i have in my body
then saying im good when im asked
the truth is im upping my dosage
i smoke every day to feel okay and put on a mask
i wanted a love but it came with a tag
i wanted to smile but i’m breaking my back
put energy in just to get nothing back
i’m not falling asleep like an insomniac
i’m losing my patience
i stare at the ceiling my life being wasted
but i’m never changing
hope when you hear it gets harder to face it

yeah, listen close to my words, yeah
i'm a ghost, but it hurts, yeah
i got thrown to the curb, uh
all alone it's a curse, yeah
put my soul in a verse, whoa
they don't know how it works, yeah
i've been searching for a new life
see the stepping stones in the dirt? Yeah
i want everyone to love me
i want everyone to trust me
not gonna happen
i think about this every day
and dream about it every night
what am I lacking?
conversations in the mirror
no one there up in the rear view
driving alone
got no music playing when I'm steering
hope you like it when you hear it, yeah

@rxseboy- i'm a ghost but it hurts cover/remix (prod. ocean)

THE FINE PRINT

Touch Up

Oh Ana

this song is very sentimental and important to me.

song is coproduced by me and @gl0wrm, 
im really proud of the synthy part before my verse in the middle. 
everything about this song is beautiful and somber to me, and it always tugs at my heart. i hope you enjoy!

lyrics

[ intro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart
beside of aid,
I’ll carry ur hell
i'll feel it all

[ verse @sprigtek ]

open your mouth
and let the words spill off your tongue
ill wait for anything
you have to say
open your mind
and let your preconceptions run into the ground
for good
my time is yours to keep
on almost any day
so take me, if u would

Until the sky falls on our heads
Until the ground below below our feet diminishes
Until i lie beside you dead
Until our visions are so fleeting
that we cant see right behind
or right ahead

[ outro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart

who wants flowers when theyre dead? + gl0wrm

Absolute Territory - Ken Ashcorp (Sped Up)

HEAVEN SAYS. // cover [now spell ANSWER]

Raphael Saadiq relates the story behind the first movie script he ever wrote, which was inspired by "(Sittin' On) The Dock Of The Bay." 

Photo taken at the Whisky A Go Go, 15 July 2014 at the presentation of the Otis Redding Gibson Art Guitar designed by Raphael. In the photo: Otis Redding III and Raphael Saadiq.

Listen to Otis Redding's King Of Soul: bit.ly/KingOfSoul

(Sittin' On) the Dock of the Bay / Sweet Lorene

(Sittin' On) the Dock of the Bay

Happy 16th anniversary Hatsune Miku! (Aug 31st)

混沌ブギ / jon-YAKITORY, 初音ミク 
Konton Boogie / jon-YAKITORY, Hatsune Miku
VIDEO https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Swg-aBO9eY
MUSIC 水都
youtube : https://www.youtube.com/@jon-yakitory1142
twitter : twitter.com/jon_408

jon-YAKITORY - 混沌ブギ / Konton Boogie ft.  初音ミク/ Hatsune Miku

it's so cold today

Dreamer - Demo

Devil Town

Deprived Of Warmth

Saline Solution - Wilbur Soot | cover by ashybloopsnoot

Dog Days Are Over

Mitski on Audiotree Live

I Don't Smoke (Audiotree Live Version)

i do not claim this song as my own, all rights to cojum dip

Waltz in E-major, Op. 15 "Moon Waltz" - Cojum Dip

"depollute me, pretty baby." stupid little kid with too much ambition and too much love to hold <3

The Ichor Operation.

Shadow Milk Cookie.