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lyrics:

The city's under CIEJE and you're making business transactions

Lay here on my own, stuck inside my bed
Stuck inside my head at least I ain't up on the stretcher
Talk to God I thank him for my blessings
Wake up in the morning like it's destiny
Young nigga living I'm tryna get these racks on me
Fuck it, I'm tryna survive I don't wanna die lonely
Baby girl where is you going thought you was the one for me, for me

Lately I been talking to my ex I hope she doing well
Wish we went a different way, I wish I had a Wishing Well
Moved to different states, if I had flew to you, I woulda fell
Wanna say your name but darling I don't wanna kiss and tell
Lately I wan know what the reason for my breathing is
Lately I wan go to the places where the Preacher live
Lately I been chilling with my demons and the Atheist
Lately I been living my life just like a Hedonist
All I chase is pleasure, treasure, bitches that's gon suck my dick
Maybe I should go and find a better way to heal my shit
Maybe I should go and find a farther place to heal the kid
Darling said her heart is broken, well so is mine

So is mine, why's it so hard to find
A pure heart, a pure so soul, a heart of gold
I know how this go, yeah around we go
Don't know when to slow down, when my heart is on the ground
Pure heart, pure so soul, a heart of gold
Don't know when to slow down, when my heart is on the ground

Lay here on my own, stuck inside my bed
Stuck inside my head at least I ain't up on the stretcher
Talk to God I thank him for my blessings
Wake up in the morning like it's destiny
Young nigga living I'm tryna get these racks on me
Fuck it, I'm tryna survive I don't wanna die lonely
Baby girl where is you going thought you was the one for me, for me
Lately I been talking to my ex I hope she doing well
Wish we went a different way, I wish I had a Wishing Well
Moved to different states, if I had flew to you, I woulda fell
Wanna say your name but darling I don't wanna kiss and tell

You was my everything, thought of a wedding ring
Wanna say your name but darling I don't wanna kiss and tell
You was my everything, thought of a wedding ring
Wanna say your name but darling I don't wanna kiss and tell
The city's under CIEJE and you're making business transactions
I was too naïve I had to grow up, learn some things
You was my everything, thought of a wedding ring
I was too naïve I had to grow up, learn some things
I was too naïve I had to grow up, learn some things
I was too naïve I had to grow up, learn some things

Post-Op

Wishing Well

wishing well

Lyrics:

Do you feel safe inside
your armor
rattling your sword against your shield
man I'm just trying to get by
without anyone seein what's written on my soul
between the lines prescribing me how to feel

Young, dumb, numb, and naive
I'm 
Young, dumb, numb, and naive
I'm 
Young, dumb, numb, and naive
I'm 
Young, dumb, numb, and naive

He called me a perfect storm
raging against the chorus 
of an overwhelming swarm
of liars, cheats and thieves
drowning me in the din of their iniquity

Am I
Young, dumb, numb, and naive?
Young, dumb, numb, and naive?
Is that me?
Young, dumb, numb, and naive
Does that make me
Young, dumb, numb, and naive,
Is That Me

Are these delusions of grandeur
For me
Or am I just painting pictures of fantasies
Am I too numb to feel reality
The way it creeps in
The way it taints me

Does that make me
Young, dumb, numb, and naive
Does that make me
Young, dumb, numb and naive
is that me?
Young, dumb, numb and naive,
Am I
Young, dumb, numb, and naive,
Is that me?

Copyright 2024, iffy Wisdom, all rights reserved.

Young, Dumb, Numb, and Naive

silo - Tethered

WHAT THE FUSS iS ABOUT

Dave Bell of Blue Attitude played guitars.
The vid:  https://youtu.be/qko4e38fjuw

Sultry Sway

I wake alone on my bedroom floor, assess the shape I'm in.
I look around for clues of the crazy night before, 
but the room begins to spin.
I nearly take a dive through the TV screen, but catch myself in reverie. 
The mem'ries flooding back make me think it's just a dream. 
She looked too good to be.
  
Oh, there's something in the way she walks into the room.  
1&2-(It's still there when she walks away.) 
3-(It's still there when she wants to stay.)
1-(She looked back at me just to see if I would see her sexy sultry sway.) 
2-(She'll mess up  my tie when she walks on by, and swings her sultry sway.)
3-(She moved in with me.  It was meant to be.  And now her sultry sway stays with me.) 

The day began and it dawned on me I needed somehow to find out.
Was she really real?  Was she really into me?  
My answers brought me doubt.    
I make my way to where she was seen last night, 
and quickly learn she comes in late.
I've nowhere else to be, and I need to see that sight.  
So I sit down and wait. 

I heard a knock on my bedroom door, and thought it seemed to be a dream. 
I saw the doorknob turn and quickly rise to see her sultry sway extreme.
I move to give her room and she slides right next to me 
and smiles her sultry smile.
She said she caught my vibes and she had to come and see.  
She's gonna stay awhile.

Sultry Sway

Effervescent Melodies

I Know This

@APOSTLE815:
There’s this part of me this part of you 
That won’t part ways with me 
I don’t think anything inside of me truly belongs to me 
I feel numb again so I can’t feel a thing 

I’ll love you again 
No matter what they think 
Not matter what I mean 
You see what you wanna see 
So sure of who you wanna be 

I’m sure I’m losing  you
You think I have no clue
all this agony inside of me is turning me into 
someone i never wanted to be 

@16falll:
now i'm all alone again
i'm inside my head
i don't know why i'm feeling so blue
ima get fucked up again
but it doesn't help
i'm just tryna fill a void with you
drowning all my thoughts out
i don't wanna reach out
all i know is pain's gonna spread when i leave now
please don't cry for me
baby just try for me
ima give you all that i can if you slide for me

AGONY  (prod.everestdidthis) [100 follower soundcloud exclusive]

I am a little fish

Stepping into the river
Water up to my knees
The wind sways
My black eyelashes

With the touch of my fingers
I touch the wave
Transparent fabrics
Of the blue abyss

I'm a little fish
I'm swimming in a cage
I'm a little fish
I'm swimming in a cage

Diving into the depths
Chimera fish
Remnants of light
Traces of the cave

2x With the touch of my fingers
Touching the wave
Transparent fabrics
Of the blue abyss

2х
I'm a little fish
I swim in the cage
I'm a little fish
I'm swimming in a cage

Я Маленька Рибка

Una combinación de generos con sonidos envolventes y melancólicos que salen de mis emociones más profundas

MENTAL

Then I Saw You

Dirt (demo)

Wire

Hylic

its not a surprise where they found me dead
i watched them bury me and bow their heads
you wouldnt believe the things that they said

woaah

i wonder what they think of me
do they even think of me 
none of it was meant to be
its gonna fuck you mentally
i wonder what they think of me
do they even think of me 
none of it was meant to be
its gonna fuck you mentally

put my heart on ice

come on 
to the other side 
ill be waiting
too long

i can see you with my eyes closed

prod.blossom
lyrics:
when i close my eyes
i still see your face
i just lose my grip
but i know that

and when you come around
i promise that I'll stay
and when you fall apart
I'll piece you back
together
piece you back together
I'll piece you back together

she said
i'm fine
i don't wanna talk right now
and i wish
that I
stopped her at the door
i didn't know that
it was the last time
i would see her
i didn't know it was gone

and when you come around
i promise that I'll stay
and when you fall apart
I'll piece you back together
I'll piece you back together

stuck
in
this
place
again

and I
just can't 
get it right
and i know
it'll take
some time
for you 
to see
that it's
too late


too late

prod. noah birch x nixx ♡

> lyrics <

u didn't care

the way u lied
u didn't care
when u left
u stopped and stared
u didn't care

u didn't care
about how i felt when everything went shit
u ran away
u didn't want to try and make a fix
crying 'til i'm pissed
and i reminisce
about what could've been
i just wish i cared a little less

the way u lied
u didn't care
(u didn't care, u didn't care)
when u left
(and when u lied)
u stopped and stared
(u didn't care, u didn't care, u didn't care)
i feel lost inside my own skin
(u left again, am i in ur head?)
won't forget everything u did
(i won't forget, u didn't care)
u didn't care

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu

udidntcare:/

Ascension

Just like a bat in the night time
Hanging out sampling the fruits of life
Darkness is overwhelming
But outside the stars are shining bright
Poking out of the void for a look around
Seeing all that they see
How it all comes around
For you for me,
That the deal
No scam just the fate of this 
Damn idiocracy
The moon observes us back and
She’s sighing
The revelations happening
And the sea she keeps on swallowing

I’m telling it straight in this lunacy
Hoping the cut thru the apathy
I’ll do anything you ask of me
I’ll do anything you ask
Concrete foundations are always crumbling
Demonstrating a core fragility
The split fracturing at the seams
An incursion from the sea

Its our only time
But there’s no time at all
Lighthouse keeper quit the job
So I hope we’re all right with the dark out
Its our only time
But there’s no time at all
Record keeper quit the job 
So I hope we’re all right with a black out

The absence is concentrated
Can’t see straight so
Maybe I’ve got the bends
Dizziness and pressure mounting
The vertigo upending all my plans
The statues all momentary
Tantalising option here now to defend
Our permanence
Thru the classics
But even Shakespeare has met with a bitter end

I’m telling it straight in this lunacy
Hoping the cut thru the apathy
I’ll do anything you ask of me
I’ll do anything you ask
Moths biting at the fraying seams
The tapestries are unravelling
The pictures warping terribly
Damage melting history

Its our only time
And there’s no time at all
Harbour master quit the job
So I hope we’re all right with a fade out
Its our only time
But there’s no time at all
Local pastor quit the job
So I hope we’re all right with a blank out
Suns exploding
And there’s no time at all
The organ grinder quit the job
So I hope we’re all right with the burn out
Black hole imploding
And there’s no time at all
School teacher quit the job
So I hope we’re all right with our blow out

So I hope we’re all right with a fade out
So I hope we’re all right with a fade out
I’m telling it straight in this lunacy
Hoping the cut thru the apathy
I’ll do anything you ask of me
I’ll do anything you ask
I’m telling it straight in this lunacy
Hoping the cut thru the apathy
I’ll do anything you ask of me
I’ll do anything you ask
I’ll do anything you ask
I’ll do anything you ask
I’ll do anything you ask

apathy

Bullet in the Sun

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