No, not you
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[Verse 1]
Sorry if I ever hurt you
And I never kissed you enough
And I just have trouble unraveling sometimes
The feelings that I've kept wound up

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know its my own misfortune
And I didn't hold tight enough
But I find it hard to keep myself whole
Drowning in my bitter blood

[Chorus]
And I hate when you're with him
And I hate when you smile
And I hate that for once you don't seem like you've cried
And I hate that you've kissed him
And I hate that I'm sore
But most of all I hate that you're happier than before

[Verse 2]
I'll stay awake again and stare vacantly
At he spot where you used to reside
And I'll lay beneath these cold empty sheets
Huddled and clutching my sides

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know it's my own misfortune
And darling believe me I do
And you've got your problems, and hell I've got mine
But I find it hard that we're through

[Chorus]
And I hate when you're with him
And I hate when you smile
And I hate that for once you don't seem like you've cried
And I hate that you've kissed him
And I hate that I'm sore
But most of all I hate that you're happier than before

I HATE THAT YOU'RE HAPPY

I don’t know anything besides my own bed
I feel I’ve been running circles in my head
My arms feel like jelly, my heart turned to lead
If only I kept myself properly fed

My nights are riddled with troubling thoughts
All the while my stomach twists into knots
And I’ve been having trouble with all the demons I’ve fought
They don’t care if I’m in my head or I’m not

My heart aches for comfort, my body does too
Just a slight brush of a shoulder or two
Any kind of loving sense of touch would be new
A hug if you’re willing for a minute or two

I’m so scared
That you’ll befriend me
Cause I’m just the burdon
On your tested feet
Don’t let me touch you, and you won’t feel this pain
I’m trying to help you please just stay away

Stay Away

Laying in my bed staying up all night
The clock sat at my right reading 12 past 5
I can’t feel you but I’d like to yet

My phone screen mocks the way I type
All my feelings deep inside my mind
All out where you cannot see them

I used to read all the notes you sent
But I trashed them, even the ones you meant
I feel like I could use them now

And now that you’re still gone
I miss the way you swore to hold my arm 
As I slept so I could feel complete

And I’m just one forehead kiss away
From falling asleep to forget the day
Having dreams of us feeling again

And I’m just one forehead kiss away
From being ok with my stupid brain
But all I can do is sit and wait

One kiss away

One Kiss Away

I want your head on my shoulder
While we wait for a cab
The busy streets before us
Couldn’t take our peace away

I want your eyes locked with mine
Smile cross your perfect face
Darling believe me that’s you


I know the timings a little off
Darling I know you’ve seen a lot
Been there, don’t that a thousand times

But our time will come I know it’s true
You’ll shine ahead and I’ll pull through
For now I think I’ll list
The things I want with you

I want to run away with you
Take a day, a week, a month or two
To just drive away and feel free
I’m just glad to hear you’d be with me

I want to feel you in the morning
Knowing I was there to say
‘I love you’ so that it’s
The first thing that you hear 

I know the timings a little off
And I know that you’ve seen a lot
Been there done that now I’m unsure

But our time will come I know it’s true
You’ll charge ahead and I’ll love you
For now I think I have to list
All the things I want with you

Want With You

I’m done with my head
I’m done with my thoughts
Done with all the things I use to slowly wilt away

Done with all the hiding
Done with changing names
I’m sorry if you find out I’m not good

I’m so tired
I’m so broken
I’m so glad to stomp out all the blazing flames

I’m so lonely
I’m just faded
Sinking deeper into the carpet of this home

And I am unwelcome

(Yes it's supposed to de-sync on the second to last line. There's meaning)

sleepless nights 2

Daydreams

I hate the way you made me feel
It’s put a hole inside my mind
I’ve lost control of the wheel
And I’m running out of time

I wish that you didn’t tell me
That I wasn’t enough
I wish you’d told me I was good
Or maybe life was looking up

I feel like I’m not enough
And It’s all your fault
I want constant attention
Have to be ok with getting some

I HATE THE WAY YOU INFECTED ME

I decided to make a cover of this song by Ollie MN. Please support the original artist :)
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What the world needs now
Is another sad boy with a guitar
You've got to whine so loud
If you want them to make you a star
Sing something about her eyes
Or staring off into the sunrise
Doesn't matter if it rhymes
Maybe some girl broke your heart
And you've been drinking whiskey after dark
Something along those lines
The bigger the personal crisis
The higher the ticket prices
So get out there and grab it
Develop a drug habit
You've never ever felt this low
But it sounds great on the radio
As soon as the teens buy it
Get yourself a Porsche to cry in
Oh

Sad Boy With A Guitar (Cover)

Lost

This is a song I've been requested to cover in mass.
Lyrics can be found by searching them online :)
As always, please support the original artist

This Is Home - cavetown (cover)

20 Year old just trying to make their way through life without hurting anyone I love

Tyler Dawson

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