prod. bloom

i dont listen when they say shit 
love me for one night i guess ill take it
shes the drug my medication
now im in and out of places 
that you can not go or i would fake it 
when i hold you close my hearts racing

medication

prod. bycian //

long nights when i take my own meds
long nights keep coming in my head
long nights next to you in your bed
and now
and now its 4 in the morning
its pouring 
everytime that i look down at my phone
cant ignore it
im thinking to much cant export it 
and my heart doesn't beat without blood to absorb in

now that i took a step back 
everything you said i never could forget that
you been lying thru your teeth just like the dead plaque

now im back in my zone like the old me
i really wish you didnt control me 
wish that you could stop let my nose bleed
now im hanging by a not by your door key
i didnt know it got colder
can we please go back to october
ill never be okay till its over
im drinking till im done being sober

now im drinking till im done being sober
no closure
im losing composure
breaking down not even a stoner
bipolar 
im so mediocre

and now its 4 in the morning
its pouring 
everytime that i look down at my phone
cant ignore it
im thinking to much cant export it 
and my heart doesn't beat without blood to absorb in

Spotify

4 in the morning

wrote this abt a pumpkin on halloween

on the steps until next week
until they throw me away
cut me open and empty
everything but the pain
love it when i glow at night
but where my friends in the day 
they keep running from me 
i guess i scare them away
fucked up and i need another dose
always starring through me like imma ghost
cutting deep in my skin just let it go

all i need is a face and big mouth to get out of this house never go back
last year it was hard to evolve and move on and i would never go back
now i burn from inside with a mask on my face when i dont like to show that 
and i cant go away when the tears in your eyes turn to flames and they burn black

its not the first time you left me alone outside
its not the first time you told me to come inside
its not the first time you told me it would be okay
its not the first time i broke down i like to rot and decay
i feel like im broken
taking medicine cause i need a potion 
mixing up my emotions 
getting cold i was already frozen

all i need is a face and big mouth to get out of this house never go back
last year it was hard to evolve and move on and i would never go back
now i burn from inside with a mask on my face when i dont like to show that 
and i cant go away when the tears on your face turn to flames and they burn black

jack

[prod. dercept]

your in first im in last got me banging my head and you love when it clash oh no
let it go let it pass got me covered in red i love breaking the glass oh no

let it fall out 
i cant move from bed i like to crawl out 
staying in and never call out 
i can not thaw out 
need to stop before i withdraw now 
close your eyes fuck what you saw now
too deep to crawl out

what you saw now 
when its dark out
love it when you go and let your guard down
dont wanna fall out 
when you carve now 
i know you want me to 
just go
just leave
blow away like tree
in fall
the leaves 
keep blowing back to me

let it fall out 
i cant move from bed i like to crawl out 
staying in and never call out 
i can not thaw out 
need to stop before i withdraw now 
close your eyes fuck what you saw now
too deep to crawl out

crawl out

getting so close that i lost it 
now my blood dripping out of you faucet 
when the clears out of the room and its still feeling caustic 
and i go where i want always car sick 
got no love left to give had to toss it 
gotta watch what i say 
when you walk on my side 
will you cross it 

in the dark it gets cold and its frosted 
everytime i go im just drowning exhausted 
where you wanna go? 
i been lost and i cant 
get back home 
i just wanna know 
where you wanna go
get back home 

and i cant let it go 
i get lost when shit hit the floor 
and i know what i just cant know 

now im slurring my words on the phone again 
when i call and we talk but i fake pretend 
when the bottle drops will i break it than 
will they take it away man it all depends
man it all depends

back home

title song to the ep figured it should be somewhere

lost world no heart

Hope they dont Replace me. (prod. lilbiscuit)

Lyrics:
imma face it outer space bitch
all alone hope they didnt lace this
lost my soul yeah he did the race and
in a dark space but i replace it

imma face it not a phase bitch
pretty drunk yeah i think im wasted
lose my head yeah i will erase it 
broken heart i need a replacement

yeah all they want is placement
i been drinking driving in a fucking spaceship
future on the line like cars and pink slips

i aint sippin nothing i been smokin dope 
yeah your girl she give me love she really give me hope 
yeah our love all tangled up just like some fucking rope 
now i melt into the ground just like some fucking snow 
im pretty cold 
im sub zero 
im feeling like im bouta blow 
im all alone 
i got it all just on my own 
like no ones home 
im with the gang  
it aint a show 
lets roll some dope 
im moving slow 

yeah i really hope they know 
i aint never coming home 
 now im really cruising slow 
i been smoking too much bro 

imma face it outer space bitch
all alone hope they didnt lace this
lost my soul yeah he did the race and
in a dark space but i replace it

imma face it not a phase bitch
pretty drunk yeah i think im wasted
lose my head yeah i will erase it 
broken heart i need a replacement

replacement

switched it up, sorta like it, sorry. 
(prod. bluezy) 
[lyrics]
(hook)
thoughts are poison rot upon my brain 
taking drugs they make me feel okay
weed smoking yeah i hope it fade away 
i keep screaming but they dont hear me
lost i got no time to think
i keep swimming till i fucking sink 
grindin like im in the league 
hope i make it but i guess well see 
(verse)
i was up all damn night in the morning hope i get up
havent fell this low before yeah i hope im getting better
she might throw it all away 
man i think she might be fed up
they just wanna ride the wave but still hate im a vendetta
(interlude)
i been chasing for a bag 
front it but i wont be back
call im never home 
x2

yeah this feeling im just used ta 
weed aint smoking like it used ta
(verse)
roll another hit reload 
i forgot i had a phone
nightmares when all alone 
nightmares all in my dome
stab me in my back 
time ticking like it tac
up and down no jumping jack
(hook)
thoughts are poison rot upon my brain 
taking drugs they make me feel okay
weed smoking yeah i hope it fade away 
i keep screaming but they dont hear me
lost i got no time to think
i keep swimming till i fucking sink 
grindin like im in the league 
hope i make it but i guess well see

brain poison

playground w/ young mess

(prod. sadisfiction) go tune in with him : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcn6uKnJGm3MfnNa_WT83OA

[lyrics]
gazing at the stars i can see em shining with me 
i just drank an 8th bouta chase it with some whiskey 
havent left my home 
in awhile i hope they miss me 

i been bringing shit back 
feelin like back of the class 
feet on the desk 
right next to grass 
people they talk
saying its whack 
i dont got time 
no not for that 
on my way out 
aint looking back 
try and keep up 
im moving to fast 

high on my own 
i lose myself i dont know where he go 
i dont got time all the times i go through 
making a play like a pass for assist 
teleporting when i enter this rift 
hitting the brakes yeah they catching the drift 

i dont got time i never did  
i dont got time i never did 
i dont got time no not for this 
yeah 
i dont got time i never did
i dont got time no not for this 

gazing at the stars i can see em shining with me 
i just drank an 8th bouta chase it with some whiskey 
havent left my home 
in awhile i hope they miss me

time

music sometimes
lead never follow
tree hugger

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