the last song i heard my aunt play before she passed from a heartattack, thank you for making a version i can listen to without having a panic attack 

Avoiding the crowd

the sound of accepting the way things are
art by me

New Home - Austin Farwell (slow/reverb)

My 2nd favorite gymnopedie by Erik Satie ✨🥰

𝐄𝐫𝐢𝐤 𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐞 - 𝐆𝐲𝐦𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐍𝐨 𝟏 (𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐫) - 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝/𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛

FKJ - Ylang Ylang But It's The Good Part Looped (slowed + Reverb)

New Home Slowed

This is part 2 of a work that is a little over ten minutes long, so I'm splitting into two pieces so the SoundCloud algorithm works. Part 1 (heard here) is the explosion, Part 2 is the aftermath. To hear the complete work without interruption: https://soundcloud.com/steve-owens-989781522/dysphoria

Dysphoria concerns an experience common to many people who are neurodivergent and or have experienced trauma. It is both an outgrowth of my personal experience, and my experience as an educator working with students (and adults). When I was an administrator, I worked multiple times with the psychologist Dave Melnick of the Northeast Families Institute on matters of workforce development. In one consultation, Dave introduced me to the concept of "working upstream" with behaviors, understanding the trajectory of the individuals "interiority" so as to be able to identify where that person is in the cascade of inner events and tailor interventions.

In the community of autistic people, when this cascade flows into dysregulated behavior, we call it a "meltdown". The meltdown can be minor, or it can be life changing, resulting in loss of job, home, relationships, or even injury or incarceration. The interior experience proceeds in five steps, ending in visible behavioral dysregulation:

1) physiological deregulation (a feeling in the body that demands relief)
2) an impulse (to do something about it)
3) emotional dysregulation
4) cognitive dysregualtion
5) a behavior

Dysphoria does not follow this trajectory in a linear fashion. Each of these stages are entangled, and it's more a question of emphasis at any given moment.

"Shame and regret" is the universal aftermath....

Performed by the Truberry Duo, Trudy Chan and Rob Frankenberry, pianists.
steve.owens@vcfa.edu


Dysphoria part 2: shame and regret

i dont own the original song, but i remixed this to sound like it was from another room. hope you enjoy the effect!

Hurry Up, We're Dreaming

Midnight City from another room

Clair De Lune playing from another room

Born to Die - Single

Born to Die(from another room)

101 70s Hits - CD1

I Will Survive (from another room)

Now That's What I Call 80S Party

We Built This City (from another room)

Breezeblocks - Alt J From Another Room

I own nothing, I simply uploaded this for convenience.
Created by A.Krishna on Youtube

Gymnopédie No. 1 Ethereal Remix

chopin nocturne op9 no.2 ethereal remix, (slow pitched)

credits to 戴晟睿 on youtube, be sure to check them out! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oiJj9GQGKsg&list=LL7Vd0z9ugtL6SkPapuEF2-g&index=3&t=0s

Claude Debussy - Clair De Lune [slowed + Reverb] (戴晟睿 YouTube)

𝙜𝙮𝙢𝙣𝙤𝙥𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙚, 𝙣𝙤 1

Claire de Lune - Debussy (slowed)

My life is shaped by the urgent need to wander and observe, and my camera is my passport.

[Made for Roleplay purposes only]

Clair De Lune playing from another room

Kitana 'Kit' Maven

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