prod. by: thms 
written by: thms.
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//yeah, I mean how could you?
//how am I?
//that’s a joke right, right?
//like you're joking? 
//oh, you're not.

oh
Things were going too good
Don’t get me misunderstood
The doubts around
They turned to truths throughout

through septembers cold i stood
didn't need what I thought I would
going numb in my face
But the winds that blow weren't what you'd think

I'll say
For my estate

That it's easy
For something to come along 
and pretend to save face

and you'll speak
bout how i never listened
Do you hear yourself in the words you’re saying?

These things just don't do this.
rotten luck at its core I swear
Might as well be toothless cause im
Coping hard on my own

And it feels so useless
I won't breathe with my own lungs
But I already feel this
Left alone in a broken home

on my own
I'll stand shone
may not be long
But I'll fight as long as I hold on

to be strong
don’t feel like i can know
But I know ive got a way
A way 

So I'll be here
and I'll wait for years
yeah I'll hold back the tears
can't you see im right here? Replace my fears.

because this wont heal
its pressing on me and I feel
the world is spinning they wont hear
me like you do. God, I need you. 

I swear to god 
Im not crazy
I just hate the things 
That you make me

You're cliché 
with no taste see
No thoughts 
That heads so empty

Going in blind not chasing
The waters too deep for saftey
Dive in headfirst im lazy
No regard for lifelike shading

Here come take me
Please baby
I need saftey in your arms
I'm going crazy

I hate being
This shell so empty
My mind is going dark

watercolors

all i see is blinding me and 
all i hear hear is deafening but
when i wake up 
im feeling down down down
i need a change up
right now now now

and on the inside im freakin out
need backup 
im beakin
ill even out 
youll see
no reason but
im freakin out
bad habits lead to damage 
but ill even out

got no other options
livin life like on my back is a target
and even tho i try my best try my hardest
my worst fear (x3)
one day ill still end up in the garbage

ihopethiswasworthit

prod me, alkyl

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/sonreawaken-5

I stuck my head through the ceiling
I couldn't find any meaning
It's like I always done seen it
You left me broken and bleeding
Left out of town on the season
I should've always believed
You'd grow distant for no reason

And now The Son's upset
I hope it get a little better
It's outta' my hands
I'm crawling right back into your sweater
Left for dead
It's all in my head again

And I just wish I lived in your walls
You could get it all out then
Ignorin' my calls since the day that you found him
It's all in the cost of betraying my health
Left my soul on the shelf
So I put you through hell
(Hah)
Flip the ignition
I don't have time for livin' in it
It's my own mission
In spite of my own condition it is
Makin' incisions, It's cutting me up all over my skin
But I been with it
I'm running all these laps until I spin
(Baby)

But still my feet grip the sand
I'll build a bigger, better brand
Maybe one that could withstand your touch
I'll fold my bread into the bands
I'll hold  you in my feeble hands
Maybe I could be a better man next

Times up
Time and time again
You could make your mind up
It would be fine
But then you wouldn't be fine
It'll take time and time again

And I just wish I lived in your walls
You could get it all out then
Ignorin' my calls since the day that you found him
It's all in the cost of betraying my health
Left my soul on the shelf
So I put you through hell
(Hah)
Flip the ignition
I don't have time for livin' in it
It's my own mission
In spite of my own condition it is
Makin' incisions, It's cutting me up all over my skin
But I been with it
I'm running all these laps until I spin

prod me

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/split-2

Break away
Break away

Guess I'm back on my ass, I know you wanted it
At the scene of attraction where you flaunted it
Little overreaction when you faded in

I had been there too
Wondering what happens
When you don't know
How to love yourself

I sat down while faded on a rooftop
Inside out without the thought of your touch
Lost in love my head is spinning too much

Another perfect day and 43 bad nights
I burned my eyes in the untamed daylight
You were mine now I feel satirized

SATIRE

ericdoa - boys dont cry (Og pitch, Pitched down, Full song)

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vox: ashe
prod: drma + loverace
mix: ashe
master: ashe

[intro]
tell me what's the point if i know i have to fall
no-one's gonna save me, nobody to call
and they always say they hate me, typical
while im always facing, what's visceral

[prehook]
and you fed up, then you don't reply
tell me a thousand ways you could say goodbye
sipping potions tryna skip time, yeah
taking things to try and get mine, yeah

[hook]
taking things to try reset my mind
thinking i could maybe change my life
and i've, been through the wars tryna get what's mine
couldn't give a fuck im so sick of the inside

[refrain]
please could you listen to what i try
tell you what i think abt this

[verse]
i try to focus but im steady loosing sight
and all the ppl that i had that said they care think im alright
so fuck it, yeah, fuck this, it's all mine
reap the hyper pop scene like a goldmine
(so selfish)

[verse]
if you fall, tick tock, it's a false sign
pitch your shot but it blows thru the fault line
and if you think that my time is up watch me fckn take
blunt after blunt smoke that shit to the face

[prehook]
and you fed up, then you don't reply
tell me a thousand ways you could say goodbye
sipping potions tryna skip time, yeah
taking things to try and get mine, yeah

[hook]
taking things to try reset my mind
thinking i could maybe change my life
and i've, been through the wars tryna get what's mine
couldn't give a fuck im so sick of the inside

ericdoa - lastjune (sped up)

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