Lyrics (from an interview with Chester Bennington):
...some of the stuff that he knew I was going through and then some of the stuff he was going through and some of the stuff he knew our friends and other guys in the band were going through... It was like a list of 50 things. Each one of them was on its own, really-really hard to go through. It was like... one of our friends died of cancer, my stepdad died of cancer, I broke my leg and I had to rehab that for a year, I quit Stone Temple Pilots because it was just too much after I broke... It was too much. I felt bad about that. And then I was depressed, and I was drinking again, and I was like... doing all the stuff... And I was like, “Dude, this is crazy...” And um... All my relationships were struggling, everything was struggling. And um... It was just really tough. And so... there was just enough things to keep me wanting to go... But yeah, I mean like, I don't think I was burnt out from just like “Man, I just need a break”. I was burnt out because I was just like, “Fuck the world”. Honestly, like... fuck all of you. Like, everybody and everything. And I don't like you and anything anymore, like, nothing makes me happy... I don't like anyone. I even told one of my therapists at one point, I said “I just don't wanna feel anything... I'm kinda envy of sociopaths 'cause they don't have to worry about all the feeling shit... I kinda want that”. And she's like, “You mean you don't wanna be a human being?” I was like, “Yep, that's what I want”... (Laugh)

RIP Chester

That's What I Want

"Land Based Antics" by Struggles With Syntax.

From the EP, "UK Garage Floor Fillers Vol. 4", out October 2nd 2020 digitally through MUZAI Records.

Recorded by Ben Freeze.
Mastered by Jon at Moosetronix Mastering.
Original artwork by Lurkmoophy. Repurposed by Urethra Franklin for Soundcloud.

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Struggles With Syntax - Land Based Antics

LYRICS: 

Your eyes light up in the rain 
They are so full of pain 
You are my night and day 
Why wish yourself away? 

What am I fighting for? 
Can’t do this anymore 
Not what I bargained for 
You’re bleeding on the floor 

I can’t forget 
The day everything fell apart 
I would do anything for a new start 
Where can we go 
That the past will not follow 
Maybe it’s time 
That I move on and let go 

So bittersweet 
in this delicate happiness 
That I can’t tell apart from the suffering 
It’s a blur 
But it tells me that I’m still here 
I’m in tune 
Run the melody through me

Wish Yourself Away [prod. tothegood]

Oh this is a fun one. I wrote it when I was a very angry 18 year old about this dude that really doesn't deserve the time I've spent on songs about him. Good times, good times. Punky tracks are LOVELY!

RUN! (You're Not Going Anywhere)

"Self-Theories" album out on the 23rd of November!
SPOTIFY: https://bit.ly/selftheories

"Glaring Screens" by Plastic Barricades

Dan Kert - vocals, guitars, bass, keyboards
Paul Love - drums, percussion, backing vocals

Recorded at Shed Studios, London, in 2020
Mixed by Paul Love in Paris, France
Mastering by Andy "Hippy" Baldwin at Metropolis Studios, London, UK

Produced by Plastic Barricades
www.plasticbarricades.eu

P L A S T I C B A R R I C A D E S
Glaring screens

Lie beside me, take my hand
We will feel this planet spinning
Quickly sink into the sand
Where you cannot hear the ringing
Disconnected from this endless stream of hopes and worries
You and I, we could just run away

There’s so many things that escape us when we’re looking down
Glued to those glaring screens in our hands
We think we’ll clear our anxious minds
And walk away on any day
But we’re afraid to disobey
So we’re stuck with this habit
Going down the rabbit hole

What if there’s a simple way to get rid of all distractions
Let’s rewind and then press play
And take charge of all our actions
We’re addicted to this endless stream of information
You and I, we should just run away

There’s so many things that escape us when we’re looking down
Glued to those glaring screens in our hands
We think we’ll clear our anxious minds
And walk away on any day
But we’re afraid to disobey
So we’re stuck with this habit
Going down the rabbit hole

Trapped inside the world wide web
We all keep trying to escape
It’s never easy, but it’s not too late
It’s not too late!

There’s so many things that escape us when we’re looking down
Glued to those glaring screens in our hands
We think we’ll clear our anxious minds
And walk away on any day
But we’re afraid to disobey
So we’re stuck with this habit
Going down the rabbit hole

Self-Theories

Glaring Screens

Eulogy For AMB

Helping Hand

Genre: Pop Punk, Alternative Rock
BPM: 155
Key: E maj

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MGK x Blink-182 "Bloody Valentine" Pop Punk Type Beat

Genre: Pop Punk, Indie, Alternative Rock
BPM: 195
Key: D maj

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Machine Gun Kelly x Blink-182 x Yungblud Pop Punk/Indie Type Beat

BRANDEBURG - Holy Places (slowed)

Kali Masi - "The Stray" (Official Music Video)
From their upcoming LP "[laughs]"
Out March 26th via Take This To Heart Records / Homebound (EU)

Pre-Order: https://bit.ly/32Bjja0

EU Pre-Order:  https://stuff.homebound-music.de/

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Kali Masi - "The Stray"

Music and vocals by Mikhail Serdyukov
Artwork by Maxim Dorin

Big Misha Records. 2020

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