and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying now im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss (Slowed)

vvv

movin at light speed ive been glowing honestly
think i couldnt be doing better pain is hard to see
taking red n blue up inside my odyssey 
dont hit me up im out of reach
im in my own world
im in my own zone
conspired this all inside my dome
now its all right here and i finally found my home
its you 
its me 
im starting to believe and talk to my inner child  and not ignore her
im so sorry i know that i treated u like shit for months
youre still my baby angel and i never meant to hurt u, love
it wasnt my intentions it was the man with the red hair
if im bein honest w u i dont think he ever cared
id tell you it was a facade but u prolly do not know that word
i know how he hurt you and i hate em bout much as you loved him
but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.
I been 
Blowin toxins
in my  room
i been doin fine
w out u 
yeah i loved him but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.

inner_child (jabarionthebeat x jelly x dreamboyy)

i guess its jus sex stuff now :/

Lyrics:

she can't be the person you want her to be
and i can't be the person you need me to be
im still the same kid that you met at 13
she'll have a person jus any but me
could you whisper sweet nothings and put me at peace
your breath on my ear fills my heart n my cheeks
we never go where we're needed 2 be
oh we never go when we're needed 2 be  
lil busy passed out
on the riptide
sweep me away drag me out towards the moonlight
its pretty out here

ok

i like the view from my oakwood casket
she liquidates my confidence
with her honest kiss
think she wants me still
this motions overkill
yea we can do the same thing that's fine alright no stop

oh oh oh oh
wut was i saying again

hey nice to meet you
oh are you heading that way too
i tried my best to wait on you
but that got tedious so
i went inside cause the vibe 2 cold
i've seen the bodies in the open snow
fitted up with snowpants and neon coats
a second more would've sealed her hold

sealed her hold
sealed her hold
sealed her hold
yuh woulda sealed her hold
woulda
sealed her hold
sealed her hold

sexsexsex (eric godlow)

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4EVER

[LYRICS]

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Where did you go and why did you leave?
You carved your name in my car with ease 
Rejecting Carr like a recall disease 
I’ve been making decisions I’ll regret next week
If the weddings in autumn, I hope that you freeze 
Cause lately you’re sin and I am the priest
You pray I’m ok, but you call out my name
Rest lies in your face who am I to blame 

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Myself from this planet being here caused me agony
Too scared to pull the trrigger kill myself inside a fantasy
Instead, wish you well when i’m dead, 
Blood scattered on my walls same walls that move sideways,
That’s my new wave, fuck all of the death,
hard drugs to get me thru the days
Fuck what i said, 
That shits old fashion to me now i think that i’ve had enough
Never really done a drug if imma keep it a buck,

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

[outro]
Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll be okay
Reflection stayin tainted with the flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase

Sideways feat. Ila (prod. brody)

ballad of nothin'

lyrics:

another night of drinkin on my own
my battery died so i cant check my phone
doesnt really matter cuz noone ever calls
sittin by myself while these tears just fuckin fall...
and its always been this way, i can never get away
from these problems that i face
its gettin hard to breathe
ion wanna be me
i would give anything just to feel free...

and im never really feelin okay
everybody always goes a different way
ion really know myself
i been searchin but i never fuckin found nothin'
everybody thought i was gonna be somethin'
but it turns out im just nothin'
and im growin so tired ion wanna keep running
steppin on these snakes, yeah these motherfuckers cunning

i was stuck here for a fuckin' minute
ion wnna hear u talk but ima let u finish
cuz i dont like ppl anymore
tryna keep em happy is such a chore
and i know that i dont fit in
i never really have
but i kinda like it this way
all they ever do is rip my heart in half
life like a race and i always finish last...

*chorus*

i cant take it anymore
im so tired of being everybodies fool...
and im tired of bleeding my blood into this pool
and i have no room left for anyone...

*chorus*

everybody thought i was gonna be somethin'
but i turned out to be nothin'
turned out to be nothing...

turned out to be nothing...

nothin. [+irby]

All of the time that i just wasted
Spending all of my days intoxicated
So isolated i need sedation 
Tryna get her out of my head is so brainless

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

I’m lyin when I say im ok 
Cuz You keep Poppin up inside of my brain
And All the shit you said don’t hold any weight
Yeah She tell me that she me love me till she just fuckin didn’t 

With the eyes like diamonds 
Mesemerizin
Youre the one I think of when I close my eyelids
Can I kill the silence I’ve been feelin lifeless
Messin with my head and my heart she a white bitch
All you do is type but the words not vibrant 
She keep pullin me in she hot like a siren
Belive me when I tell you that you help me ease my mind its 
Kinda fuckin crazy that i had you by my side bitch

But now it’s all over 
And I can’t stay sober 
I’m poppin the pain away
And thinkin of better days 

This that drive me to the grave
And our love was just a phase
You treat me like shit most days 
It’s just gonna break me

But now you’re gone 
Every thought feels wrong 
Idk what’s going on 
lately I been so jaded 

She look me in the eyes she could tell that I’m faded
Spreadin nothin but lies you petty and faceless 
I guess Her laugh was a disguise she was plotting my demise 
I can’t tell what’s wrong could you please get me right 
Good sex forgot all the shit that went wrong
I could never speak my thoughts so I put em in a song 

Next thing that I know everyone singin along
And I swear I try my best but I can’t keep holding on 
She knows she was the first that i brought up to my mom 
Try to tell you how I’m feeling but the words are all wrong 

And i miss you even more with the time spent apart 
Said that you need healing coz your thoughts been dark
But she really scared of feeling so she told me let’s part
I hope that you get better cuz youll always have my heart 

Gotta stop scrollin on the feed
Just so I can write on a beat 
But you know he gonna spit some heat
I made 4 racks just last week what you call for
Always on my phone in case it beeps
And your face so pretty in my head repeatin 
I wish i didn’t love her for all the wrong reasons 
She say she gotta go our love was just a season 

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

verse again)

this was a love story (prod. gage oakes)

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lyrics

[mæsk]
i felt planets hit and all took was a single touch
it was a smoothe sail out to nowhere so ima a bit out of touch
i hit the main land swear it wasn’t this lush
but now i seek more just a temporary rush

scattered throughout the stratosphere 
holding down the atmosphere 
let ur guard down, drop my wings and let’s get the hell outta here

avoid the snakes when they appear
a fallen angel anaware
surrounding take its toll
but this endless ether baby

how much more
more can u endure
it’s gone get hot, just don’t get torched

there’s gon be changing course
and err pushing through a force field 
my voice is hoarse 
but we can make it out no matter the power that storm yields

just follow my lead 
what is life without a dream
extrinsic value to me has never meant a thing 
i’m finding lightning from within
but there’s more behind my skin
ur over more than half of me
am i fighting just to win?
(this is endless ether baby)

[lxst boy]

(this is real life, open your eyes)
I made a pact with the devil
he told me im destined for damage
I gotta go, running away 
packing my stuff in a panic
my life aint worth the air that I breathe
but im finding a way to manage
I guess ill keep quite 

I aint got philosophise im too afraid to talk about
maybe its not 

the real man in charge is in the sky and hes just looking down
I am not worthy of the life that ive been living now

but lately ive been tired of fighting entities who live around

my brain my rules thats something they better figure out

the sun it scorched my eyes

I keep records of pain thats what this is
yeah and day 14 I really hate the wilderness
but I gotta push through coz survivals worth the risk
I guess writing all these poems aint gonna fix my loneliness

I guess its over now
we can settle down

endless ether ft lxst boy (fantompower)

whts the prblem if im dead asl
everybody tries to be me i js wish em well
everybody knows i fell so deep inside this wishing well
if you lived with what i lived with youd wish you was in hell
yeah im on my chronyc shit im smoking on my toxic shit
its hard as fuck to gts cus im paranoid
sleep on my baretta cus i mean business
dont sleep on my bayonetta i mean business  
huh i cant even love rn im on another planet
sry if im rough i really didnt plan it
its really fuckin hard to not get up and 
get up
stop settling
and, "oh yeah, i owe you"
yeah u fuckin do
last week u stole my kid like wht the fuck it do?
thought u were my bro
thought were my brother
thought u were my blood
thought u were my one 
to hold onto when everything is fucking shit
when it goes dark when the lights turn out and i cannot see the spark
when i cant lie no more
when i cant breathe no more
when i cant stand more
when i pass out and im damn near dead but i really couldnt care no more
ive given up my body's laying on your floor
do whatever you want to me cause i just cant fight no more
i feel like i should feel bad but i dont know why or how yeah
and i cant get turned on, cus..


hey, dork
posted with a toy
you be shootin bbs 
i be smoking real joints
ion even see u as a person rn
i see u as a monster and its freaking me out
ay
the voices in my 
the demons in my
like to talk, i hear tapping n scratching on the wall
i shouldnt say that
ill drive a maybach.

ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ

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ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ （ＰＲＯＤ．ＣＨＲＯＮＹＣ）

mix & mastr @ztope

lyrics

this warmmm wind
this warmmm wind

we worship a god
while we’re all trapped inside of this cave
some of us piled up rocks, to leave us with no option to escape

i knew it never felt right
ive been sitting here the whole damn day
if i open my eyes, id still be blind to all of your ways

patience running thin 
20 years
like 50 scars
20 years and not one apart
last 7 spent in the dark
vague memorys of th light fill days,…
turned to spark

passages what’d keep me up
id read out loud every word and i know it came from the heart
but please do not take this heart
one half is u so i know its hard

its taken time 
but my patience thin and so is the line
curiosity never left 
so i crack the rock, not knowing if ill be fine
but u think i can just sit here living to die
like how’d u think we got here without having a closed mind

coz now there no going back 
im by myself like 20 feet deep
to leave ur home and take to the cold. 
aint my idea of being set free
unfortunately i came to my senses 
to be content with this i couldn’t see
 
i was living a lie
they forced me to believe
i see now y theres no evolution
20 years worth of retribution
peace and mind now a state of fusion
how could u be aware and not just lose it

scribbling text on the wood of a tree
then carve it without an idea of beauty
walk every trail till the bears have received 
but graft isnt enough to get them to believeeeeee

u think my leaving this place
for my own sake
this was a last resort
remorse

ill be in heavy debt for all the lives after
the paint washes off but not the damage

hidden beneath is the message from earth
unheard it must remain, so this gift is not cursed
those who fall short and find truth in these words
are left to dissolve into a hole that is absurd

two decades worth of retribution - pg 32 (message to bears)

0utti3 (prod. blantwrud)

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