Rxseboy released “End of the Year v9” as part of his long-running annual tradition of dropping a reflective track to close out each year. The series acts like a musical time capsule, where he looks back on the past twelve months, his growth, struggles, and experiences, then puts those feelings into one song. By naming it with a version number, he shows that each year builds on the last, almost like chapters in an ongoing story of his life and career. v9 continues that ritual, giving fans both closure on 2024 and a sense of continuity, something to expect and connect with as the years go on.

LYRICS:
[Intro]
All we do, uh

[Chorus]
I'm making v9 my theme song
Got some new friends I can lean on
Heard that I was obsessed with the numbers
He right, cause lil' rxsie gon' turn to a phenom
But we good, so it's cool if I speak on it
As for y'all, got a Glock with the beam on it
Keep on dissing, in private, I'm reconnin'
Brighter days never come when you cheap-shotting, huh

[Verse 1]
I heard a fan account say that I'm losing my mind
You worship somebody, my dawg, get a life
Don't stay parasocial, inside of your socials
You might understand when they leave you behind
Y'all called me insane when I gave you my side
Like brodie keep spreading them devilish lies
They hope I go manic, make everyone panic
When they see that Tony is back in his prime
I'm back

[Verse 2]
Don't even try it
I dropped an album on every persona
I swear that one day they gon' feel it, I'm seismic
People still talking about Billie Crylish
Someone tell Interscope that shit is timeless
I will not stop until I get a song RIAA certified diamond, yeah

[Chorus]
I'm making v9 my theme song
Got some new friends I can lean on
Heard that I was obsessed with the numbers
He right, cause lil' rxsie gon' turn to a phenom
But we good, so it's cool if I speak on it
As for y'all, got a Glock with the beam on it
Keep on dissing, in private, I'm reconnin'
Brighter days never come when you cheap-shotting, huh

[Verse 3]
She was out drinking and smoking, her sanity broken
While I was at home getting sick
And she knew a 30-year-old that was feeding her coke
He was hoping she'd end up with him
And I was just tryna make sure that she didn't regret the decision that played in her head
Then she went on tour, I didn't exist
She said I was nothing, it is what it is
But why did she exit my life just to call me that night
On some, "Do you ever reminisce?"
Like can you just pay me that 2 thousand dollars you owe me
And why can't you send me my shit (For real)
I bet it's because you like torturing people that love you
It's something you cannot resist
You laughed at my tears, got rid of our kid
I never thought we would end it like this (But we did)

[Outro]
I'm really tired

end of year v9

end of the year v9

"When all is said and done, grief is the price we pay for love." - E.A. Bucchianeri. 

"fuck love" - Lund

Sometimes, when you lose – when people die – it is very hard to make tears. ...
Don't be ashamed to weep; this is right to grieve.

Heaven knows we need never be ashamed of our tears, for they are rain upon the blinding dust of earth, overlying our hard hearts.

Crying doesn't mean you're weak

Im a loser

this is a continuation of my song car ride. enjoy.

Lyrics:
I wonder if ill make past 21 
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love 
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I’ll ever really be enough 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end 

I wonder what’s like to drink and smoke cigars
Or pass out in the grass on a strangers yard
Or how it feels to get high and look at the stars

I wonder what’s it like to give someone my heart
In fear that person could just tear it all apart
I wonder if Ill ever really come apart 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end 

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance 
To start over 
Cause I know this can’t 
be all  over 

I wonder if ill make past 21 
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love 
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I’ll ever really be enough 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance 
To start over 
Cause I know this can’t 
be all  over

I'm trying to be my own friend

I'm Trying To Be My Own Friend (prod. Ocean)[OUT NOW ON SPOTIFY]

a dude who makes music....

終ることがない苦痛
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(Previously known as !K8D3!)

got a problem with me? - solve it 😜
cant stand me?- sit down 🙄
cant face me? - turn around 😬
you like me? - great 😇
you think you know me? - you have no clue 🤭
you dont have to love me you dont have to like me....but you will respect me and I will respect you

I follow back

Relationship status: Single

Grade: 10

Age: 16


「結局のところ、悲しみは愛の代償なのだ。」 - E.A. ブッキアネリ

「愛なんてクソくらえ」 - ルンド

失ったとき、人が亡くなったとき、涙を流すのはとても難しい。…
泣くことを恥じる必要はない。悲しむのは正しいことだ。

涙を恥じる必要はないことを天は知っている。涙は、私たちの固い心を覆う、まばゆいばかりの大地の塵に降る雨なのだから。

泣くことは弱いということではない。

Remember, every single person we meet is loved by God and is someone Jesus died for. Everyone we encounter through the day - strangers, acquaintances, friends, family

Im a loser

flxw3rboi...<3

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