Stop 
Don’t you dare 
Come nowhere near 
Cause your presence 
Makes it hard to breath 

Filthy eyes 
Lies 
And full of pride 
I’m mesmerised 
You hunt with your intellect 
It makes me feel sick 

Delusional 
Unstable 
Uncontrollable 
So powerful 
You cunningly manipulate and 
Fake 

Arrogance 
And violence 
And your vanity 
Perverse insanity 
Just look at you that pretty face so blue 
You’re so beautiful 

Deadly mind 
Twisted smile 
Sociopath 
Dangerously brilliant 
A criminal 
It’s killing me 

A deadly mind 
With a twisted smile 
A sociopath 
That’s what you are 
Unpredictable 
You’re so dangerously brilliant 
A criminal 
And it’s killing me 

A deadly mind 
With a twisted smile 
Oh 
Sociopath 
That’s what you are 
Unpredictable 
You’re so dangerously brilliant 
A criminal 
And it’s killing me 
Eventually 

I can’t help 
Those sorrow eyes 
Tear apart 
What’s left inside 
I can’t help 
That broken mind 
Way beyond reason 
Way out of sight 
Far gone 
I don’t care 
Shut down 
I was there 

A deadly mind 
With a twisted smile 
A sociopath 
That’s what you are 
Unpredictable 
You’re so dangerously brilliant 
A criminal 
And it’s killing me 

A deadly mind 
With a twisted smile 
Oh 
Sociopath 
That’s what you are 
Unpredictable 
You’re so dangerously brilliant 
A criminal 
And it’s killing me 

Fucked up 
Ice cold 
It’s burning me 
Pulling me 
Compellingly 
Hopelessly 
Taunting me 

Can’t go near 
Can’t stay clear 
I don’t care 
I lost my will 
I’m addicted to the 

Fucked up 
Ice cold 
It’s burning me 
Pulling me 
Compellingly 
Hopelessly 
Taunting me 

Can’t go near 
Can’t stay clear 
I don’t care 
I lost my will 
I’m addicted to the thrill 
And it’s gonna get me 
Killed

Black Cats and Criminals

09 Black Cats and Criminals

Sing with me 
Dream with me 

In the back seat in a run down part of town 
Slender visions in the dark 
Neon street lights illuminate the skin 
Translucent and dim 

Happiness wrapped in the soft coat of the night 
The vast 
The strange 
Where no children play 
When the world is deep asleep 
But silence and the wind 

Sing with me 
Dream with me 

Sing with me 
Dream with me 

Timeless lovers 
Don’t need a will to drift 
So free 
Aimlessly 
Derelict and hollow silhouettes go by 
In a city 
Long gone quiet 

Ageless lovers like strangers in twilight 
Just to be 
Real beauty 
Of dusty summer nights 
Peaceful and inky skies 
They gaze with gaunt abandoned eyes 

Sing with me 
Dream with me 
Dive in with me 
Die with me 

Die with me 

Die with me 

Die with me

Concrete Melancholics

08 Concrete Melancholics

When the rain has stopped 
And the cold’s come over night 

Wanderers 
Can never 
Wanderers 
Don’t ever 
Look down 
You’re too far 
Far away 
From home 

Don’t you tell them anything 
And don’t you dare believe a thing 
Don’t you tell them anything 
And don’t you dare believe a thing 

Wanderers 

You’re too far 

From home 

Wanderers 
Can never 
Wanderers 
Don’t ever 
Look down 
You’re too far 
Far away 
From home 

You’re too far 

Far away 

From home


Rings of White Ice

07 Rings of White Ice

Been drinking yet another night 
As grey outside turns into light 
There is no end in sight 

Alright 

Get over everything you know 
This guy has stolen head and soul 
How am I meant to go on living 

Like this 

He chased me over the hill 
Leaves me in shivers from the chill 
He's ruined daily live 
And it's me who's paying the price 

Where have you been my darkest light 
I've married thinking I just might 
Nothing but a shadow in my mind 
Came out of hiding now I'm blind 

Here in my darkest hour 
Where all the blues for him devours 
Just get it over with and done 
Cause I can't 
Go on like this 
Go on like this 

He chased me over the hill 
for him I know I would kill 
He's ruined daily live 
And it's me who's paying 
The price 

My darling show me where it stands 
I don't know why this head romance 
I've kept it all inside 
Make it fast 
Besides 
Make it last 
Don't send me crazy 

Here in my darkest hour 
Where all the blues for him devours 
Just get it over with and done 
Cause I can't 
Go on 

Like this 
Like this


Insomnia in a Bottle

06 Insomnia in a Bottle

Eyes are dry 
Washing my face 
There is no need to cry 
There’s always space 

Between the stars and my bed 
Where a mad woman's dreams are made 
All hopes are held 
And destiny 
Is calling me 

Like you 
Help me out 
I’m calling you 
But no sound comes out 
Cause in space 
No one can hear you scream 

Cosmic winds 
a sparkling abyss 
Drifting in deepest space 
Wrapped in airless embrace 
And when I open my eyes 
Nothing but darkness outside 
A dreamless sleep 
Or wide awake but far far far far gone 

I would die	
For just a taste 
I’m calling you 
But in space no one can hear your screams 

Worlds apart but 
Nothing is new 
As old as man but seen by 
But a few 
Sure as dawn and you'll know 
When it's gone 
The edges are sharp 
But sometimes you'll find that silver shines through 

I’m alive 
I would die 
I’m alive 
I would die 

I would die 
Help me out 

I’m calling you 

I’m alive 
I would die 
I’m alive 
I would die 

Help me out 
I’m calling you 
But no sound comes out 
Cause in space no one can hear

BSO-208

05 BSO - 208

Mantis

04 Mantis

Ridiculous Story 

Can't you 
See what you've taken from me 
Can't you 
Hear how deeply I'm wanting to see 
You be 
Ugly outside not pleasant to be 
Around 
But you're ever so perfect and nothing about you too loud 

Don't think you can hear me 
Don't think you can hear me 

Perfect enough 
Perfect enough 
Perfect enough 
Nothing about you 

Don’t think you can hear me 
Don’t think you can hear me 

Don’t think you can hear me 
Don’t think you can hear me 

Ridiculous Story 

Can't you 
See what you're doing to me 
Can't you 
Feel how deeply troubled I'd be 
If you 
Don't get out of my live and my mind 
Cause I 
Have some important peace of mind 
To find	

Loving you is so easy 
Cause you're my type you see 
And I want you tonight you see 

I cannot deny you Baby 
And it frightens me 
Well it doesn't frighten me 
Actually 

Loving you 
Doesn’t frighten me 
Baby 
Cause you’re my type you see 
And I want you tonight you see 
Baby 
So easy 
I cannot deny you baby 
So easy 
And I want you tonight you see 

Don’t think you can hear me 
But let me be near the 
End 
Of this ridiculous story 
There's nothing to worry 
About

Freeze in Slow Motion

03 Freeze in Slow Motion

Summer boots 
When they shine 
We laughed 
We cried 
Under open skies 

Naked skin on the asphalt 
We run 
The joy 
We were so young 

Sometimes we don’t understand 
What it was 
Or what it meant 
I’m sure that I was here before 
Different place 
Same yellow door 

Summer boots 
How they shine 
We laughed 
We cried 
Arms open wide 
Light sparkles through the leaves 
Sweet promises 
We believed 

We’re only fifteen 

Sometimes we don’t understand 
What it was 
Or what it meant 
I’m sure that I was here before 
Different times 
Same yellow door 

Sometimes we don’t understand 
What it was 
Or what it meant 
I’m sure that I was here before 
Different place 
Same yellow door 

Summer boots 
When they shine 
We laughed 
We cried 
Under open skies 

Naked skin on the asphalt 
We run 
The joy 
We were so young


Nostalgia

02 Nostalgia

Been a while 
Been a while 
Been a while since I cried 
Ooh 

Been a while 
Been a while 
Been a while since I have died 
Ooh that’s nice 

And what’s the price 
Oh yes that’s right 
It’s been a while 
That I smiled 
That I smiled 

Plug me in 
Like some freak machine 
When the outside works 
But the inside hurts 
A broken part 
Numbers, charts 
I won’t fall apart 
I just bend my heart 
Do you think I grieve 
Got it up my sleeve 
Maybe I will live 
So I can forgive 
Myself 

Used to be my heroine 
So genuine 
Pure adrenaline 
Now I’m off my head 
Hope it’s not too late 
Maybe I will live 
So I can forgive 
Myself and be 
Where I ought to be 
But I need to be 
I need therapy 
By the sea 
By the sea 

By the sea 
By the sea 

Been a while 
Been a while 
Been a while since I have strayed 
Ooh 

Been a while 
Been a while 
Been a while since I was in the shade 
Ooh that’s nice 

But what’s the price 
Oh yes it’s been a while 
It’s been a while 
Since I played at all 
Since I played 

By the sea 

Plug me in 
Some freak machine 
The outside works 
The inside hurts 
A broken part 
Numbers, charts 
I won’t fall apart 
I just bend my heart 
Do you think I grieve 
Got it up my sleeve 
Maybe I will live 
So I can forgive 
Myself 

Used to be my heroine 
So genuine 
Pure adrenaline 
Now I’m off my head 
Hope it’s not too late 
Maybe I will live 
So I can forgive 
Myself and be 
Where I ought to be 
But I need to be 
I need therapy 
By the sea 
By the sea 

By the sea

Turning Bot

01 Turning Bot

Tiptoes on the stairs
I can hear it in the hall
Through the old curtains 
And it's climbing down the wall

Where it goes I go with it 
And that is that
Where it goes I go with it 
And that's just that

Dusty twilight
I can feel it in my bones
Lurking in corners
Cause it knows where it belongs

Where it goes I go with it 
And that is that
Where it goes I go with it 
And that's just that

La la la la
La la la la
La la la la
La la la la

Where it goes I go with it 
And that is that
Where it goes I go with it 
And that's just that

It has a secret
No one can ever know
Out of the shadows
Always one hell of a show

And it knows I go with it 
Cause that's just that
It's through me it's living it 
And that is that

And it knows I go with it 
Cause that's just that
It's through me it's living it 
And that is that

La la la la la la la feel it in my bones
La la la la la cause it knows where it belongs

La la la la la la la feel it in my bones
La la la la la la la la la la laa

The Trailer

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iPR0ujH6Nr4&spfreload=5

When the rain has stopped 
And the cold’s come over night 

Wanderers 

Wanderers 
Can never 
Wanderers 
Don’t ever 
Look down 
You’re too far 
Far away 
From home 

Don’t you tell them anything 
And don’t you dare believe a thing 
Don’t you tell them anything 
And don’t you dare believe a thing 

Wanderers 

You’re too far 

From home 

Wanderers 
Can never 
Wanderers 
Don’t ever 
Look down 
You’re too far 
Far away 
From home 

You’re too far 

Far away 

From home

Rings of White Ice [Club Remix]

Glittering with cold 
The path she walks 
All the storm clouds gather 
When she talks 

Numbingly removed 
With scorn she mocks 
Her pride held high 
Even when she chokes 

Skeletons she finds 
Hollow country lanes 
She can not concentrate 
Fog consumes her brains 

Pretty puppet let me sleep 
I can not keep up this face 
While I bleed 

Memories who she once was 
Scattered pieces 
Shards of broken glass 

Do you think you're one of us 
Do you think you'll run with us 
Help me, I need a friend here 

Do you think you're one of us 
Do you think you can run from us 
She says help me, I need a friend here 

Eternal youth 
Can make you fly 
Airy spirits lost and found 
But wry and dry 

The constant cycle 
Of the butterfly 
Her silver hair 
Becomes the sky 

Do you think you're one of us 
Do you think you'll run with us 
Help me, I need a friend here 

Do you think you're one of us 
Do you think you can run from us 
She says help me, I need a friend here 

Beauty is so vain they say 
It betrays the soul they say 
She doesn't want to play the game 
She doesn't want to be this way 
So she's getting out of here 
Living over ocean air 

She says 
Good bye 
Good bye

Cherry Blossoms in March

Full album: 
https://fluffling.bandcamp.com/album/slate-horizons

Preview medley to 'Slate Horizons', new album and collaboration between me and the amazing Metalogue [https://soundcloud.com/metalogue]. 

Making 'Slate Horizons' with Robin wasn't just thoroughly inspiring and a fantastic learning curve for me, it was also just ridiculously fun. The album is a combination of industrial sound design and electronic/dark wave and will take you through a post-apocalyptic nightmare.

Slate Horizons

Slate Horizons - Album Preview [Metalogue & Fluff]

Song #01 from collaborative album 'Slate Horizons' with Robin Fencott aka @metalogue

Full album: 
fluffling.bandcamp.com/album/slate-horizons

'Fallout' is the first single from 'Slate Horizons'(fluffling.bandcamp.com/album/slate-horizons) and pretty much sets the tone for the entire album. Inspired by current events, 'Fallout' turns our reality it into a bleak vision of a post-apocalyptic nightmare.

Rather than telling a literal story, the track's powerful, dark, industrial and ambient sound, combined with intricate textures and experimental cinematic sound design, creates abstract, yet almost tangible imagery.

In a wider sense, 'Fallout' serves as an allegory for loss, big change, finality and re-adaption. It's the story of loss, grieve and solitude, but also hope, survival, re-inventing oneself, strength and determination.

Fallout

01 Fallout [Metalogue & Fluff]

Song #02 from collaborative album 'Slate Horizons' with Robin Fencott aka @metalogue

Full album: 
fluffling.bandcamp.com/album/slate-horizons

The Asylum is the second single from Metalogue & Fluff's collaborative album 'Slate Horizons.
Industrial and dark like the rest of the album, 'The Asylum' uses quite a conventional song structure and lyrics, while playing with distortion, big sounds, glitches and layers of vocal textures.

The Asylum

02 The Asylum [Metalogue & Fluff]

Song #03 from collaborative album 'Slate Horizons' with Robin Fencott aka @metalogue

Full album: 
fluffling.bandcamp.com/album/slate-horizons

Lyrics: 

The sphere is spinning
For you to see
You’re not winning
Or giving in

Take it off of me
Get it right
Cause this time it’s glowing
Much to bright

It shouldn’t be this way

I’ve been asking myself
In this circumstance
What does this look like to you
If not overdue

Only five of us cared
When the rest of us
And the best of us
What’s going on
We’re going home
Going home

So I say

I’ve been asking myself
In this circumstance
Would you do the same for me
Cause it’s now long overdue

Only five of us cared
When the rest of us
And the best of us
What’s going on
We’re going home
Going home
Going home

Only five of us heard
When the second wave
Came crashing down
Turning upside down
And no one ran
No one ran
No one ran

He's heard

When the second wave
Came crashing down
Turning upside down
Upside down
Upside down

No one ran

When the second wave

No one ran
No one ran

No one ran
No one ran

No one ran
No one ran
No one ran

Second Wave

03 Second Wave [Metalogue & Fluff]

When the communication between countries breaks down ...

Song #04 from collaborative album 'Slate Horizons' with Robin Fencott aka @metalogue

Full album: 
fluffling.bandcamp.com/album/slate-horizons

Radio Silence

04 Radio Silence [Metalogue & Fluff]

Song #05 from collaborative album 'Slate Horizons' with Robin Fencott aka @metalogue

Full album:
fluffling.bandcamp.com/album/slate-horizons

Something

05 Something [Metalogue & Fluff]

Song #06 from collaborative album 'Slate Horizons' with Robin Fencott aka @metalogue

Full album:
fluffling.bandcamp.com/album/slate-horizons

Being the Host

06 Being the Host [Metalogue & Fluff]

Song #07 from collaborative album 'Slate Horizons' with Robin Fencott aka @metalogue

Full album:
fluffling.bandcamp.com/album/slate-horizons

A  raw, unfiltered and instinctive response to our current 'world mass-suicide'.

Sand Drifts

07 Sand Drifts [Metalogue & Fluff]

We are continuing our collaborative relationship [Metalogue & Fluff] with 'Tephra', a brand new track featuring prominently on Metalogue's upcoming album 'Anomaly' (Combat Recordings). 

This time, we've pushed the boundaries quite a bit and experimented much more with concept and abstraction - something already hinted at, but never pursued to such an extent in our previous album 'Slate Horizons' (2018).

Relentless percussion and manic vocalisations contrast with ethereal voices and a mesmerising piano modulation based around the recurring melodic theme of the album.

Partly inspired by a freak volcanic winter event in 1816, 'Tephra' ties in with the overall album theme - a fascination with sci-fi and mysterious 'zones' - and plays with the juxtaposition of disaster and chaos vs. stillness, ruins, and the long forgotten.

As with all tracks on 'Anomaly', Metalogue recombined elements of 'Tephra' into the other album tracks, whilst mangled excerpts of 'Tephra' also resurface in Monster X’s cataclysmic 'Anomaly' remix.

'Anomaly' is available now for digital pre-order, and members of Metalogue’s mailing list will receive a free download code for the entire album a few days before official release in February 2020.

Pre-order https://combatrecordings.bandcamp.com/album/anomaly
Metalogue mailing list: https://mailchi.mp/224be7e026de/metalogue

04 Tephra [Metalogue & Fluff]

I'm an east London producer, song writer, sound designer and vocalist. 'Fluff' or 'Fluffling' is my solo project (I'm also other half of trip-hop duo www.soundcloud.com/silverstreaks). 

After releasing my debut album 'Black Cats and Criminals' in 2015, my second album 'Slate Horizons' [https://fluffling.bandcamp.com/album/slate-horizons] has now been out since October 2018. 'Slate Horizon' is a collaboration with @metalogue, London producer and cinematic sound designer. It presents a fusion of indie-electronica, industrial, ambient, cinematic and experimental sound design. Eerie, dark, and generally a bit of a sonic post-apocalyptic nightmare vision, the 7-piece release deals with events of the recent past, present and not so distant future: Social apathy, lethargy and indifference, public obedience, compliance and conformity, social paranoia, genetic mutations, nuclear threat, post apocalypse and human extinction.

In my music, I combine my more traditional musical background with the conceptual art/design education I received from the University of the Arts London. My style is quite emotional, experimental and varied. I use a lot of sound design, textures and suggestive sounds to conjure vivid, almost tangible imagery in order to evoke raw emotions in the listener.

'Slate Horizons' available on Bandcamp:
https://fluffling.bandcamp.com/album/slate-horizons

'The Asylum' available on Bandcamp: 
https://fluffling.bandcamp.com/track/the-asylum

'Fallout' available on Bandcamp: 
https://fluffling.bandcamp.com/track/fallout

Debut album 'Black Cats and Criminals' available on Bandcamp: https://fluffling.bandcamp.com/

'Cherry Blossoms in March' available on Bandcamp: https://fluffling.bandcamp.com/track/cherry-blossoms-in-march

'Rings of White Ice [Club Remix]' available on Bandcamp:
https://fluffling.bandcamp.com/track/rings-of-white-ice-club-remix

'The Trailer' available on Bandcamp: 
https://fluffling.bandcamp.com/track/the-trailer

Fluff on facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Fluffling

I also write commercial music for BlackBirdBlue - TV work/Sound Design/Soundtracks/Advertising/Movie/Trailer: (www.soundcloud.com/blackbirdblueproductions)

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