truth - why do you hurt me? is this love or is this a trauma bond? is it anxious attachment, or genuine attraction?

i deserve the truth
i don't know why i
oh, oh, oh why me?
oh, oh, oh why?
why did you come into my life, why did you?
you got me falling from the sky
take me by surprise, took me, took me 
oh, oh
i know, avoiding me keep you home
want you back but you just so far gone
i shouldve seen this coming, that's what you doing
am i even speaking fluent?
sorry i been drinking fluids
when i talk do you hear me?
you stimulate me visually
im in your ear like an earring
tryna make sure you can hear me yell
do, do, do, do you hear me yell?
cause I know im just tryna show you
why i deserve the truth
truth, truth
truth
go, go
i don't want you to go
i don't want you to-
i don't want you to go
i don't want you to

truth (prod. wiley)

lovers 2 haters

dying w us ft. xiiye0n!

i'm making these songs again
i'm pouring this liquor again, about a love
you're whispering, "tell me good things and just don't let it sting"
i'm making these songs again
and i can't even lean on my friends, that's cold; so cold

i might just pop pills again, i said fuck your amends
i said fuck your amends, i'll just numb my feelings again
i might just pop pills again, i said fuck your amends, i might just pop pills again, i said "pop pills again"
i said numb my feelings again, i might just pop pills again, i said fuck your amends
and i can't even lean on my friends, that's cold; so cold

i'm making these songs again
i'm pouring this liquor again, about a love
you're whispering, "tell me good things and just don't let it sting"
i'm making these songs again
and i can't even lean on my friends, that's cold; so cold

I - prod. killua55
II - prod. purc

amends (prod. killua55)

this song is about the feeling of love being compared a game, in which the lover realizes that there is no winning. 

after multiple failures with romance, the lover begins to question if this idea of "love" is ever obtainable, & in turn, slowly gives up on it.

dying w us ft. xiiye0n!

flusher (@flusherrrrr)

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