MIXED MESSAGES

massive thanks to @mewatonin for her help on this track

lyrics:

i went out when i fell asleep last night
yeah i had a feelin i wasnt goin down alright
i thought i gave it up, started feelin bad for myself
i looked in the mirror, i saw someone else
o yea

i woke up in a bad dream
im just another bad thing
i woke up with my eyes closed
she dont love me i know
x2

(change my mind in the morning
break my heart by the time the night ends
said its alright, then?
i've been waiting for way too long
trying not to
break my own heart
break my own heart)

...

[ bad dream
bad things
eyes closed
i know
bad dream
sad things
eyes closed
i know ]

luci

we gon leave em bleeding had no other option we dont need a reason...

engineered by me
mix n master by me
featuring @caponeti @reefuh
produced by @1collapse

lyrics:
(capo)
brodie on demon time
cuz it ain't nun to take ur life away n see u die
u asked for dis open job if u want just come apply
tell me why u lie on my name ain't no friend of mine
we gon do a jfk cuz he think he a poi
im not scared anymore
i go to bed in the morning
u see these bitches is boring (zzz)
im a night owl 
i feel like alright now
gotta get these ? beretta stuck in they night gowns
so used to biting my tongue but im picking fights now
hollow tip eat em up
choppa tryna beat em up
im posted with keeta n we keeping derek jeters tucked
never lack heat it up
even if we dolo we gon even up

(reef)
shooting out that ? choppa ?
i cant cuff no bitch cant cuff no skeezer
i went n dropped that bag took a pill in ibiza
we do him abraham he think he poi
? that bitch
for a couple million dollars i still wont trust that bitch
flood my wrist
me n capo gonna pull up n dump that bitch
sippin tris til i pass out
boy come get ur momma in the club she got her ass out
pull her pull her pull her tracks out
get green ? pull some racks out
talkin shitty boy u pissy take the trash out
keep that draco word to malfoy in that bad house

(u all a bunch of fucking assholes)
(u know why?)
(u need people like me so u can point ur fucking fingers)
(n say thats bad guy)

(sk)
ima count the cheese ima count the montecristo (count of monte cristo)
ima flip the brick no walter white not talkin crystal
me n the gang we ready for war we totin guns n missiles
off the perc like malcom got me stuck right in the middle
whats the answers to this life girl its like a riddle
i been going hard since i was little
ima pop u like a skittle
bought a crib off instrumentals
n her lil brother yea he wanna be me
yea we broken up but im still up on here tv
cant get rid of me bitch im doing wonders even stevie
can see me
sk on ur aux on repeat
bitch its d o i said a (aye)
ima oxy levitate
in a porsche 911 bitch u know im switching lanes
fell in luv with the money n the power n the fame
bitch its fuck what u say

(capo)
we dont leave the crib without a gun
cant go out like dat
? kill me 1 of 1's
so we gon leave em bleeding bleeding we gon leave em bleeding
had no other options
we dont need a reason
i got that dog in me embedded in my dna
what he say
bullets rip his sternum that boy doa
what he say
if he want it slow we leave him where he lay
what he say
im a safety hazard need a psa
im a flight risk
baby no u shouldn't trust me
baby no u shouldn't trust me
we gon beat him up he die quick
man i guess he wasn't lucky
man i guess he wasn't lucky
ask him if he need a substance
need a substance just to feel sumn
need a substance just to feel sumn
i was @ my lowest
knock me down n bitch i still won
knock me down n bitch i still won

oxymusik

let em bleed

let em bleed w/ caponeti n reef (prod. tonycomputerlove)

guillotine f/willandra {p. vae}

shoutout lil ron ron he sent me dis graphic to use

Paranoid #boogawolf feat. BLB SLIMELORD & EBK D-NINE (me)

Juice Ft.Zofia  (ETA)

MARTYR

for niz and friends to review; <3
prod. drma & mcx

Lyrics:
I don't ever think too much (Too much)
Maybe that's why I feel so dumb
Never really played too much (Too much)
Maybe that's why I feel so numb
I don't know what hit you baby
Late nights with your girls going crazy
Taking, a couple pics to save it
Think I'd hate it
Need to say it
She don't like other dudes
Nobody but you
Don't get it but I'll be here if she want me to

(Chorus)
Pills on my night stand
Yeah I'm confessing
Too many drugs
Oxytocin was missing
Got everything
It's just love I'm suppressing
Been too numb to care
I forgot I should mention
I been just staying at home
Tell me what's wrong
If you need more time I'm waiting alone
I'd give you it all
If you played along
Good at waiting but
Damn this takes too long

(Verse)
You hate your job and everything in-between
Life changed ever since I was 18
Good liar one day I'll see her on the screen
Does she like me or the way that my pockets green
Take me out
Put a bullet in my head (my head)
These other girls got me unimpressed
Pretty stressed nowadays
Can't get out of bed
Don't you fuck with my mind girl
I'd rather be dead

(Chorus)
Pills on my night stand
Yeah I'm confessing
Too many drugs
Oxytocin was missing
Got everything
It's just love I'm suppressing
Been too numb to care
I forgot I should mention
I been just staying at home
Tell me what's wrong
If you need more time I'm waiting alone
I'd give you it all
If you played along
Good at waiting but
Damn this takes too long

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LATE NIGHT

fun fact: project was deleted and can't recover

enjoy, and thank you ♡
lyrics:
message came in(kamon) data recovery initiatialized. data recovered. error. error. file corrupted. continue salvaging?

made it all back here to tell my friends
i don't think you're here to know my end
man it's all i know so throw love back
i feel alone there's no end
man it's all down here 
so i'm leaving
then you called back me so i'm screaming
self-meaning tell me what your meaning
deleted
so i never repeated

i shouldve seen where i sowed this silk
i'm never waking up from filth
so sell me
i've drowned in a lake when you found me
aye
why
do i never see a ghost to the deal
i'm breaking off everyone of these seals
i've found me
wanna give my soul
but they robbed me


made a few ghosts so they have my back
struggling to go as they've burnt my stash
hiding my face once you knew like that
i've prayed from the start you knew whats said
should have stolen conversations 
when it's all i had
faking all of my tones, you won't see me dead
gonna clone my name when it's all in debt
i'm breaking all alone there's a noise again



made it all back here
to tell my friends
i don't think you're here 
to know my end
man it's all i know
so throw love back
i feel all alone
there's no end
made it all down here
so i'm leaving
and you called back to me
so i'm screaming
self meaning tell me what you meaning
deleted 
so never repeated

i've been feeling so anxious i'm making a change
and i'm feeling so heated i'm breaking away.
her palms were so sweat that i've been afraid
and there was the ground then no floating in space
but i've broken down now too many times
abandoned starbound not living by faith
man you got me so anxious i'm living the same
the grass is greener with no glass made


(hey i need your help please)

Deleted

prod: Flxffy_

lyrics:
(its been so long now
when was the last time that you saw me?)

my throat is hurting
cause i've been screaming for some time now
im drowning
and i still wonder
what was i thrown down here to die for?
what's it that i've done?

cause i've never been perfect i can make mistakes
cause the things that i say are the thing that i meant
is that why i have spent all this time by myself?
is it cause you know i've always been a mess?

is that why no one checks up on me?
for whatever i did im sorry
its like everyone here forgot me
im sorry for being who i shouldn't be
getting further away from the surface
i don't think there's nothing left but to suffer
hope someday all of them will discover
that people can change like i did too

(its been so long now
when was the last time that you saw me?)

so much i can't see
all cause you just left me out
its getting pretty hard to breathe
now i can't even hear a sound

is it cause you know i've always been a mess?

mess

This is Destiny

always exagerating my feelings.

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