was this all just a test, or something 2 control me🎵

track 7/7
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[emo:]
i dont give a fuck go ahead and make fun of me
im a silly bitch in the club going crazy
they see that my music doing better so they hate me
i dont really care though i think its kinda funny

thank god for the money in my bank account woah
annoying fans in my dms i could do without those!
me n wellsy at margiela spending fuckin bands woah
emo shawty wanna fuck me i said come and dance hoe

at the function like they dont know im emorave
shawty asked me for the addy sorry i cant say
hit the party then we going to another place
she said imma piece of shit i told her OK

he asked if i could feature i said no way
I used to think that i Wouldnt see another day
with the bros smoking darts out in heavy rain
my entire life is fantasy its evergrace

pull up in a cute dress yea they jealous
free quinn nah im not talking kellin
she asked me whats in my bag but im not tellin
tall n skinny live forever bitch im elven

now we going out doors at eleven
we're not going back home till its seven
money longer yea my rax never ending
youd think im biden all these billions that im spending

im so glad im not broke
in new york, do a show
at a cafe with the bros
spend a thousand on a coat

emo bitch she on coke
she keep playin with her nose
they keep stealing my flows
all u do is scroll and post

i cant do it wrong every day i make a hit
made her favorite songs at the party getting lit
getting tired now, add some addy in the mix
on the dance floor shawty spin until she get sick

at the function like they dont know im emorave
shawty asked me for the addy sorry i cant say
hit the party then we going to another place
she said imma piece of shit i told her OK

he asked if i could feature i said no way
I used to think that i Wouldnt see another day
with the bros smoking darts out in heavy rain
my entire life is fantasy its evergrace

evergrace

>lyrix<

problems i cant solve
looking 4 the answer
i can nvr find it
i cant evr find it

i barely get by
live my life by design
im barely alive
but im trying
while times ticking by 
it's so quiet


solver


make it go away
make it go away
problems i dont wanna face
solve the things i cant equate

will u wait 4 me?
will u take blame 4 me?
i cant wait 4 u
if i go away, will u?
will u wait 4 me?
will u take blame 4 me?
i cant wait 4 u
if i go away, will u? 

problems i cant solve
looking 4 the answer
i can nvr find it
i cant evr find it


solver


make it go away
make it go away
problems i dont wanna face
solve the things i cant equate

solver [dgtl]

all production, chorus and outro by me
ft @ons13 in the middle of the track <3

what u need + ons13

prod me
mixed by @daybat
cover by me

-lyrics-
but babe i thought u said u loved me
uve ruined love for me
i know u hold urself above me
and i cant seem to reach
cause babe u told me u were violent
put me in the sky then
i wont even fight back
bby i was scared of u
bby girl u know the truth
watch out who u lie to
bby im a burning fuse
damn i used to love u (synthetic)

i cant pick up the phone and i cant think abt it
i wont follow u home get drunk and cry without me
im so sick on my own cause u never let me rest
so shut my eyes for me bby cause

so pour one out for me
youll do it eventually
but i jus stare at the floor
cause i dont care anymore

shut my eyes

prod @pearlblade
reuploaded w slightly better mix

>lyrix<

it wasnt so bad til i woke up
always thought ud have my back but u dont huh
nvr txt me back, shoulda spoke up
i just got this bag ima blow summ

we started w a bottle now its empty
thought i seen it all til u met me

i liked the way u move, liked the look in ur eyes
now i feel such a fool that i could fall for ur disguise
love can b cruel what u made me realize
u made me realize

i only came here so i can party
when i take this pill im disembodied
i nvr look back at what we started
light my problems up liek arson

u made me realize [pearlblade]

Mixed and Mastered by, Sylveon & Care
Produced by, @indeece

lyrics:

wna be there in ur arms
pretty lil eyes 
yea u wna look 
but im just scared to look alive
life is just a lie
cropping it all out
i just wna live it
but i’ve lived it all out

gotta let go
cant look u in the face
my confidence is dead
couple bullets in this case
end it all slow
you’ll do it all for me
you’re my cigarette
addicted like some nicotine

smoke u down 
to the mufuckin roach
one with my lungs shawty
even if i choke
bleeding inside 
from the mufuckin coke
even if i die
you gave me a bit of hope

im dying
yea im plunging
also purging
fuck my stomach
if i hold this blade
would you stop me
would you trust me
would you hug me
i need saving
so complacent
filled with hatred
feel the envy
in your bloodstream
you’re addicting
you’re my nicotine
you’re my nicotine

nicotine (prod. indeece)

made by me

Can’t stop from feeling stressed
But maybe that’s the old me
My feels arent the best 
Still somewhere that I can’t see
Put bullets in my chest
Had Turn over a new leaf 
Was this all just a test
Or something to control me 

Is this something that I went threw
So I could fall apart
stay awake all night
To find who we are 
don’t like touching so plz just stay where you are 
I wanna fall in love but I don’t wanna play the part 

Seeing you in person 
Brings back a feeling
That I thought was dead 
It had another meaning 
I feel you in blood 
Even while I’m dreaming 
Even while I’m bleeding
Was this just a test of my emotions that ur stealing 

Can’t get away 
Cant hear the things u say 
Ya it still hurts anyway 

I think about u every day 

Even when I’m played 
Even when you said you’d stay 
These feels I cannot contain

Test Subject

lyrics:
midnight black on my clothes 
being followed by the crows
be my eyes for me, watch my back everywhere i go
as i choke, roll back my eyes as my body's emitting smoke
and in the blood of all my misery, i lie and let it soak

you know i can take it all away
but you don’t wanna try
and i lust for you like always 
i just keep it all inside
i lie right next to your body 
just so you can get me high
(keep my ashes when i die 
in the next world you will find me)

i’m your eyes when yours have rotted out.

blood of misery [liltumblrxo]

prod taylor morgan
cover art: https://pin.it/47CZeWk

lyrics:

[senses]
What can i say that you don’t already know?
I’m so far yet I’m so close 
I’m with you yet I’m alone 
My heart burns yet my soul froze 
Who are you to tell me I’m doing wrong?
Who are you to judge who I’ve become 
I won’t give you what you want 
Not afraid of what will come

[gleam]
i don’t know how far we’ll go
don’t walk away i can’t do it on my own
knew this was coming i could feel it in my bones
but i never rlly though you’d let me go
what does it feel like being in the right 100 percent of the time
and i been gleaming like a million stars the stars up in the sky
but you still can’t see me shine
i don’t care i’ll make you see me one these days
i think about you everyday
your words are stuck inside my brain
but i’ll keep going i’ll keep going
sometime i wish i’d fade away
i keep my feelings in the safe
i wish i’d throw the key away

[senses]
What can i say that you don’t already know?
I’m so far yet I’m so close 
I’m with you yet I’m alone 
My heart burns yet my soul froze 
Who are you to tell me I’m doing wrong?
Who are you to judge who I’ve become 
I won’t give you what you want 
Not afraid of what will come



(s/o dc)

shine w/ senses (taylor morgan)

prod me
art by my beloved

happy new years

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baby im not enough
baby im not enough o-O-
maybe youve had enough
maybe u wanna go

youve gone quiet for the night
missed my chance to say goodbye
missed my chance to make things right
close my eyes i shut them tight

dont think i'll ever let this go.

ur the only one for me i hope u know
hate my fuckin self it rly shows
uohhh how to be ok with all alone?
uoohhhh how to be ok with all alone???

how 2 be alone

ig - https://www.instagram.com/p/C1lGy-OMHuI/?img_index=1

@olus440

tell me who u r
hide the scars in the cup
a moment jus to w8
l8ly i been dwn on luck ..
nd if u push me then ill go
y u so scared 2 b alone
itz like i cant even hold u .
close 2 me
itz like i cant even hold u .
ur a ghost 2 me

did u kno ?
wat 2 say…
or did the words
even matter anyway >:(

bludd!
dead rising fromda sea
bludd!
dnt lose ur trust in m3
scared 2 b alon3
they dnt luv u </3
watch the time fly
come alive inda night sky
ask how r u?
i say im fine.

didnt know you wanna talk
be quick cuz u knw my times sold out
brought ice cuz u knw my lovings cold now
its so bad can u tell me when its over 
the signs clear throw it up
i cant get enough
i think im losing it just tell me where 2 go now
i cant find out
what they on about?
it doesn't matter not wasting no time 
wasting no time
not wasting no time

Test Subject

flywoah

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