A spoken word ode to the ones who know and tell, but are not believed. It's time to listen to and learn from the truth tellers.

Or it will be too late.

Performance, lyrics, and arrangement by Logan Grendel
Music by @audibledoctor

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To the Cassandras (ft. Audible Doctor)

Eclectic Witch & TikToker Arko (@grovenymph) stops by the Focused on Infinity Podcast to talk about practical magick, logical mysticism, and why cottagecore is tantamount to gentrification. Follow @grovenymph on TikTok and Twitch!

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Music by: 
Audible Doctor - @AudibleDoctor
Logan Grendel & Paul Christopher Hoppe

FoI S2E8 - Witchcraft <---> Activism ft. Arko

Originally released in May 2020, there are some moments in this episode that have an uncomfortable note of prescience that merit a second listen, including Lowell predicting (or letting slip) what would happen on January 6th. 2021. We fail to heed the rest at our own peril.

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Lowell Finn Knight drops in to tell you lefties a little something or other about what's headed your way.

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FoI Relevant Replay - Here Come the Boogaloo (original release 23 May 2020)

Astrologer, medium, animal communicator and Saturnian bestie Jessica Lanyadoo returns to FoI to discuss America's Pluto Return, what it means, what it has already unleashed, and how to prepare for what's to come. Prepare to be kicked out of the nest (lovingly).

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S2E9 - In Pluto's Grasp: A Change is Gonna Come Ft. Astrologer Jessica Lanyadoo

***Originally released 15 January 2022***

Locked and Leftist is a show on weapons, training, and the history of the armed Left on the People's Voice Network.
Logan sat in with hosts Bubble (Twitter: @BubbleBreakBS) and El Diablo (Twitter: @lickstiel) by last week to discuss one of their favorite topics: prepping! We cover everything from weapons to food to the where and how, including why being an urban prepper is a very good idea for many.

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Relevant Replay - LG on Prepping: Guest Spot on Locked & Leftist 7 (ft. Bubble and El Diablo of PVN)

***Originally released 24 December 2021***

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Logan Grendel discusses tech futurism and how we get to a Post-Capitalist world with mad scientist & solar powered power pirate Trash Robot.
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Relevant Replay: FoI S2E1 - Take The Power Back (Literally) ft. Trash Robot

An Alternative Hip-Hop/Spoken Word ode to love lost and power reclaimed-

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How long can you hold your breath
How long
Until
Unless


They say don’t wait that fate
Makes it so the air is clear when the time is right
That the burden’s light
And if you have to wait to respirate then go
Elsewhere
I don’t dare
My sole care
I aspire to respire the smoke from dark fire
In desire I perspire
it burns in terms dire
No more turned by word of liars
Begone idle choirs 
they don’t sing that when you DO wait
Sometimes
The air you intake 
like the water that Ponce De Leon
Searched for far and long
Florida grew this song
one inhaled draught makes up for days month years
Waking up as face runs tears
Sometimes
Some air you only need partake
Once 
to be full
For all time

How long can you hold your breath

Let me tell you about one time
A long time I held mine
Long enough a whole calendar died
I stayed apoxic like high climbs
Blood became toxic but still I
Refused to breathe as i got more dizzy by the minute
Knowing since day one that when we begin it
The rush and the swell and the rise from blue to crimson
The truest and then some
Could not rue even when from
The pain I could not run
And I was right
And hourglass upon flipped hourglass later
Like card 10 of fortune’s favor
It’s not the same but it still was
It still is

How long can you hold your breath

I won’t inhale or exhale even though my lungs flex well
Even in each waiting day’s next hell
Sneezing wheezing allergic to intel
The stigma of my style pointed at me, a pistil
Flimsy feeling filament supports my anther
My stamen and why I can’t, sir
Give up on this flower, ever
As it dessicates looking unweller
An explosion from the lungs comes
I love you, in two tongues
But somehow my dying each day waters the torpid corpses
Of dead roses that keep growing
Only mostly dead, so I keep going
I keep knowing

How long can I hold my breath

As long as it takes
Until
Unless
And so
Call me sisyphus if you must
The gods hold no sway
And my stone will find purchase
And every past hurt just 
A cornerstone of the foundation we’re making
The grinding of thrones pushed together on stone the walls shaking
The palace chamber unwavered though scarped cliff beneath flaking
Rocks tumbling to the water below, breathtaking
Hands fumbling on the keyboard, flesh waking
Words stirring til there is no mistaking
What you heard on day one was painstaking
And I haven’t breathed since a year ago 
The day I said I know I know
And you said i’m not sure 
though
within your eyes a bright ember of yes
And your thighs firmly protectively pressed
Against the flooding, the budding, the stress
Of the swirling growing in heart’s nest
So i work the bellows breathless
And I say nothing
Until I am holding my breath less
And I will still
Until
Unless

And then until came
I breathed

But instead of finding it lesser
I found the air fresher and yes, sir
I feel blesseder and less blurred
stagnation festered the best of my spectres
Imagination ghosts that bring inspiration
Back from blinking blue to colors true
Eyes back to blinking too, so overdue
Mind over-stacked spills over new
Thoughts, plans, and schemes not few
Brought back to focus blew
Out the candle the vandal lit
To light their own benighted pit
And candle to next candle flit
And I through ensued scandal bit
The bullets fired at me
Goldenly glowing power returned in the knowing
I was always the font and the source the seed sowing
The mind blowing - toeing the line but why? Going
On now and bestowing instead of the beast towing
My mind around
Bolt cutter to the devil’s chains the clangor of metal on metal sounds
It falls onto the ground rebounds
Then lays still

And I am free
 I breathed

How long could I hold my breath?
Was the wrong question
But why would I hold my breath?
Until
Unless

I breathe
And I know better
And it’s for ever

Until/Unless (feat. Audible Doctor)

In this highly not safe for work episode, LG & special guest Danny Gallyon discuss sex (as in biology, trans, and gender ideas/politics), sex (as in f*cking, bdsm, and kink), and sex (as in play parties and positivity). Make sure to listen all the way to the end!

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Edited by David Clarke @davidclarke
Features music by:
C. Martin @transient - soundcloud.com/transient
Joseph Johnson @J_J_M_F_
Villain's Lament

16: Sex+ w/Danny Gallyon *NSFW*

In which LG discusses SARS-Cov-2 and how poor people (especially us black folks) need to refuse and resist any attempts to put us in more danger.  This is more dangerous than we're being made to believe, far from over, and is following a similar pattern as the 1918 so-called Spanish Flu. Being afraid is logical.

Music:
"Love You Better" by Michael Gallant gallantmusic.com - @Michael_Gallant - soundcloud.com/gallant-music
"The Prettiest Card" by Villain's Lament

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29: Don't Be Brave/Beware The 2nd Wave

An intro teaser from the forthcoming episode of FoI, featuring Fred Hampton, Eugene Debs, and why this moment carries more hope than fear.

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34: Finish the Job (Teaser)

Porn star, educator, and activist Riley Reyes comes by to talk content creation, the American system, and other ways people get f*cked.

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54: Pornographic Political Patter feat. Riley Reyes

Dog guru, photographer, activist, urban gardener, magick practitioner, artist, and multi-genre musician Logan Grendel discusses all of the above and more. Everything from astrology to the latest in politics will be covered here, with a wide variety of guests from all walks of life. Be sure to follow and share!

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