A timely discussion on the why & how of sex for money (or whatever) in the world we're building, including why sew work/ers must be included in leftist & people-powered spaces. Logan is joined by incomparable duo Charli Gallo (twitter: @charli_gallo) & Margeaux Hext (twitter: @margeaux_hext) - find out more about them at charliandmargeaux.com

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S3x/Work & the Future of F**king (ft. Margeaux Hext & Charli Gallo)

We took a break from the news cycle to get a bit rowdy and personal, with a definitely not safe for work conversation and game of Truth or Drink. Not for the sex-negative or faint of heart!

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Postmortem Breakdown is a People-powered news, commentary, information, and discussion show featuring Logan Grendel, Savage Joy Marie, and Andrew - live on YouTube every Monday night at 9:30pm Eastern .

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**NSFW** FoI S2E4 - Valentine's Day Episode of Postmortem Breakdown (ft. Savage Joy & Andrew)

Astrologer, medium, animal communicator and generally top tier human Jessica Lanyadoo stops in to talk about why astrology matters for those who care about the world & the future. We went a number of different directions but the vibes are immaculate & I'm sure you'll find all of them quite relevant.

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FoI S2E5 - In the Skies/On the Streets: Politics & Astrology ft. Jessica Lanyadoo

Astrologer, medium, animal communicator and Saturnian bestie Jessica Lanyadoo returns to FoI to discuss America's Pluto Return, what it means, what it has already unleashed, and how to prepare for what's to come. Prepare to be kicked out of the nest (lovingly).

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S2E9 - In Pluto's Grasp: A Change is Gonna Come Ft. Astrologer Jessica Lanyadoo

***Originally released 15 January 2022***

Locked and Leftist is a show on weapons, training, and the history of the armed Left on the People's Voice Network.
Logan sat in with hosts Bubble (Twitter: @BubbleBreakBS) and El Diablo (Twitter: @lickstiel) by last week to discuss one of their favorite topics: prepping! We cover everything from weapons to food to the where and how, including why being an urban prepper is a very good idea for many.

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Relevant Replay - LG on Prepping: Guest Spot on Locked & Leftist 7 (ft. Bubble and El Diablo of PVN)

***Originally released 24 December 2021***

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Logan Grendel discusses tech futurism and how we get to a Post-Capitalist world with mad scientist & solar powered power pirate Trash Robot.
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Relevant Replay: FoI S2E1 - Take The Power Back (Literally) ft. Trash Robot

An Alternative Hip-Hop/Spoken Word ode to love lost and power reclaimed-

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How long can you hold your breath
How long
Until
Unless


They say don’t wait that fate
Makes it so the air is clear when the time is right
That the burden’s light
And if you have to wait to respirate then go
Elsewhere
I don’t dare
My sole care
I aspire to respire the smoke from dark fire
In desire I perspire
it burns in terms dire
No more turned by word of liars
Begone idle choirs 
they don’t sing that when you DO wait
Sometimes
The air you intake 
like the water that Ponce De Leon
Searched for far and long
Florida grew this song
one inhaled draught makes up for days month years
Waking up as face runs tears
Sometimes
Some air you only need partake
Once 
to be full
For all time

How long can you hold your breath

Let me tell you about one time
A long time I held mine
Long enough a whole calendar died
I stayed apoxic like high climbs
Blood became toxic but still I
Refused to breathe as i got more dizzy by the minute
Knowing since day one that when we begin it
The rush and the swell and the rise from blue to crimson
The truest and then some
Could not rue even when from
The pain I could not run
And I was right
And hourglass upon flipped hourglass later
Like card 10 of fortune’s favor
It’s not the same but it still was
It still is

How long can you hold your breath

I won’t inhale or exhale even though my lungs flex well
Even in each waiting day’s next hell
Sneezing wheezing allergic to intel
The stigma of my style pointed at me, a pistil
Flimsy feeling filament supports my anther
My stamen and why I can’t, sir
Give up on this flower, ever
As it dessicates looking unweller
An explosion from the lungs comes
I love you, in two tongues
But somehow my dying each day waters the torpid corpses
Of dead roses that keep growing
Only mostly dead, so I keep going
I keep knowing

How long can I hold my breath

As long as it takes
Until
Unless
And so
Call me sisyphus if you must
The gods hold no sway
And my stone will find purchase
And every past hurt just 
A cornerstone of the foundation we’re making
The grinding of thrones pushed together on stone the walls shaking
The palace chamber unwavered though scarped cliff beneath flaking
Rocks tumbling to the water below, breathtaking
Hands fumbling on the keyboard, flesh waking
Words stirring til there is no mistaking
What you heard on day one was painstaking
And I haven’t breathed since a year ago 
The day I said I know I know
And you said i’m not sure 
though
within your eyes a bright ember of yes
And your thighs firmly protectively pressed
Against the flooding, the budding, the stress
Of the swirling growing in heart’s nest
So i work the bellows breathless
And I say nothing
Until I am holding my breath less
And I will still
Until
Unless

And then until came
I breathed

But instead of finding it lesser
I found the air fresher and yes, sir
I feel blesseder and less blurred
stagnation festered the best of my spectres
Imagination ghosts that bring inspiration
Back from blinking blue to colors true
Eyes back to blinking too, so overdue
Mind over-stacked spills over new
Thoughts, plans, and schemes not few
Brought back to focus blew
Out the candle the vandal lit
To light their own benighted pit
And candle to next candle flit
And I through ensued scandal bit
The bullets fired at me
Goldenly glowing power returned in the knowing
I was always the font and the source the seed sowing
The mind blowing - toeing the line but why? Going
On now and bestowing instead of the beast towing
My mind around
Bolt cutter to the devil’s chains the clangor of metal on metal sounds
It falls onto the ground rebounds
Then lays still

And I am free
 I breathed

How long could I hold my breath?
Was the wrong question
But why would I hold my breath?
Until
Unless

I breathe
And I know better
And it’s for ever

Until/Unless (feat. Audible Doctor)

There’s nothing to protect
There’s no more to defend
We're on the lawn outside
and through the window we contend
that the dams have all been breached
The clock's wound down again
We're the movers
for your eviction
About to knock again

You can't stop the ride
You cannot stem the tide
   (​​​​​​​Lavish furnishings but the foundation’s hidden
    The clouds are rolling in
    we're the storm that comes unbidden)
You better learn to ride
I can see it from outside

Your time's through
The bill's come due
For you

The gods aren't mysteries
Yeah, they're just bored
The consequence will come
From the toys you've not adored

I hope you've had your fun

From inside I can
From outside I can
From inside I can

From outside I can

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Outside (Toys You've Not Adored) {2024 Remaster}

A spoken word ode to the ones who know and tell, but are not believed. It's time to listen to and learn from the truth tellers.

Or it will be too late.

Performance, lyrics, and arrangement by Logan Grendel
Music by @audibledoctor

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To the Cassandras (w/ Audible Doctor) {2024 Remaster}

Cognitive Dissonance ft. ANDR01D & MYSTRYXX

25 December 2019 - A solo politics episode in which Logan discusses climate change, personal change, and the changing of the guard.

Edited by new team member David Clarke! Please comment/DM your thoughts on the new sound and feel.

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~LG

10: Greta and the Rising Tide

Recorded 8 June 2020
In this episode we go deep on what white supremacy has to offer those who believe in it, and why that game may be at an end. If you're Black and Christian, buckle up.

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Music by: Logan Grendel & Villain's Lament

32: Legacy Of Lies

The full speech is about an hour long, but I edited it to distill the  meaning and highlight the themes most central to this amazing speech by  one of the most brilliant figures of American history.  There is nothing to celebrate about the 4th of July, nor has there been since its inception as a holiday. 

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36: "What, to the Slave, is the 4th of July" by Frederick Douglass

In this episode we talk about the world we are fighting for and just how plausible it all is. Not only is a better world possible, we have most of the ideas and tools already. 

Music(including full track "Heavy Bag")by The Audible Doctor
audibledoctor.com
@audibledoctor

"Welcome to New Lenape" Intro produced by LG
BGM and sound effects by: 
ERH
InspectorJ
Spoonsandlessspoons 
on Freesound.org  

Photo by Daniel Bendig from Pexels 

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35: Welcome To New Lenape - Dreams of a New American Utopia

Recorded at the close of 2020: A minisode on horizontalizing our notion of how and from whom we get our knowledge and great ideas. 
tl;dr Karl Marx did not invent sharing resources equitably, y'all.

h/t to @mavrlous on TikTok for the Maslow/Chakra connection.

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49: Crowdsurfing Human History vs. Standing on the Shoulders of Giants

Porn star, educator, and activist Riley Reyes comes by to talk content creation, the American system, and other ways people get f*cked.

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54: Pornographic Political Patter feat. Riley Reyes

Dog guru, photographer, activist, urban gardener, magick practitioner, artist, and multi-genre musician Logan Grendel discusses all of the above and more. Everything from astrology to the latest in politics will be covered here, with a wide variety of guests from all walks of life. Be sure to follow and share!

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