i want to be erased

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BW3nbMKpIsU

Existential ft. killstation (prod. killstation) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

december 20th, 2010

youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XhbLrKSBk7c&t=64s

promises 約束

nothing,nowhere.: Rejecter (Slowed + Reverb)

NOW AVAILABLE ON ALL PLATFORMS

~ Backup Vocals By Hollowed Hope ~

Sons of Icarus ft. SpaceMan Zack (prod. N1N9TEEN 99)

SPOTIFY:  https://open.spotify.com/album/4RBxenOX1i4gOiyH71eW5c

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How I truly feel about everything...
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Havent felt the same happiness since elementary
People tryna lock me in creative penitentaries
My high school experience started fuckin with me mentally
Cant see ahead of me
Embeded in my head is thoughts of feeling

Empty
Thoughts so sick
Thats why I where the mask often 
I get lost when I spit

Everythings dumb
I'm feeling numb
Hating my presence
Like a bad christmas

Is this hell
Oh well 
Im dissmissive

Tell me
If I'm dreaming 
Thats what Im wishing

I cant find a human I relate to
I cant find a person that dont hate who
I am
I am
I am

S S H V D O W
I cant find the will to love you
S S H V D O W
I dont know what this has come to
( x 3 )

"EMPTY" p. boyfifty

"𝕚 𝕓𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕘𝕙𝕠𝕤𝕥𝕤 𝕚𝕟 𝕤𝕞𝕠𝕜𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕚 𝕣𝕚𝕡"
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lyrics:

[chorus]
left me for that bitch take that bong hit
*inhale*
i be seeing ghosts in smoke when i rip
phantoms in the night like i'm ridding in the whip
getting short of breath when i say this
*inhale*
I aint fucking lying when i say that i miss
your eyes and your hair and your succulent lips
 
[verse]
fuck dial tones im
always gon pick up the phone ight
don't leave me alone 
she like medusa she makes me get stoned, might
call her again but i remembered i dont win fights
quit texting me when im getting over all the insights

[bridge]
psycho i might go
just repeat the cycle
all this pain inside of me feels like a fucking knife though

[chorus]
left me for that bitch take that bong hit
*inhale*
i be seeing ghosts in smoke when i rip
phantoms in the night like i'm ridding in the whip
getting short of breath when i say this
*inhale*
I aint fucking lying when i say that i miss
your eyes and your hair and your succulent lips

fuck dial tones [prod. jody]

"things need change yeah i swear"

written, produced, mixed, masterd by TRECHOR BOY
cover art by TRECHOR BOY
guitar riff courtesy of MARC GARCIA 
vocals: @sushisai, @trechorboy


Lyrics: 

[SUISAI]

cause i cant fight
those subtleties and little things
take over me

you'll never see me again !

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

(X2)

[TRECHOR BOY]

watch out 
for when i pull up, limousine
sippin white sprite, cola, no codeine

another day pass bash my head through plate glass 
now im bleedin from my fuckin- 
i cant feel anything below my neck & 
you stand still and watch it take me out

[SUISAI]

like when did we decide 
feelings compromised
every little thing
that you said to me
i thought we'd be
better off this time
wish we never tried
lie to myself
bottle up to the brim
overflowing
right out that top
CAUSE I CANT HOLD BACK
NO SENTENCE CAN EXPLAIN
STAY QUIET
TRACK BACK TO BEFORE ALL OF THIS
HAPPENED CAUSE WHAT WAS THE POINT

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

BAD HEART

spotify

BAD HEART w/ suisai

TRA$H - I've lost all hope

hope you like it! :)
lyrics:
tossing and turning in bed
thinking bout what you could've said
but instead
at this party
you sat there quietly
as always

too afraid to say a single word
too afraid that you'll mess it all up
too afraid that you'll make a fool out of yourself
now post party you regret not talking more than ever
not even a simple "hi"
came out of your mouth to her that night

this was your one and only shot
a girl like hers the reason you chose the clothes that you brought
but now youre left here in bed
thinking about what you could have said

too afraid to say a single word
too afraid that you'll mess it all up
too afraid that you'll make a fool out of yourself
now post party you regret not talking more than ever
not even a simple "hi"
came out of your mouth to her that night

too afraid

Lyrics.

[Verse]
I know that I should have fun
But today I'm feeling so shore
My future seems unsure    
And my life seems to get worse
I'm done with school 
Done with friends
Done with my family
I'm getting high just to escape the reality
I know that I don't look like the one you would stay with
But I just want to hold you close to me


[Chorus]
Saw you under the moonlight
You were so beautiful
I know that I will never see you again
I feel so shy looking at your face
Let me lose myself in your embrace
In your embrace
Saw you under the stars light
You were so majestic
I know that I will never get your love
I feel so stupid by feeling like this
I've lost myself into your eyes
Into your eyes


[Verse]
I know that I should have fun
But today I'm feeling so shore
My future seems unsure
And my life seems to get worse
I'm done with school 
Done with friends
Done with my family
I'm getting high just to escape the reality
I know that I don't look like the one you would stay with
But I just want to hold you close to me


[Chorus]
Saw you under the moonlight
You were so beautiful
I know that I will never see you again
I feel so shy looking at your face
Let me lose myself in your embrace
In your embrace
Saw you under the stars light
You were so majestic
I know that I will never get your love
I feel so stupid by feeling like this
I've lost myself into your eyes
Into your eyes

STREAM

Saw you under the moonlight [prod. gothurted]

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/deadfishpoland

Producer:
https://soundcloud.com/hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
don't ever fall in love they say
it's the biggest trap, don't go this way
you're gonna get it when you grow up
20 years old, still didn't got that

cause i just wanna feel, your heart next to my chest
i just wanna be for you and feel so blessed
don't care about shit other ppl say
when you're not around i feel like i slowly start to fade

cause i just wanna feel, your hand clenched in mine
don't ever let me go, i hope we're fine
when you're saying that you love me i feel so alive
baby don't cry over this, together we can brightly shine

and that is how i'm feeling
i don't want to lay, staring at the ceiling
i just want us to be together
heart to heart, thinking bout whatever
comes to mind
baby we are fine
don't worry bout a thing
i can deal with anything
yea
for you, i'll do everything
i'll do everything
cause

cause i just wanna feel, your heart next to my chest
i just wanna be for you and feel so blessed
don't care about shit other ppl say
when you're not around i feel like i slowly start to fade

cause i just wanna feel, your hand clenched in mine
don't ever let me go, i hope we're fine
when you're saying that you love me i feel so alive
baby don't cry over this, together we can brightly shine

i just want to feel

deadfish - i just want to feel

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/gothurted

Producer:
https://soundcloud.com/metlast

Lyrics:
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead

I can't count on you
But you can count on me
You know that I'll be here for you
Whenever u need
Break my heart again
Not even the first time
Smoke to heal my pain
Shawty want to face time
You don't want me to leave
But then you disappear
I'm just trying to live
Even without you

I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead

gothurted - ahead

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

Producer:
Jody

Lyrics:
all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

the sun is all that I want 
I wanna see the light 

dont fuck around 
u jus wanna put me down 
imma lay back, chilllin
watch yo body hit the ground
flowers bloomin but its not even august
summers rlly lonely when ur makin some hard shit

the sun is all that I want 
I wanna see the light

all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

all over again, sparked blunt in my hand
said she wont hate me, but I know she can
strapped wit my keyblade, im heartless at best
I hope that I make it, im prayin to death

kais - all over again

TRACK 1 OF BITEKI VOL. 4 // FT. ERISU & SUISAI

https://soundcloud.com/erisu-san
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai

LYRICS:

Her gaze was heavy
Cause she Put me in a trance, OH!
Watch her eyes glow!
Baby, watch her eyes glow!

She was pretty,
Broken jaw and bruised up ankles!
Let blood the flow! Baby, let the blood flow!


She tried digging what was in my head!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted blood, it was all I bled!
(Cast a spell hoe! Baby, cast a spell hoe!)

She left me cursed, burnt cigarettes!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted HELL; I let her pay her debt!
(Pay your Debt in BLOOD! SUSPIRIA!)

ERISU - SUSPIRIA (FT. SUISAI)

Loathe To Be EP OUT NOW:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/mawo/loathe-to-be

produced, engineered: mawo
guitars: @nuna330

Stream

Loathe To Be (Prod. mawo x nuna macuna)

@lilhappylilsad

Stream & DL: lhls.fanlink.to/cold

Lyrics:

she looked at me told me youre so fuckin lost
but she dont even see how she damagin us herself
i looked at her told her she so fuckin hot but she ain
gettin nothin i aint goin back to hell, fuck no

i lose all control of myself when she cold as fuck
sayin some shit but to her it aint addin up
she think she better than everyone else
so she always so busy w provin herself, shit

baby this shit is jus part of my work
cracked my mind open i taught it to search
i just want it all to work girl
i just wanna help and learn

i just wanna spend and earn girl
i dont wanna see u hurt no more
do u wanna get that ‘stang girl
move around town all night in sports

this aint a act girl
i get it all, anything i want, hoe
so dont fuckin act girl
this shit aint war, i cant take all of this drama no more

and i aint gonna hurt u girl no more oh no
if i do girl i guess u better on your own

cold

Cold (prod. Lil Happy Lil Sad)

Written by @alainite
Produced by @paulfix
Mixed by @hellosloani
Mastered by Rogan Kelsey
Photo by: @AllisterChristie
LYRICS:

So here I sit it's just another dull night and everything else is going downhill
It's been cold a little underwhelming 
God help me, God help me

I've been sinning with a little bit of winning 
At the end of the day it was worth it
I'll still spend it if it only took a minute 
And maybe this time it'll be perfect

Roll a little, ride a little, keep my sight set down the middle
Roll a little, ride a little, keep my sight set down the middle

So here I stay it's just another cold day where the sun hides away from the dark clouds
I'm so dull and a little underwhelming
God help me, God help me

I've been sinning with a little bit of winning 
At the end of the day it was worth it
I'll still spend it if it only took a minute 
And maybe this time it'll be perfect

Roll a little, ride a little, keep my sight set down the middle
Roll a little, ride a little, keep my sight set down the middle
Roll a little, ride a little, keep my sight set down the middle
Roll a little, ride a little, keep my sight set down the middle

I've been sinning with a little bit of winning 
At the end of the day it was worth it
I'll still spend it if it only took a minute 
And maybe this time it'll be perfect

Roll a little, ride a little, keep my sight set down the middle
Roll a little, ride a little, keep my sight set down the middle

Listen on Spotify

Spinning (Prod. Paul Fix)

produced and mastered by demxntia

@demxntia
@gehrmvn
@diondugas
@infamousgertrude

CASIO

EP COMING SOON

@lilhappylilsad

Stream & DL: lhls.fanlink.to/crywolf

LYRICS:

like a bitch like a hoe
talk bout shit she dont know
i been wantin her to go
think its time that she go

i spend time all alone
lately she jus get me low
i been smokin lots of dope
just to stand shes in my home

i feel down
when shes around me now
stay on my grind
and she stay on my mind

cracked my hand
cause she drove me mad
she do that shit
then she cry wolf act sad

i dont think that i can take this no more
and i think that shes as tired as me
all the fights and pain it keeps my heart sore
so i think its time my baby leave

i want to be erased

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