I thought my brother liked me as there little sister but no he just wants me dead and he called me a mistake and a disappointment to the family

I jus wanna die whys life so fuckin hard man

NF-Paralyzed

Nightcore - Mansion - NF Ft. Fleurie

NF-Lost In The Moment (Angel Force Remix)

Hayd - Superhero

Paralyzed by NF

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Im Paralyzed (NF)

lost in the moment - nf full ver. (slowed + pitched)

I Love You, Good Bye. By:Elton Castee Ft. Andie Case & Jay Walker

NF Hate Myself Remix.
His hook but my verses.

Verse 1
Im still lost on this search for me, 
Is it Obsurd to think, that I could be happy,
On there verge looking down to the death of me, 
But all I see is the wreck of me, (Ad-lib)
Still wondering if it’s even worth it, 
Feel the heat on my feet from the evil serpents,
Keep my thoughts to myself, don’t release the burden,
Your drowning now need to breach the surface, 
Take a breath now to calm my nerves
the observe the verse but can’t feel the hurt, (Ad-lib)
They can relate, they don’t taste the dirt,
They get the product but don’t see the work, (Ad-lib)
I make jokes like I ent of scared of death, 
But Truthfully I’m fucking scared to death,
I play my demise on repeat in my head,
Like fuck the world but I don’t know what I meant.

Chorus
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

Verse 2
I feel like there’s something wrong with me, 
I wanna die when I’m old, but I don’t wanna breath, 
I don’t wanna live a life to then up and leave
Or have my kids to care for me when I’m old and weak. (Ad-lib)
Its like, they only wanna see the worst of me,
I can feel it in my chest like it hurts to breath,
First to see the demons but the last to leave.
Im the cast away, but cant find peace. (Ad-lib)
Mind racing, I can’t contain it
tub full of self doubt every night I bathe in,
Slowly sinking, I can feel life fading,
Hard to keep it buried when you share the same basement,
I Guess I’m at ease with these demons, 
Made friends with the evil beneath us, 
Baptised but they labelled me heathen,
I can’t worship a god that don’t reply when Im screaming,

Verse 3
I guess I should write something down, 
Staring at this page trying to figure this out, 
Memories don’t fade when they sticking around
Observe my reflection, you look different now,
Life’s hard when you can’t burry the past,
Every-time I try I just come up last,
I grasp onto yesterday, attempt to change my cards
This hand that I’m dealt can’t take me far, (Nah)
My minds playing tricks on me, 
One minute I’m the best, next forget the dream,
You won’t get the win, you’re not set to achieve, 
Shut up mind you won’t get the best of me,
Middle finger at life for the hardships,
I ent charted but I kill it as an artist,
Even Adam (Eve and Adam) got dismissed from the garden,
I’ll remain in my prison, while I’m awaiting these charges,

NF-Paralyzed

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