I jus wanna die whys life so fuckin hard man

As fucked as this sounds… seems like this song was written basically exactly how I feel most the time. N for most of u who don’t know me… I am paralyzed in real life. I keep how I feel hitting from those who know me… n put a face as I am fine. Life is a bitch, but life goes on as well… always be grateful no matter what  life brings ❤️🤗🙏🏼. Grab the bull from the horn n the balls  n keep going forward 🙂.

I have a very messed up life and this dong might be the end of my agistance and I am a femal

this is the song I listen to when I'm depressed

If I had another chance

Devil Doesn’t Bargain(Cover Song)

Wake Me Up - Avicii - RUNAGROUND Cover Vol. 3

Hey Brother - Avicii - Cover by RUNAGROUND

original track: https://soundcloud.com/lund/fall-away-3k-thank-you

ℒund - Fall Away (chopped N' Slowed) <3

NF-Paralyzed

and the foul

Cause it's too cold, oh oh
For you here and now, so let me hold oh oh
Both your hands in the holes of my sweater.

Sweater Weather

lost

End Credits

EDEN - Wake Up (slowed)

Nightcore DP

NF - Paralyzed (Nightcore ver.)

This song is dedicated to David Hulings. I'm sorry buddy.

Lyrics:

superman will never save you
spiderman will never catch you
the flash will never run to you
like I would, When I was with you

you know you’ve reaped what you have sown
you know you’re the reason you’re alone
you said I was your superhero
but sometimes superheroes cannot save everyone

iron man will never heal you
the Hulk will never hold you
another man will never love you
like I did, Like I still do

you know you’ve reaped what you have sown
you know you’re the reason you’re alone
you said I was your superhero
but sometimes superheroes cannot save everyone

i had to let go
and watch you fall
and I could’ve saved you
but you didn’t want me to

so I let you go
and I watched you fall
and I could’ve saved you
but you didn’t want me to

so I let you go
and I watched you fall
and I could’ve saved you
but you didn’t want me to

you know you’ve reaped what you have sown
you know you’re the reason you’re alone
you said I was your superhero
but sometimes superheroes cannot save everyone

superhero (idea)

NF - How Could You Leave Us(SAD)

NF Hate Myself Remix.
His hook but my verses.

Verse 1
Im still lost on this search for me, 
Is it Obsurd to think, that I could be happy,
On there verge looking down to the death of me, 
But all I see is the wreck of me, (Ad-lib)
Still wondering if it’s even worth it, 
Feel the heat on my feet from the evil serpents,
Keep my thoughts to myself, don’t release the burden,
Your drowning now need to breach the surface, 
Take a breath now to calm my nerves
the observe the verse but can’t feel the hurt, (Ad-lib)
They can relate, they don’t taste the dirt,
They get the product but don’t see the work, (Ad-lib)
I make jokes like I ent of scared of death, 
But Truthfully I’m fucking scared to death,
I play my demise on repeat in my head,
Like fuck the world but I don’t know what I meant.

Chorus
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

Verse 2
I feel like there’s something wrong with me, 
I wanna die when I’m old, but I don’t wanna breath, 
I don’t wanna live a life to then up and leave
Or have my kids to care for me when I’m old and weak. (Ad-lib)
Its like, they only wanna see the worst of me,
I can feel it in my chest like it hurts to breath,
First to see the demons but the last to leave.
Im the cast away, but cant find peace. (Ad-lib)
Mind racing, I can’t contain it
tub full of self doubt every night I bathe in,
Slowly sinking, I can feel life fading,
Hard to keep it buried when you share the same basement,
I Guess I’m at ease with these demons, 
Made friends with the evil beneath us, 
Baptised but they labelled me heathen,
I can’t worship a god that don’t reply when Im screaming,

Verse 3
I guess I should write something down, 
Staring at this page trying to figure this out, 
Memories don’t fade when they sticking around
Observe my reflection, you look different now,
Life’s hard when you can’t burry the past,
Every-time I try I just come up last,
I grasp onto yesterday, attempt to change my cards
This hand that I’m dealt can’t take me far, (Nah)
My minds playing tricks on me, 
One minute I’m the best, next forget the dream,
You won’t get the win, you’re not set to achieve, 
Shut up mind you won’t get the best of me,
Middle finger at life for the hardships,
I ent charted but I kill it as an artist,
Even Adam (Eve and Adam) got dismissed from the garden,
I’ll remain in my prison, while I’m awaiting these charges,

NF-Paralyzed

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