5:00 AM

✦ As the hyperpop caves in ✦

Falsas ilusiones

Acariciar el cielo (Volver a caer)

[LYRICS]

Everyone brace for the impact
you won't know where the blows will land
there's no hiding place that you can find
this war is too much for your mind

All the gods, block out the sunlight
in the core, its where story writes
all you know, will be defined tonight
and your soul, will leave you when worlds align

Get ready for the final call, it's not enough
from afar angels will fall, into my arms
when the sound of trumpets shall be heard
youll know day of judgment has a name, THE GODS CLASH

EXTRENOR & YEETO - GODS CLASH (FORDUS REMIX)


[lyrics]

dear, the wind blows softly
taking the ashes away from me
the moon is rising
and the shadow grows behind the leaves

I wish I could turn back time,
to be with you a little more,
to go back to when we were young
and tell you again welcome home.

the snow is melting
the fog covers me and I cannot see
your shadow fading
as I watch the trees begin to bleed

dear, the wind blows softly
taking the ashes away from me
the moon is rising
and the shadow grows behind the leaves

I wish I could turn back time,
to be with you a little more,
to go back to when we were young
and tell you again welcome home.

(welcome home)

guilt, my heart is burning
I should have done something to keep your light
wherever you are
save me a place by your side

the wind blows softly
taking the ashes away from me
the moon is rising
and the shadow grows behind the leaves

I wish I could turn back time,
to be with you a little more,
to go back to when we were young
and tell you again welcome home.

YaGirlNicole - Home Sweet Home (Fordus Poem)

{there is nothing to celebrate, a birthday without the people I loved so much, I can say my birthday wish out loud because there is no one who can hear it, I can barely lift my face from the cake as my mind dissociates thinking about those people who are not here, being here one more day.}

[LYRICS]

I see the candles melt over time, 
I don't worry if when I blow out the candle they hear my wish, 
because no one is around, the people I miss are not here, 
anymore. 

my mind distorts memories of the past, 
and with my face in the cake I remember my years of bliss,
but I raise my head and it remains only between my lips,

and, 
for every slice is a soul that is lost, 
the bitter taste of the desire of return
to see them again

I must accept that the chairs and my heart
are empty and cracked, so realize i'm
բմckҽժ.

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to my memories,
happy birthday to me.

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to the day they left,
happy birthday to me.

happy birthday

Ayo, your body is shining what the fu-
AYO, WELCOME TO LUSTERTECH_

Azernion - Lustertech_ (Fordus Remix_)

Hukae - Boingo (Fordus Remix) [144 FREEBIE]

[LYRICS]

when I was a child
I couldn't wait the day to see you back
wait for that night

so I could see you smile
while people in the back became so blind
we felt alive

or was that what we tried

and out of nowhere days just passed and never heard your name
the wonder of our being, so far and never felt the same
our world was clouded, I couldn't see you even faraway
my clinging just refused to leave, with you I just wanted to stay

we were so good, why everything we did was all in vain?
was looking for your address, too bad, why aren't you there?
i ask for you and they tell me that you never existed
nobody wants to answer me, did i hallucinate?

and out of nowhere days just passed and never heard your name
the wonder of our being, so far and never felt the same
our world was clouded, I couldn't see you even faraway
my clinging just refused to leave, with you I just wanted to stay

we were so good, why everything we did was all in vain?
was looking for your address, too bad, why aren't you there?
i ask for you and they tell me that you never existed
nobody wants to answer me, did i hallucinate?

time flew by
and I didn't find you,
got down on my knees
and I gave up.

I threw my life into the void without knowing that you were next to me.

and I ran, hoping to make a mistake and not find you
and I ran, trying to forget and regret that it was true
and I ran, to forget you and forget all about you and your light
and when I turned around I saw your name on a stone and covered in roses


and out of nowhere days just passed and never heard your name
the wonder of our being, so far and never felt the same
our world was clouded, I couldn't see you even faraway
my clinging just refused to leave, with you I just wanted to stay

we were so good, why everything we did was all in vain?
was looking for your address, too bad, why aren't you there?
i ask for you and they tell me that you never existed
nobody wants to answer me, did i hallucinate?

and out of nowhere days just passed and never heard your name
the wonder of our being, so far and never felt the same
our world was clouded, I couldn't see you even faraway
my clinging just refused to leave, with you I just wanted to stay

we were so good, why everything we did was all in vain?
was looking for your address, too bad, why aren't you there?
i ask for you and they tell me that you never existed
nobody wants to answer me, i wish i'd hallucinated


covered in roses (Ri) [wardubs s5]

As part of Novatone OGC 7 with tons of talented artists. 

[LYRICS]

Look at me and look away
The sun cannot embrace your face
Remember that day you said
"We'll be here another day"
And as the words came from your mouth
I felt my nerves screaming loud
The only place where i felt proud
And came a cloud

And I only remember feeling your warmth
While the cold was embracing you
I was pressin' your chest, it was my fault
I'm so sorry, I had no clue
And now I need your presence in my path
I just can't face the bitter truth
Even though I am angry, I can't attack
Because with cloud it doesn't bloom

With your hands I forget my name
My being, my destiny are gone for days
My life and my mind just want to play
And for every move I only decay
Just come with me, I need your forgiveness
My pulse is slowing my way
I'm so sorry that you cannot stay
I just can't believe I have you away

I can't think, I can't even breathe
My foolishness weighs me deeply
I only remember what you told me
"You know what it makes me feel"
The grass gently caressed your face
Your warm arms of smooth clay
The shadow showed us something grey
And came a cloud

And I only remember feeling your warmth
While the cold was embracing you
I was pressin' your chest, it was my fault
I'm so sorry, I had no clue
And now I need your presence in my path
I just can't face the bitter truth
Even though i am angry, I can't attack
Because with cloud it doesn't bloom
1, 2, 3, 4...

With your hands I forget my name
My being, my destiny are gone for days
My life and my mind just want to play
And for every move I only decay
Just come with me, I need your forgiveness
My pulse is slowing my way
I'm so sorry that you cannot stay
I just can't believe I have you away

With your hands I forget my name
My being, my destiny are gone for days
My life and my mind just want to play
And for every move I only decay
Just come with me, I need your forgiveness
My pulse is slowing my way
I'm so sorry that you cannot stay
I just can't believe I have you away

With your hands I forget my name
My being, my destiny are gone for days
My life and my mind just want to play
And for every move I only decay

cloud

I was nominated by @sawswipe for wardubs, a dynamic in which a track or clip is made in less than 24 hours.

This particular track was created based on experiences I had in college, the need to find a happy place in the face of so much stress and mental instability. Searching everywhere, clubs, empty classrooms, until I ended up in an abandoned building where I spent most of my free time.

This cover art its a picture inside the university and one of the places where I found my happiness.
🤍

[LYRICS]

I needed to stand out to be seen
so I could take the mic
when nothing could get any worse
I failed every time I tried

my journey had never begun
for I kept being denied
my hands were still shaking too much
so I was forced to hide

q, i and k

of each ended the odd one out

g, n and h

don't let words come out of my mouth

paper and charcoal
playing with the ground to find out where it leads to my soul
stones are all cold
are the only thing that can hug me as it has been told
surrounded by alcohol
but it's much better than following their damn vain role

my arms are a blank space
covered by my safe place

my fantasy on slate
don't let the steel go through my arms

paper and charcoal
playing with the ground to find out where it leads to my soul
stones are all cold
are the only thing that can hug me as it has been told
surrounded by alcohol
but it's much better than following their damn vain role

my arms are a blank space
covered by my safe place

(paper and charcoal
playing with the ground to find out where it leads to my soul
stones are all cold
are the only thing that can hug me as it has been told
surrounded by alcohol
but it's much better than following their damn vain role
my arms are a blank space
covered by my safe place)

safe place [wardubs s6]


The third installment to the AMFLARA series provided the talented musicians of our community with a single challenge: Compose a track from start to finish in only eight days. The amount of time and effort poured into this compilation album is seen in the following 39 tracks that we carefully selected by 43 unique artists that best represent AMFLARA's mission statement of "creative anarchy". In this compilation, you will enjoy a wide assortment of unique genres and styles, from Drum & Bass to Hyperbounce to Deathcore, guaranteeing a wonderful experience for every listener. However, a simple description cannot do these works of art justice, so see for yourself the talent that is "AMFLARA, vol. 3".

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LYRICS:
Es difícil enfrentar aquel sentir
Que a base de mentiras me fueron a persuadir
Mientras que todo se derrumbo dentro de mi
Y se fue lo poco que me hacia feliz

Y el dolor se acercaba a mi
Bajo todos mis recuerdos me partía en dos
Y el amor, del mundo hacia mi
Fue un disfraz que me rompía sin tener razón
No entendía en realidad del porque se esfumo
Pues yo era un inocente que entrego su corazón
La felicidad dentro de mi nunca volvió
Y mis esperanzas en ceniza se convirtió

Esta es la realidad, no la puedo enfrentar
Me destrozaba el orgullo con solo intentar
Romper cadenas enlazadas a mi soledad
Para olvidarme de lo que llaman humanidad

Y todo lo que había creído
Me dañaba
No sabia que era falsedad
Después de dejarme malherido
Cuenta me daba
Pero era tarde para reaccionar

Y el dolor se acercaba a mi
Bajo todos mis recuerdos me partía en dos
Y el amor, del mundo hacia mi
Fue un disfraz que me rompía sin tener razón
No entendía en realidad del porque se esfumo
Pues yo era un inocente que entrego su corazón
La felicidad dentro de mi nunca volvió
Y mis esperanzas en ceniza se convirtió

Y el dolor se acercaba a mi
Bajo todos mis recuerdos me partía en dos
Y el amor, del mundo hacia mi
Fue un disfraz que me rompía sin tener razón
No entendía en realidad del porque se esfumo
Pues yo era un inocente que entrego su corazón
La felicidad dentro de mi nunca volvió
Y mis esperanzas en ceniza se convirtió

Y el dolor se acercaba a mi
Bajo todos mis recuerdos me partía en dos
Y el amor, del mundo hacia mi
Fue un disfraz que me rompía sin tener razón
No entendía en realidad del porque se esfumo
Pues yo era un inocente que entrego su corazón
La felicidad dentro de mi nunca volvió
Y mis esperanzas en ceniza se convirtió

Cenizas

[lyrics]

you know? all I wanted to do
was make you smile
I did it even if it cost me to cry
It's not the first time I've lost someone.
my pain doesn't let me see
I just wanted to help, why are you ignoring me? so just 

i can't read your mind, i can't read your mind, i can't read your mind
i can't read your mind, i can't read your mind, so just...

tell me what I did
tell me what I did
tell me what I did
tell me what I did (x8)

i can't read your mind, i can't read your mind, i can't read your mind
i can't read your mind, i can't read your mind, so just...

180 and start all over again
A paper mixture after I begged
please tell me what you feel
I don't want to stop it like I did.
and my pain doesn't let me see
I just wanted to help, why are you ignoring me? so just...

It's happening again,
if I did everything you meant
why do you leave me like everyone else
if everything is okay

my feet covered in dirt
after following your steps
I don't understand what was my mistake
so just...

tell me what I did
tell me what I did
tell me what I did
tell me what I did (x4)

what did i do?
tell me what the hell I did to you
I don't get it, I'm not a mind reader, understood.
I'm just frustrated cause of something that maybe it's gone.
It doesn't exist, is it? I'm a fool with thorns.

sobrepienso todo y el vacio no es la excepcion
tienes un arma poderosa para usar contra mi honor
nueva y sin usar pues solo usaba el corazon
para sentir, lo que tal vez nunca pudo existir

tell me what i did

As part of Novatone OGC 8 with tons of talented artists.

Art by Shoko:
https://www.instagram.com/shokolate_alus?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

[LYRICS]
so welcome to my home,
where despite of all the people here
I feel so isolated in this game of who is worse than me

where self-care is seen as cowardice
but that's ok, there's food on the table
that's all they wanna see

so welcome to my home,
where you're safe from the kindness outside
you'll have the best time when the cold shoulder is performed
where my favorite spot is handed out to any guest on board.
where my important things are free for public use until you're bored

don't even think about talking of your mistakes,
cause it will be the only thing they won't let you forget.
is a kind of peace that they only can understand.
don't raise your hand, there is no doubt that they are correct.

don't you understand?
here is safe
they give me food
and clothes to wear

that's enough
to owe them my life
and they can do whatever they want with me

so welcome to my home,
where you're safe from the kindness outside
you'll have the best time when the cold shoulder is performed
where my favorite spot is handed out to any guest on board.
where my important things are free for public use until you're bored

don't even think about talking of your mistakes,
cause it will be the only thing they won't let you forget.
is a kind of peace that they only can understand.
don't raise your hand, there is no doubt that they are correct.
don't raise your hand, there is no doubt that they are correct. (raise your hand, you need to get out of this hell)
raise your hand, you need to get out of this hell
raise your hand, you need to get out of this hell

so welcome to my home
it's new, this one is actually mine
at last I can be free without a defined line
I can be me, no fear and no lies
I can be my own light, and enjoy my night

and welcome to my home
it's the first time I feel alive
it's so bright, at last I'm gonna be alright
please don't cry
I'll be fine

welcome to my home

The fourth volume of the AMFLARA series tasked our growing community with an exciting music production challenge: Create a full song from start to finish in a mere nine days. Over a hundred unique artists got to work and poured an incredible amount of time and effort into the following compilation, where we handpicked 40 songs composed for the event by 54 unique artists that we feel truly embody AMFLARA's motto of creative anarchy. You can expect a wide variety of unique genres and styles, ranging from Dubstep to Ambient to Footwork. Within AMFLARA, vol. 4, there is something for everybody regardless of your music preferences, and we could not have done it without our wonderful community of musicians and listeners.

All proceeds and earnings from AMFLARA, vol. 4 will be donated to CHIRLA, the Coalition for Humane Immigrant Rights of Los Angeles, a non-governmental and nonprofit organization dedicated to advancing the human and civil rights of immigrants and refugees.

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COVER ARTWORK BY:
@titansdotreign @amethxyst @flareinthesky @darcysavisa
___________________________________________________________________

[LYRICS]

I don't want to see how they leave my mind
it hurts me to witness them cross the line
don't want to watch them fade away as
their souls become my sprouts of light

years of commitment turned into dust
the sound of their voices don't leave me alone
I'm drowning but I have no control

one, you're here
two, make me bleed
three, make me feel like I wanna leave
four, you see?
five, my dear
six, I want them to be for me

I don't want to see how they leave my mind
it hurts me to witness them cross the line
don't want to watch them fade away as
their souls become my sprouts of light

years of commitment turned into dust
the sound of their voices don't leave me alone
I'm drowning but I have no control

one, you're here
two, make me bleed
three, make me feel like I wanna leave
four, you see?
five, my dear
six, I want them to be for me

i dont want to do this again...

(I don't want to see how they leave my mind
it hurts me to witness them cross the line
don't want to watch them fade away as
their souls become my sprouts of light

years of commitment turned into dust
the sound of their voices don't leave me alone
I'm drowning but I have no control

one, you're here
two, make me bleed
three, make me feel like I wanna leave
four, you see?
five, my dear
six, I want them to be for me

we love you, my dear
we'll always be here for you
we love you...)

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✦20✦ | ☫he/him☫
⚘Visual Artist, Music Producer, Singer/Composer & Mechatronics Engineer⚘

Owner of @underwobs

Also released on:
@wearesilkenwood (pillow fort)
@neoluminum
@nlsr
@shankemrecords
@wearenova
@amflara
@viscettan
@wearecyduck
@dabrecordsofficial
@basslatin-rec
@dezpromotions
@cybersex_crew
@producersleague
@resurrection_recs
@/misfitscrew

Side project: @despairyl
Alt: @fordusingy

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