(@siemspark x @xmichaelwarren)

wake up nick, push, fight, win this battle 

lyrics:
she said, she loved when i was around
she said, she loved the way i could change her frown upside down 
but apparently those aren’t even signs
and you made me think that i crossed past the line
but i didn’t
no i didn’t
and now my heart’s in a shredder 
nothings getting better
see i was told to move on
and i was told to stay strong
but i guess i missed the mark 
i’m alone stood in the dark
no one can stand by my side
and a part of me died

i gave you everything in the world, can you reciprocate it
i keep on falling through the cracks my memories are fading
i keep a smile on my face to have emotions vacant
and to be honest wish it worked and that’s me being blatant

I TRIED MY BEST AND YOU DID YOUR WORST
I GAVE YOU MY ALL AND YOU THREW IT IN THE DIRT
LIFE AINT FAIR BUT I GUESS THAT WHAT LEARNED
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND AND IT DOESNT FEEL DESERVED 
I TRIED MY BEST AND YOU DID YOUR WORST
SEE I WAS THERE FROM THE START I WAS ALWAYS THE FIRST
BUT NOW AFTER ALL THIS TIME ALL OUR PROGRESS HAS REVERSED
I GIVE UP NOW I HAVE LOST ALL MY WORTH

i tried my best, you did your worst

its been a while hope you enjoy :)

lyrics:
the fire is numbing
my brain is combusting
i don’t have the time 
to reminisce my whole life
and when you look in my eyes
you love to tell me your lies
yet you were never there
so i cant love

you
there’s some things we can’t get
through
your words you can’t ever
undo
you are toxic
see you’re poison 
see you’re poison to me

i don’t deserve this
i didn’t earn this
i did it all for you
and said your perfect 
but you love to play pretend
and to think you were a friend 
i was never the problem 
it was always just

you
there’s some things we can’t get
through
your words you can’t
undo
you are toxic
see you’re poison 
see you’re poison to me

poison (prod. SHADE08)

this is my diary entry #1, i hope you enjoy
prod. michael harrison

video: https://youtu.be/4GcENsHz42c?si=9LVl4Le8F6sI486P
lyrics <3:
this is my diary entry #1

thinking if i did the right thing for you
thinking if i did the best i could do
all that i want is for you to be happy with me
happy with me
(ohhhhh)

but i always think that i tried my best
but everytime it just isn’t enough
i swear i love you with all of my chest
but you love to push me back into the rough
i can’t comprehend it
i wish that i could end it

(first real song since poison what a monumental occasion)

diaryentrynumber1 (prod. michael harrison)

i love you mom
ill make you proud
(prod erra)
(mixed by @kwuzi)

lyrics:
im tryna find my way out of this memory
if i take a wrong turn there aint no end for me
i swear im trying but you never saw the best in me
this years been so long im burnt out as of recently 
but i am pushing thru it
no i cant give up yet
cause its my obligation
i gotta beat what’s left
cause i know i am strong
i know that i can win
ill do it for my mom
i wanna see her grin

obligation

prod @theyalreadyleft
mixed by me

notes:
im doing better. some days are worse than others. lately ive felt worthless and like i cant be my full self. it feels unfixable. but im trying. i hope itll show.

lyrics:
Do you hear my voice?
It’s getting harder to breathe
With all the stress that’s coming
I feel I’m being drowned out

Is anyone home now?
There’s not a soul in this house
They won’t hear what I am doing
They wont hear the gunshot

They wont find me for weeks
No one would bother to look
Is it selfish of me
That I think that no one cared at all

I hope you know that I loved you so much
And I hope you don’t cry for me
I guess that won’t be a problem

Cause I’m a coward

foreground ✢

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