Turtles

Mourning

lyrics ⬇️

it’s been cold out
and I been here alone
yea
i been here alone
and you don’t check ur phone now

i just hear the tone but I don’t wanna hear it no

you got me by the throat
knowing what I’ve done with you its so hard to go
i know it’ll show when I walk up in the room
implode and choke
cuz you cant stand the view 
I know I know

I’ve often been the rude one in ur life
but I’m offering solutions to make it right

your life is full of gratitude is that a lie
only if they knew a thing or two of what we do at night

it’s not so nice it’s not a crime but I know that I shouldn’t do it y
they say I should go to therapy but I already do it
i know what it’s like to bury everything cuz I been thru it
multiple the opportunities I lose I can’t control it
honestly I think it’s pride that’s over doing my influence 
everyday I’m getting by but how idk i have been clueless

let me close my eyes then I’ll prove it
my whole life a lie 
make me feel stupid




I know theyll be laughing in the background
came close but never really got attached how
i really meant to and i wish that i got it right
maybe this the problem why i cant sleep at night

I know, I know. w/ NAVYXOWER (yunny x cxrter)

you know i miss it but ill never get it back
i get along if i leave it in the past
what we had
its fucking sad

you know i miss it but ill never get it back
im still forgetting, so we only smoking gas
only gas
that my stash

smokin heavy, feel the weight, that aint no cap shit
countin digits, stackin bands like its my last-ditch
keep me stay distract, dont pay attention, movin fast bitch
give a fuck if i crashout cause i be batshit

they say they want the old me, but i want the old you
aint seen you in a minute now, ion even know you
aint feel nothin in a minute now, and i been cold too
winters comin up way its feelin so blue

i dont wanna think about you, i dont wanna see your face
i dont wanna hear from you if now youre in a different place
i dont have to worry it wont happen til the end of days
im the only one still thinkin bout the past and how much things have changed

how much things have changed
things have changed
how much things have changed
changed
changed

you know i miss it but ill never get it back
i get along if i leave it in the past
what we had
its fucking sad

you know i miss it but ill never get it back
im still forgetting, so we only smoking gas
only gas
that my stash

Things Have Changed

The Missing Pieces

Ring Ring

ring ring w/ foreign forest prod. grayskies

if it ain't broken (feat. forest green)

anymore

From the US to London.

I’m in God Mode

Jus Beggin (feat. CEONRPG)

instruments/vocals written and recorded by barren
production / mix / master @vibevoka 

straying from safe bets
you’ll never make it
conjuring blanket statements
hiding where the pain is   
to please the masses
done with passes 
no more 

overwhelming
agitation 
corroding angles
everything 
in shambles 
the voice telling me
not to take the gamble
i tend to ramble 
im quite a handful 
forcing smiles
for a fucking while
im taking a step
down

before
you ask 
i know
you like to keep 
a tab or two
and you don’t want that
secret to get through
no you can’t tell me
what i am thinking
and how it affects thee
we’re here at the last stop
its time for me to 
get off

tell me more about
your fake friends
how they mean the best
but that pit in your chest
shows the rest  
straying from safe bets
you’ll never make it

no you won’t go there
i know you’ve been there before

before you ask (prod barren x voka)

Burberry Weather

my album ‘in the woods’ is coming this halloween

if it ain't broken (feat. forest green)

foreign forest

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