me and my wife for in a fight last night and this song hit the spot

XLit

lately

lyrics
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fuck my life
fuck my health
you don't care so i'll go fuck myself
fuck this job
fuck this car
every song that i write just coexists with a scar
and i've got paragraphs about the shit that i will never say
cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fucking day
maybe the grass is green in other states where i choose to reside
maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fucking eye
and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright
cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind

i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine
my mind's a scary fucking place and i can't fix it while i drive
but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five
and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono screaming by my side
is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide
cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try
i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride
my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide

if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online
i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life
i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue
i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew
it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth
-ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew
in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few
as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through 

cause i'm a fucking wreck
oh what the heck
why do i even try
i lie in the grass
high off my ass
& watch the clouds just pass on by
if life has a purpose
i am nervous
to unravel what is mine
i'll trip & i'll travel
down the rabbit hole
& ditch my bags inside

ditch

castle with the cobwebs

past

Untitled [prod. Heaven in Stereo]

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actually i'm good ft. ℒund (prod. martensite)

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ＫＮＯＷ　ＷＨＡＴ　ＩＳ　ＢＥＳＴ

//ファック・フェイク//

we've been sitting on this one for a while. i hope you guys enjoy it. thank you so much for all the love and support recently. this means the world to me. please give some love to huskai. he did erryting from the beat to the mixing.

i also dropped some new merch today. you can peep that here
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huskai x guardin - what i got

a mess, inside a body of a man

featuring my friend @guardinmusic

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-what-i-am-lyrics

blackheartemoji

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what i am (ft. guardin)

lyrics:
so tell me that you miss me
i want you to kiss me
drown it in the whiskey
love you till i'm dizzy
love you 
till my heart stops
in your hands
in your hands
the ghost of you
floats in the smoke
i'm a joke
every aching night
stay awake
burning photographs
tell myself
i won't ever relapse

wake up in my bed
with the thoughts stuck in my head
my wrists are looking red
cuz of all the blood i shed
texting you at 2
baby you know what to do
call me up again
i wanna hear your precious voice
let me haunt your dreams
with the time that we were teens
hear my final song
while you hit your parents bong
i know that you don't care
i'm wishing i was there

so tell me that you miss me
i want you to kiss me
drown it in the whiskey
love you till i'm dizzy
love you 
till my heart stops
in your hands
in your hands
the ghost of you
floats in the smoke
i'm a joke
every aching night
stay awake
burning photographs
tell myself
i won't ever relapse

do it for the fans
never switching plans
heart in my own hands
throwing up a couple grams
you never even cared
talking shit like i'm not there
but i see you in his hair
like the weed that's in the air
baby i know you've been playing me
you got me torn in my heart
watching it all fall apart
watching it all fall apart

tell me that you miss me

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tell me that u miss me

It's Whatever

Lyrics: You said one day it would work out 🏋️‍♀️ 
I guess I feel a little worse now
I Won’t stay in bed she won’t come out
Okay I feel a little worse now 

I thought you were unattainable 
But we’re just unsustainable 
I barely made it through summer..
These days our days are numbered 

Cause winter’s cold and I am weak 
But I won’t call so we won’t speak 
Cause I don’t care if you can’t sleep 
And you don’t care at all

Cause I won’t break and you won’t bend 
Or even try to let me in 
So you get high and I pretend 
We’ll make it through the fall 

 I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need

You said one day it would work out 
I hope one day you get let down 
To crash the car with no seatbelt 
So you know exactly how I felt 
This cul de sac has got memories 
I hate the way that you see me 
 10/17 I will confess
I FUCKED UP AGAIN, WHAT I DO BEST 

CAUSE YOU WONT TEACH AND I WONT LEARN 
AND YOU’VE GOT NOWHERE ELSE TO TURN
So LIGHT THIS BRIDGE AND WATCH IT BURN 
LIKE IT WAS NEVER THERE 

 Then FIND YOUR NEXT AND I’LL FIND MINE
I HEAR HIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME
LIVE YOUR LIFE AND I’LL BE FINE 
I’ll ACT LIKE I DONT CARE


I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
You’re everything I wanted but nothing that I need 
 
I mean.. honestly the way you feel about music is the way i feel about alcohol..

It’s whatever... 
whatever...

Make It Through Fall

Available on all streaming services & platforms
Music Video: https://youtu.be/XtcBERznEJM
Featuring @chillsdylan
Produced by @whoisdro (guitar by Native Trade)
Lyrics:
Smoking dope to cope until I’m dumb
Crying in balenciaga jeans 
Running from my problems with my blunt 
Ash it on my heart it’s on my sleeve 
Won’t do coke I’m scared I’ll love the numb
Loves a drug I turned into a fiend
All this potents filling up my lungs 
Taking off I gotta leave
I take flight in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark
Need you now you’re my lifeline
But we’re both so young and we love too hard
Maybe this just ain’t the right time
I been so fucked up i don’t know where to start
I only see you in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark

Trees for the pain that my sorrow caused
Demons in my brain wishing for a pause 
She don’t see me she just see my flaws
Only hit my phone when it’s after dawn 
Cause she on her way
And she know the games that we play
She take a uber home late
We never talk in the day

Smoking dope to cope until I’m dumb
Crying in balenciaga jeans 
Running from my problems with my blunt 
Ash it on my heart it’s on my sleeve 
Won’t do coke I’m scared I’ll love the numb
Loves a drug I turned into a fiend
All this potents filling up my lungs 
Taking off I gotta leave
I take flight in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark
Need you now you’re my lifeline
But we’re both so young and we love too hard
Maybe this just ain’t the right time
I been so fucked up i don’t know where to start
I only see you in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark

Thought that I’d be happy cause I’m blowing up
Still I feel like dying when the sun is up
Shorty she a baddie and she know wassup
But I can’t show her love I’m trying but I fuck it up
Damn had to do it again
She got problems with drama her mama all of her friends
My bro told me to dump her and pick me up in the benz
Don’t wanna see you around don’t pull up to my ends

Smoking dope to cope until I’m dumb
Crying in balenciaga jeans 
Running from my problems with my blunt 
Ash it on my heart it’s on my sleeve 
Won’t do coke I’m scared I’ll love the numb
Loves a drug I turned into a fiend
All this potents filling up my lungs 
Taking off I gotta leave
I take flight in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark
Need you now you’re my lifeline
But we’re both so young and we love too hard
Maybe this just ain’t the right time
I been so fucked up i don’t know where to start
I only see you in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark

Lifeline w/ Chills (prod. D.R.O.) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Lovely

my album ‘in the woods’ is coming this halloween

actually i'm good ft. ℒund (prod. martensite)

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